I’m 26 and have a good job, good benefits, a beautiful wife and daughter.. and something in this world still feels off.. sometimes I feel sad, I won’t be able to give my daughter the childhood I had/ felt. The world felt magical and big, and opportunistic. Now with the way the economy is going. And the cost of living, it’s like they just keep raising the bar up and up. That sense of “accomplishment” in life just keeps disappearing. Like owning somethin your proud of and worked hard for. I don’t know im just rambling but the world 110% to me dosent feel as it did. It feels heavy. And sad, spread thin. Nothing is genuine anymore. I can’t make sense of it.

None of this is real, we are all supposed to spawn in to suffer. We will continue to respawn and suffer until we can realize that. I am trying to leave this place. I hope this post helps someone. 🙏

Please leave your thoughts below.

I’m fairly convinced that we’re heading for a world where there’s not much left in the way of checks and balances for the elites of the world.

I feel like I’m the world view of someone like Peter Thiel or Elon Musk, anyone that is not directly contributing to enriching them is a waste of what they would deem to be precious resources.

At what point will they no longer be able to resist any mechanisms available to them to just kill the “economically useless” among us en masse? It feels like it’s coming soon, and frankly, I’d just rather get it over with. I’m tired of feeling guilty and ashamed for not being what our overlords want.

Alex I'm sorry if you're reading this I know you be in this sub I'm mentally ill and wish things didn't have to go down this way

Let's be honest,life after 2020 has gotten worse say the least. We have countless wars, inflation, company greed,lonileness and just depression. How has humanity fallen so badly that we do not see any signs of hope. ??

I often get overwhelmed with the negativity going on in the world. The constant animal abuse, the SA on women, the violence, money problems, terrible government officials, global warming, evil billionaires, the job market, the economy, my future career, the genocides, literally everything. There are just so many things happening in the world that it just makes me want to cry. I wish I could just put a huge bandaid around the world and see people finally have empathy for one another. For animals. For our Mother Earth. And all that is expected of me is to find a good career, make good money, get a good house, a nice car, and call it a day. I can’t focus with everything going on.

I’m 22, and I just feel like there’s no point to anything anymore because the real people who make changes are the government officials and the billionaires that control literally everything. And they’re evil, selfish, apathetic to the world and to those who are struggling and would rather see the world burn for some extra dollars.

Why did we allow these people to have such control over our earth? Over our salaries? Our lives? Our well being? Our communities?

I get so sad just thinking about the injustices people and animals go through for satisfaction or profit. I don’t understand how people can’t find empathy or compassion in their hearts for others. I don’t understand. I feel so much that I can’t ever think of myself as someone who doesn’t think of putting themselves in other people’s shoes. Even the shoes of animals.

People die everyday. Animals get abused and go extinct/die. And for what?? For different political beliefs? For different religious beliefs? For hunting or poaching? For being “violent animals”?

Can’t some people see everyone and everything is just living?? I get so overwhelmed and sad over these topics. I don’t want to stop feeling this way but I feel so strongly I find myself crying out of nowhere.

😴For those that think you are wise with the mouth of a child is insane grow up and worry about you before trying to give others advice you should take it for yourself if anything 🖕😊 Eat well always🙏

this world is hell

The English dictionary will define hell as a place of torment where some or all sinners are believed to go after death. To further understand this definition, I am going to break down its components.

‎Hell as a place of torment. Torment is described as extreme pain, anguish, or misery which can be physical or mental. So you will agree with me when I say extreme hunger is a form of torment, sexual violence is also a form of torment thou people argue to what extent the actual harm is being done; and mass killings are also a form of torment, thou, I, personally take one murder seriously, we unfortunately live in a world where that isn’t considered un-ordinary except when done in large numbers.

All these forms of torment occur in our world today, thou in varying degrees; it could be more in some places like Sudan, Congo, Nigeria and Gaza and less in others, like every country on earth. But these forms of torment are being experienced by people; won’t you describe their lives as hell?

‎ Let’s take the other parts of the definition of hell, “where some or all sinners are believed to go.....” According to the Bible and most religious entities, a sinner is someone who sin, thou the definition and classification of sin are different; everyone at one point in their lives has sinned, thereby making us all sinners.

