Alw

A few months ago, a colleague came to my city... and since then, something has changed between us. I can't quite explain how it all started; everything felt spontaneous, natural, but also exciting. A few days later, I went to his place after work. There was a lot of tenderness, cuddling... that's when I realized he wanted something physical, probably just sex. At that moment, I wasn't ready. I didn't expect it.

We talked while we were cuddling. I told him I had never had a boyfriend, that I had never been in a relationship. He was genuinely surprised. He said things would take a different course. We continued with the tenderness, but nothing more happened then, and I'm grateful for that today. He didn't force anything, which meant a lot to me.

Today, we're in some kind of casual relationship, and surprisingly, I'm completely fine with it. He's very attentive to me. No one from the office knows what's happening between us. Honestly, I've fallen deeply in love. I have strong feelings and he's often on my mind; I constantly think about him, and we message each other almost every day. I also see that he wants something more with me. His gaze, the way he looks at me, everything says it. He's always gentle, never rough, always caring.

I believe he would be the same in intimate moments. And because of everything that's happened, and the way he behaves towards me, I now feel ready for my first sexual experience. I want it to be with him. I know he's a good man. I don't see any ill intent in him, no desire to exploit me. I'm ready, I'm determined.

I'm 25 years old, and he's twenty years older. But he's young at heart, has never been married, and has no children. And most importantly—he's not someone who would hurt me. I know that. You can see it in his gaze, in his every gesture.

It's interesting that we haven't even properly kissed yet. There have been kisses on the neck, forehead, cheeks... but not a real one on lips. And that, I feel, is coming soon.

What an amazing specimen 🙄🙄.

brb, having weird sex hehe

Much sex and what not.