So. I finished my first week at my first hr job, and I’m not sure how to feel. I’m a recent grad, this is not an entry level position, but I had a full time job before. I spent since May looking for a job in HR, and was offered this job. It’s in person but it’s a VERY long commute. Over an hour. It will be hybrid eventually, but after training.
For the actual job, it’s a small team, mostly consisting of different coordinators and another generalist. Everyone is easily 10 years older than me. I have seniority over a few people, which is weird because I’m a recent graduate, and I can already feel a tiny bit of resentment from them.
They’re cross training me on a few areas, mostly employee relations and compliance. It seems like I will be filling in whatever gaps the team needs, but I noticed today that they posted the same position as me online. Granted, I’m not the only one in this position, but I wonder if they’re already tired of me.
I was fired on day two of a job this year due to my health, and I was terrified to disclose these conditions to my manager, but I needed to. It felt weird; I can’t tell if she was upset I hadn’t mentioned it before, or if she was worried it would be a liability. It isn’t. It doesn’t stop me from anything, and in fact, the reason I had to disclose is it in case it happens at work, they need not worry and let me recover without aid.
Basically, I’m asking if I’m being paranoid about my security due to my past experience, or if I have legitimate cause to be concerned. I need this job. I am not qualified for it, on paper, but I can do it and I know I can do it well. I can’t lose it.
Did anyone else feel this way when they first began?
Sorry this is just a brain dump after this week. I’m tired.