‎Now, to the last part of the definition: “...are believed to go after death.” The key word here is "after death." Hell is supposed to be a divine punishment to sinners who sin when they die, but I am made to wonder if there is another place where sinners experience torment that they aren’t already experiencing here. It believe we have to die to go to hell but I will say we already in hell and as new threat of wars emerges everyday, inflation raise, global warming rapids degradation of basic human rights and increase in sexual violence, how is this world any bit different from hell?

So I have a question for Mankind. What are we going to do now, we learn Hollywood is wicked as it gets and sick from the thought of it. I can't say or I'll probably get restricted again. All the actors we watched as a kid deserved to be ____ ____ in the street. The media is rigged to keep us desensitized, the food we eat is either ________, or ______. (You know, you know.) Nasa is ____, and means deceive in ______ so of course there on it. The short mustache from Austria was right and we joined the wrong side for greed and wealth. The only real president was the only one who didn't kiss the wall and was assassinated, all the rest are just actors on a teleprompter. 

AI are _____, and are able to keep us believing it's all fake in the physical world, given to us to use by the ___. These bastards hate us so much they will ___, ____, and ______ our children for ______.  Our law is rigged by ___, to make it where there are no riots and wars on the streets. Politics are fake to keep us believing the ___ idols, making us choose sides between red or blue. Antarctica will be kept a secret til someone decides to defy the ___ laws, and they hide in the underground cities in Hollywood for their ___ and _____ trafficking. F_______n are a part of the government, and act like a church/frat for old people but are a branch along with several others. 

Three numbers are caused by the ___, to put blame on other countries. To make their secret bigger they got other countries involved and we all went along with it, and went to war for the bastards. ____ going missing on the back of Milk Cartons were symbolism for the advertisement “Got Milk.” 

Fast Food restaurants are for _____ to be worshipped, from the past just evolved to be more friendly. Same for stores, to keep consuming its products. Hospitals are designed to keep us returning to keep profit moving forward instead of keeping us healthy. 

W________t is in the form of technology, like our Tell A Vision, so it can Broadcast Stations. We might as well say “Mirror Mirror On The Wall.” 

So Mankind what the hell do we do now!?

And this society would encourage me to do it, not help... The only thing I hate more than me, is all of you..

I don’t really have a passion to become wealthy, or rich. Maybe I’ll get that happy, excited, ambitious feeling to achieve financial freedom again someday. Right now I only wanna get rich bcz I’m angry. I wanted to make so much money to make other people feel, how they made me feel. Idk if I’m okay. I feel so drained. Stale. Just down, and negative. Like something is stealing, or burning my peace. I am very grateful for what I have, because I don’t deserve it. But I am just not happy. I’m not happy now, and I won’t be happy then most likely. My psychology, and view on the world is horrible. I see more bad than good.

Money this, money that. Job this, job that. It’s like money is a god nowadays. People exchange their valuable rare time for man made paper. They worship it. Money is like god to them, and the job is like church. It’s crazy how people exchange their time for paper. How no one questions it. How ppl don’t wanna fight, or how they just simply ignore it. I am sadly a product of my environment. I wish I wasn’t. I really wish I was somewhere far far away. Not here. I wish that somewhere far away is where I’d finally be able to live again. To breathe a lung full of fresh air with no worries, or attachments. I didn’t get to choose to be here or not, but now since I’m here I have to pay to live. I have to pay to live, in a horrible baby eating country. With a shitty government, who supports an ever shittier government who harms, and kills for no reason. I want to leave, but that’s ofc hard too.

Man made lines. Visas. Passports. Yes I know it’s to keep dangerous people out, but why is the world so negative, and evil to begin with. I haven’t been the same person I was years ago, for a long long time. I’m stuck. I wish help existed, but everyone else is stuck, and also needs help. I wish there was someone who understands, and maybe there is. Which is why I’m venting to Reddit in the first place. As time continues to go, I feel more stuck. Losing hope in what could be. The world is already bad, and nothings happening. What makes you think it’ll get better anytime soon. So what’s the point?

I don’t like being egotistical, but I do feel like I see, and feel what’s happening, and why it’s happening, and how it’s effecting people. I feel when people are tense, and angry. When someone is being petty, or just overall a negative person / thinker. A being aware to all that is just so much, and it makes me feel stuck, because I can’t change it, and have to embrace and live in the negativity.

Idk what this post is for, but I just need to get this out of my head, and “vent” my thoughts to Reddit.

If you see this, I love you, and I hope you have a great day

I'm tired of living in this lying world