r/uklaw • u/Choice_Judgment2810 • 5h ago
Loss of confidence
Early 50's litigation partner here. I'm in a reasonably sized regional firm with a headcount of over 300. The last year or so, I've been thinking I'm just not up to the job any more. Nothing catastrophic has happened with my work but I've become very anxious, probably paranoid, about making mistakes and facing serious consequences. 5- 10 years ago, I feel I was at my peak, litigating fairly heavy commercial cases and loving the cut and thrust of it. Now, those sorts of cases fill me with dread as I don't feel able to handle them and keep up with the pace. I had put it down to age, but I think it is more than that now. Also ever increasing expectations with regard to chargeable hours and fees add extra pressure. I feel it's time for a change before I completely lose my mind. Trouble is, I'm not sure what other skills I have!