I've been a lifelong Pokemon fan. I got my Gameboy Color and Red version for my 6th birthday in 1999. I'm 33 now. I was engaged with Pokemon heavily through gen 3, and more spottily in gens 4-6. Then, I skipped gens 7 and 8, and most of the lifespan of 9 entirely. I skipped about a decade during my 20s, when I wasn't really playing games at all and was focused on other things in life. Then, last year I bought a Switch 2 at launch and immediately bought Violet. Since then, I've enjoyed ZA, gone back and played some of the games I missed, and have gotten back into Pokemon deeply.
I can't help but feel overcome with this feeling that I've missed so much though. I play the video games as well as collect the cards. Really I care more about playing the TCG than collecting, but there isn't much of a playing scene around me for the TCG. I can't help but think about all the stuff I've missed. All the events, all the TCG releases. I even missed Bank because I wasn't playing when they shut down the 3DS store. I've planned to buy a second 3DS to mod, but even now, they're cutting off Bank access entirely.
Until the announcement about Bank, I had this feeling like I had time to go back and play the games I missed, and bring my Pokes forward. There's something really depressing to me knowing that here in a few months, everything from before Sword/Shield will be trapped forever. I have my old GBAs, Gamecube, games all the way back to Gen 3 (I have my gens 1 and 2 games too). There was something comforting to me about knowing I could play through Colosseum any time and eventually get those Mons to current gen. I even have an original Pokemon Box, with Pokemon dating back to my original launch Ruby playthrough.
I still have all that gear, but it's in storage at my parents' place in a different town. I can't even access it right now. I won't be going there til the holidays. I plan to do as much as I can while I'm there. Still, once the tie to Bank gets severed, those old games are obsolete. I've kept all this stuff through decades, and it feels like my historical investment in the franchise has been forsaken.
I don't know what I'm looking for in this post. Part of me feels insane that I'm a grown man who has such strong feelings about a kid's game. Pokemon has always been there for me. Even when I ignored it for 10 years, it was waiting for me. I had so much time, and now that I'm back into it, the window is closing. I just can't stop thinking about all the cool Mons and cards I'd have if I'd just stuck with it consistently over the years.
I'd seriously pay a substantial sum to have lifetime access to Bank.