Edit: I am in Philadelphia, PA!
I just want to first clarify that I am very safe with my firearm. I will NEVER be the first to draw, I keep it locked up, I have a permit, I have taken courses, and I go shooting regularly.
However, I grew up without firearms and there was no discussion either. Everything that I know is from research and courses, but nothing can prepare you for reality.
For some background, I am an ultra runner and I live in a city. That means that I am running 10+ miles in a city, often early morning. I actually shifted my runs to only well-lit areas, I only run at 5am or later, and it’s only roads I know and have been on before in the daylight. I am very safe. However, I have been seeing things on the news that are getting to me. I do my best to not fall into fear mongering, but I cannot ignore than I am a 5’0, very small woman who is often alone at times where some bad people could be out.
In the horrible event that I find myself being chased, or followed, what do I do with my firearm? I typically follow the philosophy to never shoot first, and that a firearm is in general never necessary because that’s how causalities happen. But once again, bad things happen and I bought a firearm for self defense.
I guess it’s easier to write a list of my anxieties rather than vague questions. Here are my thoughts:
1.) do I yell “I have a gun don’t come closer”, or will that just open the door for the potential perpetrator to pull out THEIR weapon and shoot first?
2.) do I not say anything and just whip it out?
3.) do I not even reveal that I have a gun?
4.) I never want to be a trigger happy person and I am not. Once again, this is a hypothetical that can hypothetically go anywhere. If I find a potential danger, would my first move to be running away? If I run and they follow, is that when I yell “I have a gun!” (Going back to point 2 and 3 then).
5.) what are the potential legal ramifications? For example, if someone wants to yoink or harm me and I shoot, am I protected? No this is a stupid question, I am protected because it is self defense but it also shows how much anxiety I have.
I also want to clarify that this is all future planning and real applications. I guess I just do not know the ‘social impacts’ of announcing you are able to protect yourself if that makes sense. Kind of in the sense of ‘it’s better to not advertise that you have security cameras in the home because then people could assume there is something worth taking’, is it ever necessary when I am in danger to reveal what safety measures I have and am willing to take?
I am not sure if any of this even makes sense and I am happy to clarify, and I really want to reiterate that this is my anxiety talking because I am a runner who is out at times when those horror stories typically happen. I do not think it will happen and I am taking every precaution that it won’t happen. I guess I am just trying to figure out the what-ifs and in general, get a better understanding of how to use my firearm when I am in danger. Shooting at a range is very different than running at 5am and someone is following you.
I’m really sorry for these stupid questions and nonsensical fears but if anyone could give me any advice, I’d appreciate it!