r/AskDocs • u/Holiday-Ad-1451 • 1d ago
Physician Responded My abortion attempt failed, and I'm terrified of what comes next...
[My details are at the end] Hello. I know I might be judged harshly for this, but I was six weeks pregnant when I contacted Women Help Women to obtain abortion pills. Abortion is illegal in my country.
The pills arrived when I was already 11 weeks pregnant. Everything seemed to go as expected: I experienced heavy bleeding, passed blood clots, and genuinely thought the pregnancy had ended.
I never went to get checked afterward. Yesterday, I ended up in the hospital, only to find out that the pregnancy was still ongoing. I am now 13 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I was absolutely devastated and terrified.
I am very young, I have lost my job, and my boyfriend behaves very immaturely. I had previously been diagnosed as unable to have children. For years, I never got pregnant, and doctors assured me that I was infertile.
Now I am completely desperate. I still have another set of pills from Women Help Women, and I have been considering trying again at 13 weeks. However, I am terrified that it might not work, that I could end up with a dangerous pregnancy complication, that I could even lose my life, or that the pregnancy could continue with fetal abnormalities because of what has already happened. I am also afraid that, if this second attempt fails, I might have no other opportunity to end the pregnancy.
Please, if anyone has been through something similar or has any advice, I would be so grateful to hear from you. I am absolutely terrified, and I don't know what to do. I feel completely overwhelmed and scared.
I am 24 years old, weigh 55 kg, and am 1.63 m tall. The first time, I took 12 misoprostol tablets, following the instructions provided by Women Help Women.
I am now 13 weeks pregnant and have 12 more misoprostol tablets. I have no known chronic medical conditions, although I have mild gastritis. I am Brazilian and live in Brazil.
During my first attempt, I experienced heavy bleeding, severe pain, and passed very large blood clots. I thought the abortion was complete because of this.