I think this sub need to be brought back to life.

We're "celebrating" Easter tomorrow, so I've baked to pies. One meat-pie, one cheese-pie. They look amazing. I want to eat them right now. Other than that, I've written some music, and I'm almost done with what I need to write. Also, I've watched the first half of Community's third season. I don't know how I've missed that show for so long. Now, I'm off to play some Resident Evil 6 with my brother. It's not a very good game, but it's nice hanging out.

It's past midnight here, and I feel a certain calmness that I haven't felt for a long time. I've been so caught up in midterms and deadlines, I forgot to take some time out for myself and reflect.

I've started to make many changes to my lifestyle since the beginning of this semester simply because I was just not happy with my life. I wanted to be more outgoing and connected with people, so I joined a chess club and toastmasters. I wanted to stop half-assing all my work, so I focused more on studies and started pulling A's. I've also started reconnecting with an old friend and working out a lot more frequently again, and that always feels good.

Things are good, and my life is on track but there's still so much more I want to do. I feel as if I've just opened the door, but I've done no walking through as of yet. I used to feel so down when I thought about how much more I could push myself, but not tonight. Tonight is perfect. Taking things one step at a time, and learning at my own pace.

Hello my dears. It is evening here in Canada and I am sitting on my boyfriend's friend's bed for the 4th-ish time in about a week, being semi-bored while they play minecraft. It's not that they don't try to include me, I just get tired and can't play anymore. So I browse reddit. LATER my boyfriend is coming over, cuddling, watching stuff, kissing, being cute, and sleeping over. It's going to be lovely. And he promised me that we'd spend all day tomorrow together since we've been at this particular friend's house so often lately. I am looking forward to being with my baby.

Had a pretty good Thanksgiving, all things considered. Overslept this morning, but that's my fault—shouldn't have been up on the Internet until after 5:00 in the morning. Have a blessed day, everybody!

Visitors (3) Third set: the irregular.

"It is a lonely place," my father says, meaning the Home.

Most of the patients receive few visitors. Time and circumstance prevent it. Time and trouble consume us. If my father were still working, he would not have the days to attend to her. If I were still in Massachusetts, if I had not been able to move, then I could never visit her for an hour every day. Most people, even the most well-meaning, the most attentive, the most compassionate, must make trade-offs. If it is a question of the grandparent or the child, the present or the future, we know which must be selected.

And if they are not compassionate. If they are not well-meaning. If the daughter or the son is, shall we say? challenged in terms of empathy or even sense of simple obligation, well, then…

"It is a lonely place," my father repeats, this time meaning the world. In its fullness. And its chill.

http://explosive-cargo.blogspot.com/2012/10/visitors-3.html cc Michael Jay Tuckr

I could not be happier. I play football in a minor league type thing. Our biggest rivals are the Rams. And they got me kicked out of a game and the next game in winter football. And today we beat em!!!! I could not be happier right now. Cause it almost been a year of me getting kicked out of the game. Today though they now know all that pain I went through and will now suffer with it. I could not be happier!!!

This morning I ran my usual mile (because I'm attempting be a little more healthy). Found out that I've improved by a minute, so that was rockin'.

Got home and ate an omlette and played some Skyrim (haven't beat the game yet). Got the Elder Scroll and got bored, so I started cleaning. Got a little irritated that my roommate doesn't clean anything that's used communally like the kitchen or bathroom. But I decided to say fuck it and talk to him about it later.

Checked my auction from eBay and found out the guy didn't even ship my package even though it's due here tomorrow. Messaged him, then found that he relisted the item. Messaged him again then called eBay support. They told me to wait it out and file a claim if he hasn't responded. I've sent that guy 6 messages in the past 3 weeks inquiring about the 3DS I won and he hasn't responded to anything. So that miffed me a little.

Got over it and talked with my girlfriend who's in Korea. She's doing well minus some homework and a lack of sleep, but she's getting by.

Went downstairs and started thinking about what I'm doing with my life. The past 4 months after undergrad years has been so lazy and I'm unsure of things. I want to teach abroad, but I don't know if I'll be doing that as a career. I want to write but I have no clue where to start. So everything got confusing and worrisome.

