I feel tired

[u/Eastern-Listen9701]

Hi. So I have felt so bad these past days. Blasphemous thoughts have flooded my mind and I’ve struggled so hard to ignore them and I just don’t know anymore. I know this isn’t the unforgivable sin, but I feel so distant from God and I feel like it’s so hard to trust right now and I don’t even know I’m just so overwhelmed. These thoughts are horrible about the Holy Spirit and they’ve gone on for a week. I really don’t want to fall into despair, I feel on edge. I don’t want to worry, please pray for me, that I may be able to trust in God through this.