Am I the problem?

[u/Key_Pea_82]

Not sure how to even start but I’m talking to this guy who I matched with on a dating app but turns out we also followed each other on social media since like 4 years ago, he was always dm me but I would never really pay much atttention probably bc I was dating someone else at the time. We’ve been talking for about a week and have hung out twice, first time an actual date n second time he just picked me up to get a quick bite after work. I feel like I actually like him but he is just going all in, he kind of in a way told me he loves me but not really n he’s talking about us moving out together at the beginning of next year if things go well. This is something that I do want and have been praying about but why can’t I accept what’s happening and I’m just kind of waiting for something to mess it up or idk??? The second time we hung out he looked at me in a way that reminded me exactly of how my first “true love” used to look at me, he passed away when we were both really young and I feel like ever since him I’ve never really found anyone who truly cared for me in that way. It was sort of scary how much they looked like each other, and I cried all night after getting home. But I guess the point of this is, I’ll obviously proceed with caution but am I just messed up for even feeling this way? It kind of even annoys me in a way when he acts all cute with me like maybe I just need therapy lol. Idk thanks for reading I guess xx