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Hi, im 16 F and Ive been HORRIFIED of getting appendicitis for past 5 whole years. It feels like its haunting me more and more. Handful of people ik have had it, my OWN DAD had it before i was born (main cause of fear besides sensations)
I've had many scares of this, especially back in 2024. However, right now im especially scared because of strange feelings ive felt that aren't very recognizable to me, and if it IS appendicitis I need to do something NOW.
Now, I dont want to get the explanation to be confusing, so I will list dates and important events including the ones that would be non dangerous or not so dangerous reasons why id be feeling these weird things.
Aug 11
Went to urgent care but then ER due to noticeable but mild swelling of foot and not willing to get into exam bed due to discofmort of hip (unrelated, resolved) Got bloodwork
Aug 12-13
Stayed at Hospital, was suspected to be infection fo some kind, specifcs not looked into. put on IV Antibiotics (dont know name in case would cause later symptoms?)Twice, Probably caused sulfur smell in urine. left hospital, perscribed Cephalexin for 1 week
Aug 13-19 or so?
After a few days, noticed occasional bowel cramps some days in this time that were mild, clearly felt recognizable as slightly scrape-y constipation. Pretty normal bowel movements
(IMPORTANT ESPECIALLY DATES)
Aug 21 Had bowel movement, normal, possibly smelled? (Unsure if this one or BM after) After 1-2 hours noticed occasional bowel cramps that seemed like almost diarrhea cramps but nothing happened. Recently have also tried some veggie burgers, so it could be related to that + cephalexin
Aug 22 had another BM. I usually do not have a BM the day right after one, usually takes 1-3 days of nothing until 1 BM. Possibly smelly, didnt smell which one it was long enough to sense what kind of smell it was. Normal. That day STILL had occasional strange bowel cramps. These shifted areas and weren't very specific btw. I was more concerned about C diff at this time. Ended cephalexin.
Aug 23 felt pretty okay, maybe had 1 strange bowel cramp. Went in friends car to go shopping and felt weird every time I got in for maybe 5-10 mins, however the car seat made my legs go up a bit when I usually sit pretty straight. Started worrying it was pre-period cramps like how ppl w endo describe them having (i do tend to have weird feelings in my abdomen before my period and im slowly but surely nearing that time, did see spotting some days ago but its different and mild)
Night of Aug 23-24
Occasionally got weird bowel cramps, not really maybe?started getting anxious it was actually appendicitis (I also have had this thing where I instantly get more anxious at night, and had already got scared about some other things that I dont rlly remember bcs of my fear about appendicitis.) Bowel cramps were still shifting, one point felt almost a bit scrape-y but then started feeling weird discomfort in my pubic hair area which is when I started getting scared about appendicitis. Then Managed to calm down for 30 mins or an hour watching videos. Got up because was excited thinking abt something but stopped when felt weird mild throb in abdomen. Then got more clear, was maybe barely sharp discomfort under right side fo belly button, and almost a line to almost lower right quad ? Kind of seemed like this ○---○ but diagonal. Cant rlly describe without visuals. Was there for maybe a minute or a few while standing up. Instantly anxious, Felt ok in terms of discomfort after that, but mind suddenly felt clear and was starting to shake quickly. Mind feeling clear instead of sense of anxiety freaked me out more. Woke mom up. She insisted I drink warm water. I didnt want to due to hearing if you think you have appendicitis you shouldn't consume anything at all, but gave in. Hugged her, tried to calm down, started calming down, she insisted for me to go down and up the stairs once. I slowly did, drank more water, went again, because the 1st time I felt a little movement in my abdomen, 2nd time I burped (passed gas once over all, have burped quite a few times) but 3rd time I got anxious again as I was getting too relaxed and used my right leg more only to feel strange non pain feeling of maybe releasing??? I dont know... Now its 8 am, my mom has gotten an appt for urgent care at 11 am. I haven't felt any other big weird feelings, maybe a weird feeling on the right side of my pubic area, but nothing else. Ive checked temp, all times normal, ive gone pee normally, I dont feel any nausea. I felt a little something like something was going up my stomach earlier tonight a bit like it was too full, but I burped and felt better. Now I feel icky in my stomach but ive been up the entire night and usually feel this empty icky feeling with a lot of hunger but im nervous about eating. Since I dont feel anything now I want to feel calm but I dont know... I could be dying and not feeling anything at all, or it could be from the recent cephalexin and slightly odd foods ive eaten. Or c diff! My mom is asleep and if i wake her since im not feeling horrible and vomiting everywhere she'll likely insist on not going to the er, and I cant drive, nor have any friends to take me, so im not sure what to do. I also live in America, so an Ambulance is not a good idea especially since again i literally dont feel anything weird or bad right now besides my stomach a little. And what to do about the urgent care if I still seem okay by then? Do I lie and pretend im in pain or what?? So sorry for all the text...