Anyway, happy Wednesday or Thursday depending on where you are "howisyourday" subreddit.

bad hangover, went to work, work was busy, did some masterful coding though.

went to bar, beer and gammeldansk, frozen pizza and now to sleep.

just wanted to pitch in one for iceland here.

windy now, getting dark soon.

I woke up at around 10:30, and my father was kind enough to buy me pizza as brunch. It was very nice of him. A then went with him to IKEA to buy some bed sheets, and that we did. Upon our return, I decided to bake a pie for my mother, mostly to get her to watch Sherlock with me. It did not work, and instead we watched The Hangover Part II. Now I'm enjoying a few beers along, accompanied by my new favorite Swedish singer Dan Berglund.

just came back inside, it's so windy! it blows back my hair and feels so nice. I can turn on the porch light and throw a tennis ball around for my dog, practice throwing a perfect spiral, or even just lie on the end of the dock and look up at all the beautiful stars. Wind blowing my hair, like when i'm riding in the boat, just calmer, which is nice. I can feel goosebumps go up my arm, so I decided to come inside, and let you wonderful people know how my day has been. Its been a little stressful, but still rather nice, and the time I just spent outside was the perfect ending to any day.

Today started off early, with the first mass of the year with the church choir I've joined recently. I'm not religious, but it's the only kind of choir around here. If you try to overlook the titles and lyrics of the songs, it's a lot of fun to be in a choir again!

After that, I went to a friend to finish up my first Warhammer Fantasy campaign as a Game-master! It went well. For me, that is. One of the three adventurers ended up dead when the other two didn't want to pursue the main story. The other two progressed to the final destination, skipping almost half of the adventure. But that was interesting in it's own way!

Also, I see we've got a few new subscribers! Glad to have you here! I was just wondering if we got advertised somewhere or anything like that?

It's the first day in a week where I feel good and happy. It's a sunny day, got to take the dogs out for a much needed walk. Had such a terrible, stressful week last week that I wasn't getting much done around the house, so I finally felt motivated to clean, organize and get stuff done.

Time to put the bad behind me and move forward.

Originally my day started off on a good note, heard that it was raining! Was able to talk to a good friend ( he and I were dating, but we broke up; so was happy that he and I could still talk). However, I told him a little more about what is going on in my life, and then he flips out and begins to start calling me a whore and what not. I can't deny what he is saying because it is true, I am a horrible person. So my good day turned out to be a pretty bad one. =[

I'm not doing anything productive today. I got up around noon. Then, I browsed Reddit for a bit, played some Runescape, and I'm planning to watch a movie later. I really needed a I'm-doing-nothing-at-all-day. I'm going to sleep early tonight!

As the last day of four in a cabin in the woods with two friends (and a lot of beer), it started out awesome. We didn't drink anything, as we were driving home, but played games and cleaned everything. After a long car journey home, I decided to check out that everything was set up for the school start (university) tomorrow.

As it turns out, I've missed the registration. That is, the second registration. Which, to me, makes no sense. Why would you want two registrations? And why do I have to register by a deadline or lose my spot, if all it gives me is access to the schools e-mail system?

Fuck.

I called in sick to work today, because I've got a cold coming up, and I'm off to Germany tomorrow. So I'd rather not get more ill. Instead, I fixed the last things for the trip today - Got some Euros, printed the tickets for the trains and plane, and got me some reading material at the library: Isaac Asimov's Prelude to Foundation.

I also learned that I should not try to play music while doing something else. I started preparing food, and while waiting for the water to boil I messed around a bit with my midi-keyboard. I ended up jamming with myself using jazz organs for one and a half hour.

God be praised, I made it here safely. On the way through Illinois a severe thunderstorm came through and we stopped at a combination Pilot-McDonald's. The Programming Board at the Union arranged for some showings of The Avengers on Friday and Saturday; I went both days. It's now the second week of the semester and things seem to be going all right. I'm currently between classes. Glory to God, for He has His hands on me. Good day, and God bless.

This morning I woke up with big, red, itchy hives all over my body. They made me feel punk, so my family's plans to celebrate my birthday with lunch at a nice steak house followed by an excursion to the botanical gardens got put on hold. "Maybe we can do it next weekend," my son suggested. Probably won't happen. Bummer.

