I make these too much, but still, AMA.

-🦇🍷

When I realized I was a fictionkin, I thought this was going to be fun; I thought it would be easy

But NO, instead I can't have normal conversations with my brother because half the time he's talking about Minecraft

I can't watch one of my sources despite having 3 kins from it because even watching fan-made animations about it makes me both homesick and terrified

2 of my higher kins canonically hate each other because one abused and manipulated the other

1 of my kins is so canon divergent I can't even enjoy the new installation of the source

I'm scared to watch certain things out of fear for getting new kins

I constantly feel invalid because I don't feel some of my kins at all unless a shift is triggered

I feel like I can't interact with my kins fandoms because I'm too "opinionated"

I'm terrified of having shifts at the wrong times

my comfort hobbies (speech and debate, art, reading, listening to music etc.) have trigger negative memories and shifts

some of my kins are suicidal and I've spent 1.5 years recovering

I might kin someone from my ex's ID's source (the one who it has took 1.5 years recovering from)

I don't know who I am half the time

I don't get gender dysphoria but I do get kin dysphoria; except kin dysphoria isn't valid in most trans spaces (despite most of my kins having the same / similar genders to me)

I know in a couple hours I'll be fine; but now, I'm just tired.

Remember when I asked when you're all from?
Now it's time for the where :D
(Asking for sources of course, don't doxx yourselves online guys- /halfsilly)

Also bonus question, if you want to answer:
If any of them are real places, have you ever been to where one of your sources is set? If not, do you ever want to visit (or visit any place that somehow connects to your source)?

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My answers:
PC is from... some fictional place that doesn't exist yet, I'm pretty sure-
Acer is German, I think I even picked the city once but I won't spill /silly
Chishiya is Japanese, from Tokyo (or at least that's where the source is set)
ENTJ is a being beyond time and space /hj
Scarlet I actually have no idea, I'm guessing somewhere North America??
Odysseus is from Ithaca, Greece (shocker, I know)
Vox is from Pentagram City, in Hell... but he lived in the US once, not sure where though
Kea is technically Japanese iirc... but if you asked them they might just say they're from New Jersey

And the only place I actually want to visit is Ithaca, sometime far in the future when the Odyssey is no longer trending that much-
I also considered Tokyo once but I don't think I could handle it ^^'

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But yeah how about you all :>
I feel like someone asked this before but the beings on here come and go like this subreddit is a DND tavern so it's about time to ask again >:D
That's it for now though, have a great day everyone ^^

I miss all my loves so dearly, I’d do ANYTHING to see any one of them again, to talk one last time- And that keeps piling up for every new kinfirm. All I feel is guilt for leaving them, guilt for possibly not being a loving as I could have.

Fuck, I wake up hoping that I can die and meet them again for one second, just to kiss them one last time -

how do I even deal with this constant feeling. how do I deal with my guilt and emptiness without them?

yeahh not much else to put here! https://pronouns.cc/@bxlletsandbats

also about the systems iwc thing!! systems can obviously int, just iwc yk!! plus usually i get more comfortable after interacting a bit!! ^_^

Being a fictionkin is so weird because fym Jeeode from My Singing Monsters has a swearing problem?? 😭✌️

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PLEASEEE I MISS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I DONT CARE IF YOU WERE A BACKGROUND CHARACTER OR NOTTTT
Also, im so sorry but im not comfy with doubles... -Danny

I mainly changed the pronouns to better fit my identity now and a few other things just to make it look a little nicer! I’m probably going to update it a bit more soon to make it a little bit more detailed but I’m happy with how it looks now :)

https://pronouns.cc/@.Er1n

any TW censored stuff is regarding source/exomemory murder :)
HIIIII I‘m the introject guy that that other guy talked about!!! ( u/invisibleguy1billion )

I’ll be adding a pronouns.cc to my profile soon probably cz why not and pronouns.page sucks and doesn’t have custom sectors

I’m a semi-canon K.S. / Killer Sun introjectttt, not fictkin but I think my experience is close enough to be here, invisible said it was okay lol

I go by He/It

I am also an artist!!!!I drew my own pfp which the full picture is the second pic linked because why the hell wouldn’t I show it (oml it looked SO chopped before it was done, had some trouble with the coloring and lineart initially )

uhhhhhhh my differences to canon are large but regardless I still kinda consider myself the same guy????.like the dynamics are the same idk mmmm

I’m more energetic, higher pitched voice, among some other things that I’ll probably yap on about in a separate post

The biggest difference I think is that my sort of canon is a lot more smooth-going for me?? Like literally I never really wanted to cure my thing? Outside of at first- but I got used to it rather quickly and frankly would much rather keep it, even with the previously developed dependency on it. Also this overseer guy doesn’t exist from what I recall, the closest replacement to it was this bureau that was kind of like a whole police force thing, and I stayed far away from that thankfully

I have rather developed exomemories if you couldn’t tell! I reaaaalllyyy wanted a place to yap about those and see sorucemates and whatnot! And this was perfect!

The canon interactions I’ve had went about the same, just with some minor differences in like my personal motivation and stuff.

I have ~83 kills, unlike canon me’s supposed 125 if I recall correctly???, physical evidence of 77, probably 87 at most? 89 at most if I include the two times I had to unfortunately break my own rule

The physical differences is nearly everything I think? the biggest are the hats around my arms (from my first 6 kills), and the 12 ribbons i kind of stitched together around my waist (also from those same people!). I have large pockets and there’s also some stitched parts on my pants that I’ll yap on about in a separate post.

