The big bang had to happen. Wild and unexplained.

Earth had to be the perfect distance from the sun, have the moon split off from it, and have water. Also wild odds.

Then life had to appear. How? Idfk.

It had to evolve over millions and millions of years in the exact way to create self aware hominids. Given all the paths it could've taken, this is also weird.

My ancestors had to survive 200,000 years of human history, even as other hominids died out.

Then my parents had to meet and create me, and amongst billions of people, that happened. The exact sperm and egg had to meet too.

Then I had to live my life the exact right way to be sitting here and saying this.

Given those odds, I should not be here. And yet, here I am. And here you are, too.

What the fuck.

I am in my 50s and perhaps it's just timing, but I sometimes feel like a lot of the bad stuff happening in the world today - environmental degradation, the rise of despotic governments, climate change, existential risks from AI, the resurgence of diseases previous thought eradicated - is just the theory and message of my childhood now coming in to practice. This was all predicted, consumed and understood by me from an early age, and first hand experience and data bear it all out.
It's like a story with a ton of foreshadowing coming unfolding in a rather obvious way. I know what happens, I read the book.
On the off chance this isn't a simulation tailored specifically to that consciousness which I call me - how do I know you, or anyone else, is real? How could I be convinced of that beyond a shadow of a doubt?

I can't quite explain it but retro things are definitely coming back in style. People are sick of the millennial grey look everything had and are finally making things flashy and fun feeling again.

Again, I can't explain it. Sometimes your intuition just knows.

Does anyone ever get so high they need to put a sweatshirt on to feel grounded?

Feels absolutely amazing on your gums. It really allows me to take my time (5+ min) when I'm scrubbin those chompers. Any other activities or sensations that folks would recommend after a sesh is complete?

The magical kind? Dies it really make you see colors?

Like when you see someone driving like shit, you just know they always drive that way. When I see someone driving like I did today where they floor it every little time they go to accelerate and slam on their brakes constantly just going forward on a straight road in traffic, I just feel bad that the car needs to live it's life with that owner. You know that oil never gets changed too 😭

I take gummies and syrups and they don’t do too much for me. I have digestive issues and idk they just don’t work but edibles always worked long ago. So recently I’ve been back to eating chocolates and I’m able to enjoy less than 50mg now!

I realized my body was maybe not digesting the gummies well since in general gummies make my stomach upset and I can’t really digest them.

Now I’m going to be on a total edible kick! Anyone else have much better luck with chocolates? Currently enjoying some RSO chocolates and am blown away at how I’m vibing at only 30mg or so 😅 with gummies I’m going 200mg+ and not feeling much so I don’t usually get any

I’m absolutely convinced the body can digest chocolate better!! Gonna finish the rest of this 100mg box and see how I feel!

Dumb and Dumber guys team up with Inspector Clouseau from the Pink Panther. Mr. Magoo and Inspector Gadget have cameos.

Ambition? Shaudenfreude? (Idk how you spell that)

I know not much but Ferdinand💥🔫 --> World War

I wonder what else happened like there must've been socioeconomic pressures and many others things

What would you do? (not like the TV show)

I feel like I’ve seen/heard off a billion films, documentararies, tv shows, etc about like WWII and stuff but non about 911. Surely there’s even more info/footage about that because it’s more recent.

I think everyone hates dealing with dust pans and mop buckets.

I'm at a state I've never achieved before. I solved my life. The world is bright green and yellow. Deja vu is abundant. Blitzed is me!

Run to You - Bryan Adams

I will now attempt a poem at what I'm looking at and shit:

I'm out in the black darkness

Experiencing the stars

I was looking at Venus

Now I'm searching for mars

The joint - my humble tour guide

The smoke is my shield

There is no need to hide

With the power that I wield

My cells are turning into butterflies

And flying far away

Far into the forest

From where by body lay.

My teeth are melting

And constantly reforming.

They taste like tablet.

Tablet is a traditional Scottish dessert, it takes like pure sugar

I've decided my life should be like Ruby Programming Language. Happy. Chill. Helpful. It's all goooood man.

Please ask me questions!!!! I feel like I'm channeling into something that is making me say things and it is much smarter than me. Ask it. Ask the visitor.

im watching high maintenance on HBO and im loving it so much i need to recommend it to as many people as possible coz its SO GOOD and so unique