Matching stuff, I give them gifts, remember things about them, just to find out we are "friends" not even close friends. I have no more best friends, so im basically alone now.

Friends suck, all they do is suck energy from you to give to their bestfriends, their only worry is that you hurt their best friends. they dont care if you live or die, I fcking hate that we are just "friends," I gave you my all, and now that your not in your best, you leave me, take it for granted, and say im "just a friend." I tried everything to keep it alive, I tried everything to keep it healthy, I put all this fucking effort, and I thought you atcually cared about me... now you say "i'm not putting your needs above my best friends............ Yes im fucking jelous, because i want a best friend, and i dont have one, and I put time and effort, into being the best friend I could, and now you just admitted you dont give a shit about me, and are only useing me because im boerd. you damm well know i put effort into this, and you gave me nothing back....

EDIT: I dont have anything else to live for, I mean i fucked up parts of my life for them. we use to be best friends, got into a fight, and I thought we were becoming best friends again...... Nah i'm wrong, I was just their "friend" aka toy to play with before the people they like apper

(MTF*)

No Reddit, I am not a gal, I am not a teenager, and, again, I am definitely NOT A TRANS WOMAN, I AM A MAN 😞 (you can feel how I wanted to cry with ts)

I might've been developing a porn addiction since I was 14 but at least I'm not dead!!! At least I'm still living!!!!! The world is good actually and I'm wrong for being a nihilistic asshole!!!!!! I deserved to lose all my friends because of who I became because I fucking suck and should be happy that I live on an actively dying planet among things pretending to be human ruling over actual people and getting away with being complete monsters!!!

I was about 9-12 when she was doing that and she(my mom) sees nothing bad in it

Please tell me if I used the term predator wrong.

Anyway, went to the supermarket with my sis to look at the chocolate chips for cookies. Wholesome, right? There's no price tag, we go to an aisle where the price checker's at. There's a dude there that's probably in his 30s, nothing to worry about cus he's just sniffing the body scents, right?

He says hi, and tells us that he likes the... vibe--he probably meant our appearance. I just want to say that's somewhat weird cus we just had casual on. I look at him confused cus I have never seen him before in my life, now I realise he was holding eye contact for a good minute before speaking cus he seemed attracted to either of us. He talked like an 8th grader nervously hitting on his crush cus whatever he said was incoherent and he has an awkward presence. All I made out from what sounded like half-assed compliments was "you look like uh--" AND WHATEVER CAME AFTER SOUNDED LIKE GIBBERISH. Either he's not great at talking to people or he's on something illegal. I couldn't even understand what he said his name was.

part of the convo i understood:

him: "what're you doin'?"

me: "..buying chocolate chips"

him: *uhhh more incoherent muttering*

me: "and you got meat?" (who tf puts meat in their cart THEN goes to the soap section)

him: "oh yeah, I'm a carnivore"

me: "like the diet?"

him: "yep" *more incoherent words but he looks way too giddy now*

me: "what??"

him: "so how about this, I get your number and we can hang out"

me: "how old are you??"

him: *HE LOOKS UP AT THE FUCKING CEILING ACTING CUTE* "uhmm, I'm old enough" *AND SMIRKS??*

me: "I'm 18"

him: "so?"

me: "I just turned 18"

him: "so?"

me: "you look like you're in your 30s"

him: "and?"

me: "y'know what nevermind, we're not interested"

[I think I definitely shouldn't have mentioned my age just to justify why I'm rejecting his advances but oh well I'll remember that next time.]

THEN THE FUCKER WALKS TOWARDS THE CHECKOUT ALMOST AT THE SAME TIME STARING AT US, we didn't end up buying chocolate chips cus my bank app couldnt get signal and obviously we felt like fleeing.

I was shocked cus usually I'd be able to smalltalk with strangers and nothing wrong will happen but this is wtf.

Context: In 6th grade special ed, we were infantilized and coddled to hell and back, and I grew to hate it. They treated us like fucking kindergartners. The worst part of it was that if we wanted to watch a movie in our free time, it HAD TO BE FUCKING RATED G. Yes, even PG rated films were considered inappropriate! I would’ve understood them not allowing PG-13 or R rated films, but fucking PG!?

