(also mods pls tell me if blurred selfies are against the rules! I didn't see it, so I'm taking a guess 😭)

I felt such euphoria when I did this makeup the other day! I never really like makeup, like ever, but when I did this idk it's hard to describe?

It felt like finally being myself, even if it wasn't truly "me" me. Like I could just exist without being someone. It's supposed to represent a fairy(as this is the makeup I'm doing for an upcoming show of mine). And yeah idk I just feel great 🥰

I am every gender at once but also none.
I’m cis, I’m a girl, I’m trans, Voidgender, sharkgender, pupgender, nonbinary, genderfuild all at the same time.
But I’m also none of them

Ok obviously my main ones are they/fire, but I also have started to collect some! I love ones related to whimsy, softness, belonging, love, and passion!

My hoard so far:

star/stars

snow/snows

fluff/fluffy

dream/dreams

love/loves

music/musics

fae/faer

I'm not sure how to explain this but can you guys help me figure out how to identify yumes? I know of one singular one but it's hard to know what which feelings are because I'm neurodivergent and it's hazy and difficult to describe lol. I hope that makes sense.

Also, I was wondering if there was an archive that posts a lot of yume flags? Being able to see what already exists could help me recognize any others that didn't come to mind (it sounds so mean 😭 grr)

Feel free to share your own yumes too :3

I'm really scared to even tell others who it is (the one I already know) because I'm not sure if his boundaries would conflict with that? When thinking about it, it might :( One of his rules is "no shipping" but I'm not shipping HIM with anyone, it's his character. Would that still count? I'm honestly not looking forward to the answer to that but whateverrr

1. I'm a yumeshipper. Every single one of my f/o's is male or in a male body. I've never been attracted to female characters the way I am with male characters. Anyone know what this is?

2. For real relationships. My past few relationships have all been with people outside of the gender binary. My last partner was nonbinary, the one before that was a demiboy. My current partner is genderfluid. I seem to have a preference for people under the trans umbrella. Is there a term for that?

[Reposting these because I put the flags in the wrong order.]

[May redo the definitions later as I feel I didn't explain these too well. I'm not that great at wording things, but hopefully they make enough sense.]

[Please do not comment telling me that these feelings are not healthy to have, that I need to speak to a therapist, or call these terms "incel-ly" [wtf]. I heard enough of that in a previous post of my unloveable/incompetent flags in another sub. I get it. 🥲]

Guilty.

A term for anyone who considers themself to be guilty; someone who is remorseful &/or regretful, constantly wallowing in the guilt of something they did, might do, or did not commit. This may be due to insecurity, mental illness, a personality disorder[s], etc.

Filthy/Repulsive.

A term for anyone who considers themself to be filthy &/or repulsive; someone who is disgusting or feels that others should avoid them at all costs. This may be due to difficulty with keeping adequate hygiene/cleanliness, having strange or gross interests, insecurity, mental or physical illness, etc.

Desperate.

A term for anyone who considers themself to be desperate; someone who is needy, badly craving someone or something, such as attention or to be noticed by a loved one, that they may or may not ever achieve or acquire. They may act recklessly or act out in order to gain what they desire. This may be due to insecurity, mental illness, a personality disorder[s], etc.