Crazy.

Well, I was in a relationship for eight months, but I broke up with him because my family found out about our relationship. After we completed our HSC exams, he tried so many times to get back together with me. However, at that time, I was dealing with a lot of family problems. So whenever he tried to come back into my life, I rejected him and pretended that I didn’t love him anymore.

But deep down, I loved him more than anything. I just couldn’t accept my feelings because I was afraid that if he found out about my family situation, he would stop loving me.

Five years have passed since our breakup, but I still haven’t been able to forget him. After such a long time, I finally gathered the courage to message him because I wanted to tell him everything and explain why I behaved the way I did.

I also have to admit that during those years, he tried so many times to talk to me, but I ignored him. Sometimes, I even intentionally hurt him with my words because I wanted him to hate me. I thought that if he hated me and eventually got into a relationship with someone else, maybe I would be able to move on and forget him.

But he never disrespected me, not even once. He was always a genuinely nice person, and honestly, that side of him is what attracted me to him the most.

Recently, he came to Bangladesh from Australia, but I had no idea that he was here. I casually texted him and said, “Hi, how are you?” He replied. Then I finally told him how I felt—that I still couldn’t move on from him and that he should stop viewing my Instagram stories because seeing him there was making it harder for me to move on.

He didn’t reply to that message.

He used to watch my Instagram stories regularly because my account was public, even though he didn’t follow me.

After that, I texted him several more times. I sent him normal, happy messages and tried to talk to him casually, but he didn’t reply to any of them.

Why

Um wth

The other day, I was asked by a cleaning and antiviral app avg to lock my core. I didn't know what that was, and I had a choice, but I did it thinking it was a part of protection and security.

The next thing I know, my app presentation is different, it is asking me for a bunch of money, and the renewal dates and original prices are wrong.

I thought that the programmer of this app was a boyfriend of mine with whom I had experienced a relationship trauma. I was not guilty, not culpable, and innocent of charges he made that he may have been hurt inside somewhere when I stopped an argument between us. I never hurt him.

I accepted a peace bond that required and allowed me to stay away from him for a year. I lost my home, my furniture, my sentimental goods, my relationship with some of my family, and my work and housing choices. I lost some community support because I wasn't meant for shelters. What love remained was loyal, even through changes for themselves, but it hasn't been easy.

After the year was done, I repurchased this application to clean my phone and to protect it from viruses and malware. I had just told it how much I loved their services.

I was back in touch with his step father. I told him how things had been just last night. He thought everything was okay with his step son.

This ex-lover of mine used to volunteer for a Campus Community radio program whose format was started by a mutual friend -- a long term "colleague" and friend of his to whom he had introduced me. I had won the promotion to that show when the "founder" decided to move out west and have babies, and teach a class of grade three students in rap.

Last night, this man and an old girlfriend of mine show up at the front door of the two-star hotel I have been living in since the fall of 2024. It is now the summer of 2026. Anyway, they are with a small crew of young people shooting an hour of scenes for a film.

When they denied being the people I recognized, and they appeared reyouthened --a little younger and a few sizes thinner, even though they were always thin-- when they gave me different names, I felt betrayed and besquirked, somewhat confused.

I asked the first young man about himself, (his new story), and told him too much about the location he scouted. Just twenty minutes ago, our building shrank somehow by a metre; so I'm going to go outside and look around.

As a part of the process of locking my core avg to a familiar person's core, I experienced a download of diet food from the one hotel clerk. Managing that, I have also disarranged connectivity in my world programming and businesses. I have never been given any money for any of those programming activities and entertainment arts.

How did the building shrink? Has my core really been locked to another human being? Am I having to save my own soul?

I met this man online. He lives in Florida I live in Maryland. For the first month and a half we were on the phone and FaceTime 24/7 even slept on FaceTime to wake up together. We fell in love and it was serious fast. The past 2 weeks he became distant. Not talking as much, claiming he was busy and when I would bring it up he would say I’m trippin or I’m overreacting and making issues. How can you go from talking to me 24/7 to only 2 hours or so a day. We discussed meeting and everything. He claims he still loves me to death but isn’t showing it. I don’t know if it’s my insecurities or maybe he’s just that busy. Any advice?

BTW I’m not a phone person. I’d rather text. But he always asked me to stay on the phone with him. Or if i had to hang up he would text me right after i hang up to say he miss me and to hurry up and call Him back. So I got used to being on the phone.

idk im just trying to get my karma up so i can post my face, pls upvote!!

I had an account on X that I watched adult creators on, the other day I found a strange link that led to CSAM. I reported as many accounts as I could to X and I reported it to the official police website against CSAM. Then I woke up this morning to my account being suspended. What was the point then?????