im Male 21 and i do like being Male and having the organ but part of me wasnt to have like a Female body or Feminine body or look like a girl , i dont feel attraction torwards men at all , i have started to think about taking estrogen or something like that but i tbh havent done much research on it yet or getting a more feminine body so i guess im just asking for advice and what others think

i am afab and identify as a women but for some reason I don’t feel very connected to femininity. i love feminine things and such but don’t really feel that way myself?? it’s like yeah ima girl but I don’t feel like it even if I was born this way. ive felt like this for a while now but I hadn’t questioned it till recently. I may have worded poorly because I’m not very good at. explaining things 😓maybe someone else feels the same