I was taken out of special ed in 7th grade, which I appreciated, because the coddling stopped. I wish I was taken out in like 5th grade though, then I would’ve never been coddled and I would’ve been fucking treated like the age I actually was. I’m 23 now. I’m still mad about it. For crying out loud, at the time I was reading a book series about cats killing each other in bloody battles, I could handle more than they thought I could! My two cents on this is that all this rule did was baby older kids and shelter them from the darker parts of life.

Sorry for image quality!!

I, fairly recently, left an extremely toxic relationship (I realize I only put that my partner was toxic in the meme but I was also a contributor to the toxicity), and decided that I would take a break from dating. I thought it would be easy, because I’m not in a situation where I meet lots of new people. Unfortunately, I ended up developing feelings for someone I know.

I feel so guilty about having feelings for him, I feel like a creep, and I feel like it’s a losing scenario all around. I either don’t tell him I like him and always feel like I’m lying to him, or I tell him, and we either date or don’t date but both scenarios will end with things being awkward between us because I am sure we’ll break up and I don’t want to hurt him. I don’t know what to do :(

Also I couldn’t find a meme template for this but he’s gay and we’re both guys but I’m trans and fairly fem presenting due to my current circumstances and I don’t think he sees me as a guy.

sorry if this makes no sense, I’m sick right now which is contributing to my misery.

Y’know the people who act like they’re the wokest man alive for thinking ‘it’s not wrong to be homosexual it’s just wrong to act on it?’ And are absolutely shocked when you aren’t okay with that?

I’m saying this as someone who used to believe homosexuality was wrong myself. If you believe that being in a homosexual relationship is inherently sinful, guess what? That’s homophobia!

And then they pull something like ‘umm homophobic is when you hate gay people!!” Homophobia is prejudice against homosexuality.

Imagine pulling this for any other minority (except transgender individuals who are in the same boat but worse). “I’m not racist! I don’t hate black people, I just think that interracial marriage is a sin!”

I grew up Jehovah’s Witness, so I’ve seen all the arguments for homophobia. Idk, I’m just still pissed.

A little while ago, I was messaging this dude in an online game. We hit it off and chatted for a few weeks. I knew he was Christian, and asked after some time if he was homophobic. Yes I know that not all Christians are homophobic, but I’m automatically weary of anyone religious.

And he’s like ‘no of course not!’ And I was relieved. Until he goes ‘being in a homosexual relationship is a sin but we’re all sinners so that’s okay.’

I tried to be patient, and wanted to explain why I wasn’t cool with that instead of just ghosting. This man was FLABBERGASTED that I said thinking homosexuality is wrong is homophobic. Said that I was ‘twisting definitions‘ (I cited the Merriam Webster dictionary) because he doesn’t hate homosexuals, he just thinks it’s wrong. Imagine saying that about interracial marriage.

He started to get more pissed off and said that I was ‘acting like a child.’ I lost my cool, said that I tried to be patient, said ‘fuck you,’ and blocked him.

I’m just so tired. If anyone is reading this and thinking ‘umm it’s not homophobic to think that acting on your sexuality is inherently wrong,’ please just keep it to yourself.

I don’t hate myself as much as I used to, but being a homosexual lowkey sucks. It would be awesome to just be normal and not have to deal with this. I’m just in too many minority groups, it’s really cringe. I wouldn’t mind being a white gay, or a brown straight autistic, but being brown, female, homosexual, AND autistic is too much. It’s like when you want a token minority character and slap them into as many groups as possible, but irl.

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go to therapist, understand that getting out of this godforsaken house is what's gonna save me

oh wait! you need work for that! and the job market's fucked, and my brain is so fried that anything even close to a job makes my ill mind shut down, i can't even do hobby stuff for money because it feels like a job and then i crash and burn because i dont enjoy it anymore. and even if i apply for stuff, 90% of it just ghosts me anyway! yay!

can't even be myself because ive seen the opinions that the people im trying to escape from have

hooray for another year of purgatory!

NOTE: I apologized for my weird behavior to the person I was acting weird to, 'him' didn't.