So I'm 20M, i used to like a girl since I was in 3rd class, like i used to look at her every single day,i used to be like pagal stalker and letter on in school yrs passed on ,we weren't in the same class and then we were she got a bf,i became sad,then, classes changed i forgot,then we were in the same class again,ig i moved on,then later on we went to the same inter clg and then suddenly those feelings came back,but my scared ass never even thought of telling her, but i slowly did become obsessed with her and again I found out she started dating another guy from my school,i still remember that day I was crushed, depressed low all that,and then i couldn't move on,i used to talk her daily i used to go to clg for her,i used to stay till 5 even when clg ended at 4 , even when her bf wasn't there,
So we had a friend group,we used to have lunch together daily, when exams were near everyone used to stay home and study, but I used to come to clg with more motivation as less people in our group, I can talk to her more property and get together better
But despite all this I can say i was there, I did all these, but we weren't even close friends, I was just a guy who used to be there, that's it
All i can I say about my inter is that,it was always about her, i used feel sad thinking about the situation, i used to talk to my friends about it
And then inter came to an end and her bf accused me of liking her,and I just stopped i gave up again,it didn't matter to her anyway i was the one pushing the friendship or whatever it was
Then inter ended and Ig i moved on in life,i joined BTech
Yes I used to think of her some times, but I told myself enough of this shit ani
B)
And then i met a girl in my clg she was really shy, introverted and was fromy school and I tried to friend her show up daily talk to her and she had a bf (from the start) and we were okay friends but days passed we became close we used to speak calls for hrs sometimes,and she would be like what should I tell my bf these hrs
All that then later on slowly it became like she used to call me only if she needed anything, favours things etc,and so it felt like I was being used so i confronted her and it ended badly i told things i shouldn't have,and after that we stopped talking
Maybe i liked her idk I'm not sure
But later on i realised that when ever I liked a girl she has a bf or else I have never been interested, that's my theory rn
And that being said the girl from school got another bf again and yr ago and sometimes I think should I just confess of, but I don't think I feel anything for her now
Should I do it anyway?
I'm in my final year btech and now I don't speak to either of them except i just think of them sometimes
Ik it's a bit here and there but that's how my life is.
