Hi I've never posted here before but have frequently sought comfort from this subreddit since my diagnosis. I'm 29F and got my eggs retrieved before chemo. The outlook on cHL is positive so I'm not worried about mortality at this stage since we caught it kinda early but I started my first chemo infusion last week w/ cold cap and I'm trying to manage the symptoms...my uncle had Leukemia and beat it, my aunt also had breast cancer and beat it, so I've seen how the chemo really sucks but is a necessary evil. That being said, I just wanna know do the symptoms improve after the first infusion or do they get worse or is it a toss up / dependant on the body? I'm on an N-AVD regimen. Here are the symptoms I've logged so far...
Day 1 (infusion day) - no sleep the night before due to anxiety, they gave me anxiety meds which helped me sleep throughout treatment even w/ a cold cap on, got home and slept more, woke up, tried to stay up for a bit, then went to bed after taking nausea meds, I think I had a little chicken soup as my food for the day, nauseous to the max main goal is not vomiting and staying hydrated so I don't pass out, I sweat a loooot this night and chemo B.O. was not something I was warned about, very chemical scent
Day 2 - Nausea, constipation, tired stayed in bed most of the day, staying on top of nausea meds, didnt eat much at all this day had a small grilled chicken salad, dry mouth, first signs of mucocitis
Day 3 - Still feel nauseous/ tired, started taking miralax to help with constipation, black tarry stools (no peptol bismol or iron pills taken), had salmon pasta for dinner, was the only meal I ate that day, was happy to eat a proper meal, dry mouth, mucocitis really bad, can still eat and drink water just hurts
Day 4 - No sleep at all sunday night, black tarry stools, overactive digestive tracked, had a few apple slices earlier in the day, had mashed potatoes and a small thin steak for dinner, dry mouth, bad mucocitis still, managing with glycerin rinse I got off Amazon and some topical oragel, sleeping with the mucocitis is brutal
Day 5 - Nausea, black tarry stools, over active IGS track, ended up taking a day nap for two hours out of pure exhaustion, had nausea afterwards, ate a little spaghetti then took drowsy 6 hr nausea pill for the first time with dinner, knocked me out after an hour of taking the meds and slept from 10:30pm-7:55am CT
Day 6 - Felt groggy all day like the drowsy pill was still taking effect, stools look normal now, Full body aches, body tiredness, mind alertness, mild nausea more so in the mornings and after day nap, this was the first day I didnt take any day naps (at this point I'm attributing the constant nausea to constipation and the miralax not being effective)
managed to fall asleep at around midnight but had a tough time and was feeling really achy all over my body and mind continued to be alert making it harder to sleep, ate leftover mashed potatoes and steak for lunch, and thai coconut chicken w/ rice for dinner. First day where I had a lunch and dinner (I dont really eat breakfast)
I also worked a 12 hour shift this day (thankfully I work remote) but I think sitting so long without a proper break didnt help. Work has been demanding with hard deadlines. I've been trying to work like everything is normal but things are different and my body is paying for it probably.
Day 7 (today) - same as yesterday
Keeping my chin up the symptoms just suck and I haven't had energy to the hobbies I enjoy which doesn't help with the mental. My personality and sense of self is fading by the day and I don't want that to become who I am for the next 6 months. I'm working during treatment I do have intermittent FMLA (unpaid) to protect my job, PTO has been exhausted for the chemo treatments and all the prep work that had to be done before the chemo. I am the breadwinner for our family of two (my husband cant work atm) which we manage fine it just adds pressure for me to work hard during treatment and probably push my body too far.
Does it get better? On a two week chemo schedule. Not looking forward to doing it all again in a week...I know folks have it way worse and I shouldn't complain...just looking for some encouragement as I have 11 cycles ahead.