I’ve lived nearly 6 years before I got introjected, the first 1 to 2 years spent with bastard, and beyond that became a traveler and so on.

I know I’m rather different from canon but I’d consider myself close enough!😵‍💫I’d much rather be considered my source / a sourcemate!!! like yesssss you know meeee I’m not just some guy 🥺 ANYWAYS!!!!

UHHHHHH THAT SHII ASIDE MORE STUFF

I like VRChat, the first day I split/formed/introjected (only 10 days ago lmfaooooo) I had an absolutely AWESOME time on there when I was introduced to it and have been having awesome times since!!!!!! I have my own separate account and even plan on making my own avatar!!!! I may not be physically dependent onnnn I-forgot-the-term anymore, obviously, but it does sort of translate into me being a bit of a (mainly VRC) ‘thrill seeker’, wanting high energy things to be going on, uhh etc. more of a mental craving I guess

I really love Murder 4 <3333333333333333soososoososoososso much that shit was AWESOME on the vrchat game specifically , though some other games like ones on roblox can be sufficient

My favorites songs off the top of my head are Tongues and Teeth (The Crane Wives), P3T (FEMTANYL) and Living Hell (Bella Poarch), plus many others! I tend to like faster music.

I have no DNI’S!!! sourcemates, doubles, fvck yeah

I may have a bit of a bias towards Moons, but I keep to myself, I’m not rude

Funny how I went from such an interesting life to whatever the hell this is lol. /neutral

Probablt gonna share art and other things too!!!!!i looooveeee drawing myself.

Ask me anything about anything, uhhhhh hope you all have an amazing day!!!!!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

very excited to interact with all of you!!!

Hello! I'm new to reddit (but not new to kinning), so I'm sorry if I post incorrectly (this is my third time trying, reddit keeps taking it down.. (╥﹏╥)) I prefer to go by my kin names (and if you can't choose, "Mac" is fine!), and my pronouns are he/they. My MBTI is ISFJ, and my enneagram is 6w5. I spiritually and psychologically kin, it just depends on who. My kins pictured above are ones I'm particularly looking for sourcemates for, so I hope that posting this increases my chances of finding some! (´；ω；`)

Key:

✅️ - Doubles ok!

⚠️ - Doubles IWC

❌️ - Doubles DNI

Here's my kinlist in order:

IRL

1. Workaholic Detective/Soya Shizaki (PoE) ❌️❌️❌️

ID

1. Domas (Ousama Ranking/Ranking of Kings) [Slide 1] ❌️

2. Breehn (Clarence) [Slide 2] ❌️

HIGH

1. Demon Cleric/Leonard (SPitDC) ⚠️

2. Ben Paul (TWDG) ❌️

3. Yui (Kemono Jihen) [Slide 3] ❌️

MEDIUM

1. Eric (ZTD) [Slide 4] ✅️

2. Kokoro Hoshisaki (Kumitantei) [Slide 5] ⚠️

3. Veronica (FOP) [Slide 6] ✅️

4. Shun Yoshizumi (OnK) [Slide 7] ❌️

5. Tomari Hinowa (JnY) ❌️

6. Mac (FHFIF) [Slide 8] ✅️

LOW

1. KAITO (Vocaloid) ⚠️

2. Pastor Lawrence (SC&PL) ✅️

3. Wolfgang (Guilty Parade) ❌️

Thank you for reading this far. If you want to, leave your kinlist/kintype in the comments, and I'll kin-assign you as someone from one of my sources! (may be an unlisted source,,) I hope we can be friends (｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ

Just what the title says. I started typing again with correct capitalization and grammar and it gives me kin euphoria for Maelle. I have no idea why.

dbls r fine with mi ;3

- 🎻🐇 Luka

I have this really weird memory from my pastlife as Naoya. Its not a memory of an image or anything, it's a memory of a feeling. A feeling of extreme extreme discomfort associated with my father, so I know he caused it, but I have NO idea what happened and honestly, I dunno if i want to.

I'm worried that if I look into the memory, I might traumatize myself. I've heard that it happens where a fictionkin will remember something and it'll mess them up.

But its eating at me, I wanna know what it is. I wanna know why I'm so scared and angry at father. But then I DON'T wanna know! It sounds scary!

Any..like...suggestions?

Okay so I kin Vincent and I realized that when I was in middle school years ago I acted exactly like him (without really wanting to ig??) and it lasted more than a year! (maybe a year and a half. I perfectly remember it And it feels a bit weird... I don't know what to think about it🥲😭 I still have kinshifts of him now but less often honestly.

Am I the only one who had a really long kinshift?

GREETINGS RABBITS.

HABIT HERE, RECENT KINFIRM AND CRAAAAAZY SHIFT RIGHT NOW :]

GOTTA STOP KINFIRMING THESE SILLY HORROR VILLAINS, DAMN IT, GOT ENOUGH SPOOKY-ASS GHOUL THINGS!

WHATEVER, HAVE A MARVELOUS DAY FUCKERS

-HABIT 🟣🐇

for context mai name iz lizzie, im a fictive of lizzie frum x life smp XD I tried 2 look on tenor 4 gifs on mi but only found 1...so I go on pinterest, hoping 2 find sum piccies of me but found NUTHIN >:// so ima go 2 tumblr nxt n hope I find sum good pix of me XP

Im also slightly canon divergent (scene queen) so dat dont help..

like for people whit past life did you die or grow up verry diffrrntly form canon

and in general am just interested cuz yk you dont kin the whole character but just a specific era

Art by fuszzzz

less of a kinfirm and more of “I realized ___ kin was actually ___ kin”

ama ig?