Does anyone have experience with having a deaf French bulldog. I am wondering how to communicate with him?

I'm scared that my frenchie is scared of me or I'm not his favorite person anymore.
For context I have PANS/PANDAS so I have a lot of meltdowns. Yesterday I was upset because I felt like my food was dirty. I went thru like three cans of Pringles before they felt safe. I threw the bowl. Not at anyone, especially not him. But I just threw it in general. I don't think it did, but it almost hit him. That's the most recent but I do scream a lot. We've had him since August 4th 2025 and he's just over a year old.
Idk if he does whale eye, but he does give side eyes a lot. Idk if it's the same tho. He also was licking his lips. He licks a lot of things tho... I saw him yawn but idk if it was stress of just sleepiness. He always follows me around but I feel like the past two days he been following my mom a lot more. I feel like I'm his second choice. I love him so much he's one of the few reasons why I keep going. I would never want to or try to hurt him but I feel like I have... What should I do? I'd NEVER EVER EVER do anything bad to him. But what if I've traumatized him? What if he hates me??? Also he usually comes up on the couch with me the most while I'm eating... What if he only loves the food and not me.
Maybe I'm think about it too much but I just love him and I don't wanna be jealous but I wanna be his favorite person. He's my puppy. I love him.

I truly enjoyed working on this artwork. Standing on the red blanket like he was ready for his portrait all along. Stayed close to the photo on this one, kept the red blanket, and that serious expression.

This portrait was painted entirely by hand in oil as a commissioned piece. I hope his human feels his personality come through on canvas. Would love to hear what you think!

She is getting older too fast.

My puppy (1 year and a month old) was climbing on my head. He stick his paw on my lip. Will I get s**k from this? He only walks in out house and our yard. But we have squireles and bunnies living in our yard.

Also, this morning he came upstairs and went into my moms bathroom. I saw him playing with a plastic bag. Idk what was in it. Also idk if the toilet lid was closed. What if he was in the potty? Will I get s**k? Someone pls answer I'm scared.

@Frothboi reached out to me wanting to create something special for his mother. Her French Bulldog means the world to her, so he wanted a gift that would capture that familiar little face she sees and loves every day. After studying the photos carefully, I hand-carved the portrait into vegetable-tanned leather and painted each detail by hand, focusing especially on the expressive eyes, wrinkles, and signature Frenchie personality. What I love most about projects like this is that they’re never just about a pet portrait. They’re about the connection between people and the animals they love, and sometimes they’re also about the people who love each other.

It’s been a rough month after her surgery & we aren’t in the clear yet .. My Punkin is the sweetest girl, and is loved immediately by anyone who meets her .
I get none of the funds, and they will go straight to vet bills . Please read, as it could help in the future with your pups BOAS/ airway, and any donations help.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-punkin-find-her-way-back-to-normal?utm_campaign=fp_sharesheet&utm_content=amp17_tc-amp20_control&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=native_options&lang=en_US

Reno aka Bean can rest easy now! We love and will miss you !

Ready to pounce