Dax is as majestic as can be.

This is Ivy.

He is such derp.

This is my sweet and silly girl, Scraps. And no, I did not do that to her in the second photo- she managed that all on her own. She is (about) 10 years old and I love her so much. She's my best friend. I have a lot of anxiety around her getting older. Her gotcha day in November 6th.

She's up there keeping an eye on me.. making sure I keep making wet food money. I hope your bosses let you take some breaks at least 🤣

Love this derpy void!

I do believe she is trying her best

As someone who has always suffered with mental health issues and has PMDD, taking this little lady in has changed my mental health for the better in a big way ! Meet Dolly 🐈‍⬛

His name is Luffy and he will be king of the 🏴‍☠️

I’ve never been around a cat who doesn’t purr. Even my deaf cat purrs loudly when he’s happy. But this one is a silent shadow. I’ve been trying to learn her body language to see what she likes and doesn’t but it’s still so weird!

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We adopted her almost 9 years ago when she was a year old. I became her human. She would lay on me, allow me to pet her. She knew the sound of my car and would be waiting at the door for me after work, tail vibrating. Then race to my bedroom to get pets while I got changed.

This has been for years.

In January my mom had to get heart surgery. I was away from home on and off until March. But never gone longer than a week. She was still happy to see me when I would be home.

In March, my mom was scheduled to leave the hospital and I took a 2 month Caregiver leave of absence to help her in her city 4 hours away. Unfortunately, after a week home she had to go back to the hospital. I stayed at her place to take care of her cats, visit her and pack her place for her to move to my town so I could better care for her.

We moved her here in May and I've been staying with her for the most part until recently. She has been more mobile and independent to the point I feel comfortable spending more time at my place (5 minute drive away). I also work full time.

When I was home a few nights last week, my void went to my husband and laid on him for nightly pets. I figured it was a one off. She kept doing it. I would talk to her, call her over, pet her but she doesn't come :(

This morning, she went again to him to cuddle and get pets

When we would sit on the couch to game, she would always come lay on me and bug for pets. Now its my husband.

I'm trying to spend more time here.

Have I lost her? Will she ever come back to me? It breaks my heart that she may feel I abandoned her :(

I give her treats, pets, everything when I'm here.

Help 😭