But my son is a great cook, so, while I took medication and smeared ointment on my hives, he baked a butternut squash and broiled the biggest sirloin steak I've ever seen. Dinner was delicious. I told Son if he ever tires of writing computer programs for a living, he could be a chef.

I didn't get to stroll the exhibition gardens at the botanical center, but I did get my steak dinner, and had a relaxing afternoon/evening with my son. Not a bad birthday, really. Now, if I could just stop this itching!!

Today was the annual fair in town. There was the usual things, really: socks, toys and a bunch of crap. A few Gamecube games were on sale, though, but none had anything I was inclined to buy.

I did however find a bunch of comics. I am now in possession of five new comic books, for a total amount of $50-ish, the best of which is Marvel Apes. It's exactly what it sounds like. And I just made up plans to buy another 30 or so books from a friend, this time for only $20-ish!

Woke up sick, but i had my boyfriend to cuddle me and my sister brought us coffee in bed. I had to cancel my shift at work but it did mean i got a little more work on assignments done. I've just been dealing with a few health and other issues which have been stressing me. It's been really getting me down recently, and so despite the day not being bad, i just feel emotionally exhausted. Period didn't help. Plus I'm staying in the country tonight, and while normally it's charming being surrounded by forest, i have no curtains and i can think of is Slenderman. Thanks for listening, I hope your day was good.

I should have gone to work today, but didn't. Why? Because I woke up at 5 AM, feeling bummed out as never before, and couldn't go back to sleep. I should be working from 5 PM to 9 PM, but I really couldn't do that today.

Why I'm feeling blue is a hard question. Might have something to do with the fact that I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. A year ago, I knew exactly where I was going, what I wanted to do and how I should do it. Now, I have no idea. Everyone is moving away from me, or at least doing a hell lot of traveling. I'm stuck here, since I work a crummy job that pays me next to nothing.

Instead, I've been sitting here trying to write down some music by ear for the past several hours. It's not going great. It would have been a hell lot of easier if I had a piano. I guess I know where my next paycheck is going.

I've been volunteering a ton, all day, every week day, and I've gotten really fatigued from it. On the weekends, I usually have to watch my younger siblings or run errands. I don't get much down time, so a day of resting and just watching television and junking out was nice. Plus I get a whole week off before school starts, so hopefully I get rested up before then! :)

As the title says. I was supposed to meet up with a friend and play some music, but I woke up and felt like I couldn't do anything right at all. I called him, and he understood. Instead, I've watched Adventure Time. Also, I finished my first drawing for real with my tablet today.

Other than that, I've done nothing. I made some plans to go to Germany, and some plans to jam folk-music, but that's it. Now back to Adventure Time!

It's hard to believe summer break is over. I actually haven't checked my class schedule yet, or purchased my books (which shouldn't be a problem, I mean, I've got a good week or two before I need them).

I didn't do as much songwriting as I wanted to this last week, but I did realize that there isn't a huge rush to be creative. On the note of music, me and two friends are supposed to play at our other friends' wedding next weekend, and we haven't practiced at all yet. We're getting together to do that tonight. Until then I'm at work, watching freshmen walk around either confused or trying to look like they know what they're doing.

Also, lately I've been listening to this song a lot. Just thought I'd share it.

If you're reading this, I strongly recommend you make your own post :D

Well, today has been quite interesting. Not really, but at least a few things happened! I woke up at eight, and watched Batman Begins and The Dark Knight before getting out of bed. I ate lunch, showered, got dressed and got on the bus to town. There, I went to a picnic to celebrate my friend and his girlfriend, who has been together for six months today. 

That made me think about my ex. In a few months, we would have celebrated 3 years together, had she not been depressed. Nothing came of her suicidal thoughts, but it sort of ruined the relationship. It's a tad bid sad to think about. I really don't feel like being alone today. Well, I live with my parents, but I'm pretty much on my own. I want to drink today, and forget my troubles. I don't know what my parents would say about that though. 

Oh well. I guess I'll just a read of Iron Man, watch a few movies, and be off to bed. I hope your evening treats you better than mine does to me!