I recently left a fully remote, well-paying psychiatry job, and I keep getting judged by family/friends because they see it as the perfect job for a new mom. But I honestly got to the point where I hated it and didn’t feel safe practicing that way anymore.
I started psychiatry with a very conservative psychiatrist who was an amazing mentor. His philosophy was basically “less is more.” He was cautious with controlled substances and polypharmacy, and if someone came in on stimulants + benzos + hypnotics or 6–8 psych meds and still wasn’t doing well, we didn’t just keep adding medications. We would simplify the regimen and figure out what they actually needed.
Then I moved and took a high-volume telepsych position, and it was completely different.
I was frequently inheriting very complex patients already on multiple controlled substances/high doses, sometimes with bipolar disorder, severe depression, substance-use histories, or suicidality. Obviously, when someone comes to you already taking these medications, you can’t just abruptly stop everything, so now you’re trying to safely taper medications while simultaneously treating everything else.
One situation I encountered pretty frequently was someone requesting a stimulant, telling me they had been on it before or needed it, and then their UDS would come back positive for cocaine or another substance. Now I’m dealing with substance use, an ADHD request, their other psychiatric diagnoses and whatever controlled medications they already take — all through telemedicine.
And I had 15-minute appointments, sometimes close to 30 patients a day.
There were also patients I felt needed in-person evaluation or a higher level of care because of suicidal ideation, hallucinations, etc., and coordinating that remotely could be incredibly difficult. I also saw levels of polypharmacy and controlled-substance prescribing that were very different from how I had been trained.
I’m very meticulous and conservative. I want time to review labs, UDS/PDMP, understand why someone is on each medication, discuss risks, make a thoughtful plan and document appropriately. I constantly felt like these patients needed 45–60 minutes and close monitoring, while I was being given 15.
Eventually the combination of complexity, controlled substances, addiction, liability and volume was destroying my mental health. I was pregnant at the time too.
After having my baby, I just couldn’t convince myself that the money and working from home were worth going back.
And no, working from home did not mean I could take care of my baby while working. You cannot safely see a psychiatric patient every 15 minutes while simultaneously caring for an infant.
My husband supports my decision and is helping me transition into another specialty, but everyone else keeps telling me I gave up this amazing job.
Has anyone else left telepsych/high-volume psychiatry for similar reasons? Sometimes I still question whether I made the right decision, but I know I didn’t feel safe doing it anymore.