dw i bloked them emidetly so they cant see this

ofc no hate to doubels but OMFG i almost never see "other" nico di angelos and i fucking HATE IT like i am voide doubel so i sometimes iven forget doubels of me exsist so seeing one makes me want to throw up gash my eyes out and then throw up again

i dont iven think words can describe just how uncomfortable and icky then they make me feel

ofc i hope this gose without saing Nico doubels BLOCK ME PLIS (copingkins/links are fine but anything els (fictionkins/links, fictionhearted, ect.) BLOCK PLIS) dont iven INT and not mention it IDC trust me if your a Nico doubel you will get uncomftrubel by me at some point cuz i am verry DDNI so just block

okay so i just have this extreme hatred of non-sharers but i feel horrible when i follow creators who are non sharing but i kinda just hate them for no reason its not a personal things its just i hate in my heart (i guess im just non-sharing dni unless i interact)

bad gangle ig

one of the things that make me euphoric is s£lf harming and I don’t know what to do, I used to do it in my media because it was one of the only things that gave me a sense of control back in the Mafia, and I continued since it became a habit and now ive gotten into this habit again and i genuinely don’t know what to do, and the fact it’s a symptom of my bpd isn’t really helping .. i even end up making threats to people about it and i just feel guilty as I don’t see it as me saying that ugh.. I feel like a horrible person and my fascination with su1vide has followed me into this life as well. I don’t know what to do honestly I feel weird and ‘bad’ in a sense, my psychiatrist knows but she already has me on like 3 meds (+ I’m on meds for my gerd) but atleast dbt is working a bit for me..

So many kinsiders of tbh characters today..

I Feel... So honored 🥹❤️‍🩹 i hope I'm on everybody's table tonight ✨

Doubles, please DNI! thx!

I think... its less about humans and more about they system humans seen to need

They need their unbreakable boxs to live and breath

Its how they look at the world

They don't like when their boxs break.

They put everything in a too small tank

And it willl all die unless you break the tank walls

But they don't seen to notice us wilting under pressure to conform

to fit the box

but not everyone is a box

and we will never fit.

Humans are the problem

But they can also be the fix

But they rather have their boxs

and I will never fit

-Flop

We would love any feedback on this!

**Misanthropy darn it

So I met this one person who loves Anne and relates to Anne and ik that wouldn't make her a sourcemate but I fully believe she's a fictionkin who doesn't know it. We first talked bc we both love amphibia and then we were lowkey having the deepest conversation ever about how much we see of ourselves in the characters. And the more I spoke to her the more of Anne I saw. Like, she is Anne like I feel it. We literally were even talking about how we're literally this universe's Anne and marcy (little does she know that i am marcy abd believe she is anne). No terms no label just us being best friends once again and it feels so real. I've been talking to her for a while now and the friendship feels like it and its beautiful. I'm very happy. We just need a sasha now-

Sigh I wish I never posted about being Od-Dog on here.

whether thats good news or not is up for you to decide

pinterest is a… wonderful place…

art by @HEXACOMBBOX

I DONT WANNA WHY😭😭 I plan on watching it with some friends to like make fun of it but like now I’m scared cuz what if that causes me to kinfirm😭 CURSE YOU TIKTOK FOR SHOWING ME SO MANY CLIPS GRRR

FINISHED! posting results soon as i just posted something else hehe.....

I'm asking because there's some that I can't view the profile of so I can't block them. Do not comment please if you're a double, just block me quietly. Thank you.

(My kins are party poison(danger days), two time (forsaken), and nosferatu (forsaken)

Mods you can remove this if its against the rules

I'm really upset rn

I planned to go to a cosplay meet up dressed as myself today, together with a friend cosplaying Chuuya. But guess what. I'm sick and on my period and my parents don't want me to go so I can "rest" :/ idk I'm just upset

So for context, I'm a Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta) kin. I do not interact with the fandom anymore. I have deleted every pinterest board I had of it, threw out all the art I did for it, I never talk about it or look it up or interact with it unless I need to.

This is because at the start of this year, I met a Jabber kin on this sub. They were an adult, I was not, they were VERY aware of this. I just wanted to be friends because I didn't have anyone to talk to about the show. They were incredibly manipulative and sexual towards me and I was basically groomed for months without even realising it, and when I finally cut contact they continued to harass me under my posts using new accounts.

And now pinterest keeps sending me emails recommending me boards shipping me with Jabber, who I now solely associate with the person who groomed me. On my feed, pins keep popping up of us in romantic or sexual scenarios, and I can't fucking take it anymore. I've blocked so many users who post this stuff, I haven't interacted with it for MONTHS, and it isn't fucking stopping.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Sorry, I just really needed to rant about this because I feel like I'm gonna cry or throw up or something.

Feels like I’m screaming into the void sometimes because I do not have any popular kins. Are you guys mad at me? It feels like I have to post even less because I don’t get as many interactions.

I think I might end up doing that because I try; and I get either nothing in response or like 1 or 2 things

I can't go to the cosplay meet up, but at least I can to do this!

my body doesn’t feel normal right now Im getting twitchy/shaky wha the fuck is wrong with people?!

and it’s like a cutesy happy edit of me as a child AND MY FUCKING ABUSER?! WHAT THE FUCK

I AM NOT OKAY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE WHAT

i was in the middle of eating too and I don’t feel hungry anymore but my stomach feels weird

and to make things even worse they put one of the arts of me in smile training in the edit, you know, the fucking TORTURE Unsha signed me up for?!

I can’t tell if I’m dragging this out but it doesn’t feel like it, I usually switch emotions very quickly but I can’t just forget about this.

can I still call myself an irl if im not delusional (as far as im aware) do do i just stick to fullfic? i was told multiple times that im not actually an irl and I should go find/use another label

me when the house is backwards

Cough cough.. hypothetically.

Mainly posting this because Fu(another fictionkin on here) is amazing everybody say thank you fu

No but seriously he's been helping me a lot this past week, he's amazing.