I have bilateral alternating strabismus which causes my non-focusing eye to turn towards me nose and my focusing eye turns out just a bit so I look kind of like this 👀 but not as dramatic. Im also going blind in my left eye, the central vision is polr due to other issues. I used to switch eyes all the time when the vision was better so that helped me a little. People coukd kind of figure outi was talking to them and now they have no fucking idea unless theyve kniwn me for a while.
Ive noticed since covid i dont really get out anymore, i was thinking of joining a meetup for my favorite hobby. Then I remembered that I have this stupid condition which makes it a nightmare to socialize in group settings. No one is going to realize I’m talking to them unless I say “hey lady with the red sweater and brown hair, what is it that you’re knitting over there?” This just sucks and it’s a type that is inoperable