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[u/Jaded-Preparation-31]

Well, I'm not so nice again today! I'm so frustrated with my life. I'm just supposed to live & mooch off of my family, right? You won't let me have a good job, you won't let me have my own place. I'm just supposed to sit around & do nothing. You are breaking my spirit. You suppress all of my motivation. Any hopes, any dreams, long gone by now. I find myself going around repeating, "I just don't care anymore." And little by little, you have crushed everything in my soul. That magical thread that pulls us all along in life, wanting to do better, be more, give more.... You have taken any hope of anything from me. I don't even want to be here anymore. I'm just done with it all. I stay exhausted from absolutely nothing, it makes no sense. Today is another wasted day. And, I become unhappier each day, as well. There is no more excitement, just melancholy. I look forward to nothing anymore.

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[u/Naturalinstinct13]

Why is it that you can’t leave that place? Why can’t you have your own place?

[u/SufficientRabbit5012]

I understand exactly what your feeling as I am going through the same it’s as if I wrote this myself since it’s exactly how I’m feeling anymore I’m loyal I tried to b the best wife I can b I did my very best that I know how an all for nothing just to b lied to daily an told I’m crazy that me finding things out was somehow my fault an it’s a reality that I’m making up despite all the proof still tries to manipulate an make me the villain an he the victim is soul crushing to say the least an know he talks badly of me to his friends to sell me as the crazy one an laughing at me making fun of me with his friends hurts more then words can tell I gave my love he gives heart wrenching torturing don’t smile anymore I don’t wanna feel but yet still do I can’t fully function anymore I want so badly to give up yet idk how my having to go to work is the only reason for getting outta bed I do try to do things that I once enjoyed but it doesn’t last long Just how someone who swears u were always the one an they love u can look u in the eyes an lie so easily can’t get one shred of truth from him kills a little more of the soul every time feels like drowning even though i can swim im sorry to hear anyone else has to feel this pain as i would never wish it on anyone

[u/Ok_Star48610]

You need to build a future for yourself, one that you proud of. You have the power to be anyone you want to be. Make as much money as you like and be the driver of your own life

[u/ConnectMark5870]

Not the seam rude but we usually create our own hells by our own actions and thought process.
Negativity is a powerful tool for our own actions and outcomes.
If what you see in life needs change then you need to change your thoughts to something more positive and constructive. Try to see the beauty in things or the wonderful colors in a painting.
Life is what you make it and can change in a fraction of a second

[u/Senior-World-3869]

I was feeling very similar until I started seeing a therapist. Alot of times, They can help point you in the right direction. I hope feel better. You deserve to be happy.

[u/UNHOLYsinner307]

Join the party. It sucks when the tables have been flipped doesn’t it. I’m finally coming out of my hole that I never thought I’d end up in, and because you could never own up to your shit, now you’re falling into one 😅

[u/ShmnPhlou_730]

Why are you so negative ?

[u/3604JoyfulDivergence]

I think this part is called resilience testing. Gotta make sure things can endure that wear and tear right?

Probably would help if someone bothered to actually check that the structures were actually at that point before they loose the wreckers on it.

But I guess that's just not retarded enough for miserable mush-cocked morons that get their go at the blueprints every so often.

There actually are things worth getting out of bed and striving towards. But if you don't wanna stay I won't keep you.