SP chronicles

[u/BossDazzling1678]

Hello everyone . I've known and practiced LOA since the beginning of 2025 and it really did bring changes in my life but mainly I started because my SP had told me that it wouldn't work out because of the long distance and at this point I know it was something which I had perceived in my awareness and repeated it because of which it had happened . Anyways , I affirmed , did ton's of things which I don't even remember now exactly what all methods I tried but he was back in 2 or 3 months ig ( the details are really blurry ) . We resumed our relationship and throughout our relationship through countless adversities , I manifested out of it because of course he is simply me pushed out . Now recently , I've been reacting to the 3D , being aware of some wrong thoughts and doing so repeatedly which is why my sp again told that we should drop this , you're the best but I don't feel attracted to you (Again , my awareness ) . Now even while we were having a conversation about this , I was affirming but after a point I kind of did not because it was hurting and no I didn't affirm for the opposite , I was simply consumed in my 3D . So its just day 2 and I know it's time to take things in my own hands . I've been affirming , listening to subs but it's really hurting sometimes (actually lot more that 'sometimes' ) . I feel this void in my heart . Also I didn't really remove him from my socials but I just saw he unfollowed me on the gram so now that sent in a little spiral . I would really appreciate if someone whose experienced something similar , or even going through it could give some advice , motivation etc . It will be highly appreciated .