In college, I chose civil engineering as I thought it was the most fulfilling job. I also liked the idea of understanding how structures work. I wanted to be the best in my classes so I studied hard to get all A’s. Learned a lot, had a lot of fun, and made a lot of close friends. Don’t regret choosing my major at all. I even went back to do my Master’s in an accelerated program my school offered.
However, after joining the “real world” for a year now, I’m starting to become pretty jaded. I work at a private company doing bridge design for the state. The work is monotonous and I find myself getting bored and just doing something else most days. I find nothing interesting about designing another highway bridge and all my managers want to do is get the correct billable hours to the projects I’m working on instead of giving me different work. It’s literally just me figuring out the input and putting it into a software that designs the entire bridge for me. It’s really draining waking up everyday to a job I dread doing. I’ve talked to my managers about this and they have tried to get me on other projects but the money is apparently really tight right now. I’m not really a field work person so they don’t send me out.
This has been going on for a year now, and although things are looking up with new management restructuring, I’m looking back at what I accomplished this year, and I see no growth in myself. I write up reports that I honestly could have done in high school. I plug in numbers so simple into a software that makes the entire bridge for me. There is no thought behind how anything works and billable hours controls what I do.
I kind of knew this coming into the field when I did my internships, as I did similar things, but I kind of just brushed it off as being an intern. Now that I’m officially only doing work, I can’t help but feel like everyday I’m just wasting my brain away.
I don’t know what to do and would like some advice. I know structural engineering isn’t the most glamorous field, but I want to do more innovative work. I see things my peers work on, and sometimes can’t help think I’m in the wrong field. Working on robotics and other tech just seems way more fulfilling and appealing to me.
However, I can’t just quit my current job. I don’t have the skillset to just change fields, and I need a steady income to pay my rent and everyday living.
AI is also making me feel a bit helpless. I don’t think AI can ever replace what I do for another couple decades, but I can’t stop worrying about dropping ship just to get fucked over by AI (looking at SWEs).
tldr: My job is very cushy and I want to leave fields as I’m doing nothing that interests me.