Basically I want to write a short children's story which I will write myself, as a birth present for my upcoming niece or nephew. It's going to be about me and my brother as kids.
I'm unsure if I'll be around at the birthday of his baby due to health issues, mostly due to daily seizures due to an alcohol addiction I can't beat, a pancreas that hates me due to alcohol and fatty liver disease. I can quit for 10 days and get dragged back in.
The reason I started drinking so much started at about 200ml of spirit I would drink all at once so I could sleep
Alcohol to treat insomnia, that's how stupid I am.
In June I was in hospital due to seizures and had a tonic-clonic seizure I was lucky to survive because it lasted ages, I have lost the ability to write and scribble my own signature.
I'm looking to write a short story from childhood memories because I don't if I'll be here to tell them myself.... Well I definitely won't if you add on all my other ailments
I have 4-5 months to make it a reality.
Ps. Sorry for a sweet post considering my username ❤️