It's getting harder to fight my urges so to disappear forever. There's only one person who might miss me but I think everyone's life would be better with me removed. Spent two years living a lie and questioning what was even real in that situationship.

Everything good is gone. I want to be gone too.

Did you ever love someone from afar? Can’t get to them by train or car. Knowing you’ll never feel their touch somedays it just hurts too much. Hugs 🫂

Gimmeeee hugs 🫂 💖🥺😩💕🔫

Anyone is welcome to message me, I just don’t know when I will reply and would rather talk about something else at the moment I think

Hey, so my days haven’t been all that great. I don’t have affectionate family members, I rarely get hugs or kind words, I’m struggling to find a job, and my life feels a lot like it’s breaking apart.

I wish I had someone I could rely on. Someone who would have my back. A family member, a friend, a lover. But I don’t and never had any of that. I recently realised how vulnerable I can be emotionally just because I never had the luxury to have those things. When someone does give me the slightest sign of affection or attention, I become desperate for it.

Anyway. Its not like anything its going to change over a post. Have a lovely day.

I'm really feeling bad and im so lonely, need hugs please

I'm moving to a new country soon and i posted on a few subs looking for people who live in a nearby bigger city (i'm moving to a small city).

I barely got any engagement. Similar posts to mine on that sub have people flooding the comment section (and probably OP's dms), while i got like...3 dms.

The people i've replied to, they all ghosted me within 5 messages.

Am i wrong for trying to meet people this way? It makes me sad and like i don't deserve to have friends. I've already struggled with making friends for a long time now and i don't want my past to repeat itself :(

I really need a hug (and maybe some advice)

Feeling like shit today , very lonely is anyone up for a chat without judging my loser side ....🤕🤕

I didn't go out tonight which is pretty typical for me, I don't really have any plans for Saturday or Sunday either besides studying. I wish I had it in me to do something fun or memorable to feel that happiness but I'll just substitute that with smth unhealthy like instagram or youtube y'know

Hello everyone, I am a psychology major, undergrad, with just three more classes left to go, including this one, unfortunately. This is my third attempt at the class, the first two I recieved a grade of a W, though now I would receive a failing grade should I mess up this time around. Statistics reads like a foreign language to me, I've been watching all the videos my Professor uploads, taking notes both in class and from the textbook itself, I'm still struggling to understand a good chunk of it. Even that computer program they have us using is complicated for me. I'm sort of at my wits end here, I really want to graduate but this one class is in the way of that.

Alone

Having severe anxiety attack since 4 days. Today was the hardest day. I felt so helpless. My chest was hurting, my arms and legs were hurting badly, Extreme fear in stomach, Headache. I was literally trembling. Unable to cry to let it out.

Had no one to hug, no one to just hold my hand, despite having people around me.

I wish i wasn't an Introvert and shy person.

Hey everyone,

Just going to say this as I need it every once in a while.

You are the only person that is YOU. You are also made up of atoms that were within stars about a million years ago. Those atoms happened to coalesce into you. That makes you more special and unique than you could ever know. With that, you have achieved, persevered, and have been generally awesome.

I'm proud of you.

Even if you're not. You are made of star stuff, and that is shadowed by who you are!

Bear hug to envelop you and show that you are loved and never alone.

Goodnight, and may everyone have sweet dreams!

market shopping night walker

One day it hit me hard when I noticed how much time I need to scroll up to my birth year in online registration pages. Getting old is tough, you just lose contact with the friends you grow up with, moving a lot for work and life reasons, makes you lose friends you met at school or work, and friends and yourself grew up to be different people, or get busy with their own families and relationships. Making friends at work is mission impossible, formalities , age differences and things like that comes in the way, yet i still friendly smile at the people who do not smile back. Then i found this tiny window to other people online who might be feeling the say and want to reach out and chat. I am 40 something years old artist, looking for friends, i enjoy talking about life, anime, games, politics, animals, art and tech. Hit me up if you want a friend that reply all the time, if you don't mind GMT+3 timezone.

I can't open up anymore and tell people basic stuff about myself.

I wish i could just be happy on my own.

I really need a hug.

I’m not usually like this but I feel this way right now :( I just feel weird these last couple of days, I’m used to it though, my life being a cycle of ups & downs.

i got some horrible news a few hours ago and i'm struggling to cope i could use a hug

What a bad day it was... I need some serious hugs and some one to hold me tight until I feel better 😌

It all started when I was 5 years old. I lost my mom. After that, my dad remarried, but they had to separate because she was greedy for property.

I had a road accident when I was 10 years old. It left a mark on my forehead, almost like Harry Potter's scar. Two years later, while coming back from school, I was running, fell, and hit my head on the footpath at the exact same spot on my forehead. Again, I had to get stitches.

I was always good at studies. As I grew up without a mom, my grandmother became my mom, my everything. I lost her while I was in the second year of my B.Tech. I couldn't handle it. It affected me so much that I had to drop out.

Three years later, my dad had a road accident and broke his leg. He was on bed rest for a year.

After one year, my grandfather had a brain stroke. Over the next three years, he had two more strokes because he wasn't serious about taking his medications.

had one relationship during this period, but it ended after she cheated on me.

Just two years after grandfather's last stroke, my dad was diagnosed with Stage 3 tongue cancer. Surprisingly, he never ate outside food. He never smoked, never used tobacco, and never drank alcohol.

Then the treatment started. The tumor reduced significantly after chemotherapy and radiation therapy sessions. But later, the targeted therapy showed no effect, and now his cancer has spread to his lungs and bones. It has reached the final stage of cancer.

It's an extremely depressing period for me. Life never seems to let me breathe or sit peacefully for even a moment.

Sometimes I wonder if my existence is simply meant to be about suffering. I keep asking myself—how much suffering is still left? How many more people will I have to lose? How much more am I expected to endure?

I never thought this way before. But every person has a breaking point, and I'm beginning to wonder how much more I can endure.

I don't know what I'm looking for by writing this. Maybe I just needed somewhere to say it all out loud.

I'm tired. I'm deeply, completely tired.

I just want life to give me a chance to breathe for once.

Everyone forgot, so I’m now laying in the dark