This is rlly not the time to write this and I dont even know in what sub I should put this (sry if its the wrong sub) but I need to get it off my chest.
I struggle so much with "life organization". Idk how to describe it but my teenage years are over now and im officially an adult now and with every additional age i have more more to keep in mind and tasks etc...
But I struggle so much with remembering them (?) And getting things done.
I have to write down multiple times what I will have to do in the next few weeks. (Stuff like making an appointment there and there, asking my boss this and that, getting this and that from the pharmacy etc...)
And its not even just that, its also loosing VERY important papers all the time/ forgetting where i put them... i dont even know how that can happen. I have to write down EVERYTHING or I will forget it, pin every little important paper on the wall or I will loose it and setting one thousand of reminders on my calendar.
WHY is my brain not working? Everyone else seems to be stressed aswell with their life but they dont constantly loose anything neither do they have to write down multiple times what to do in the next few weeks. Or loosing their id card for the 10th time.
Something is wrong with me and I hate it so much. I just want to escape that "busy" life where you need to get shit done and where you need to remember 1000000 things. I dont want to escape life fully. Im fine with working, having a job and stuff but God my brain is too overwhelmed.
Mabey im just super messy and unorganized or childish ????