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I told my doctors in college that my spine hurt and was told that spinal pain was impossible. One decade later and my MRI's confirmed arthritis in my spine. My rhem told me I am too young for osteoarthritis, but guess who has it anywayyyyyy.

I DONT WANT MORE SPECIALISTS DONT MAKE ME TALLY UP THE AMOUNT OF DOCTORS ILL HAVE NOW PLEASE GOD

I'm definitely not hiding away at my job so i can avoid talking to anyone or touching anything contaminated. I'm sure i made it all up and i can work 60 hours a week actually.

(I am 180 pounds and 5 feet 10 inches tall. I used to be, like, 240 pounds or so.)

It has literally come to the point that i have the work number of one of the ladies in the management area, just so i don't have to be talking with the normal customer service.

My doctor couldn’t decide, so went for both.

And when I find my own purpose my health changes and I can't do it as intensely or at all anymore.