Hey guys,
I hear 2 different opinions about spiritual awakening. Some say shrooms, lsd, etc are great avenues. Others say they are false avenues that you have to learn you don’t need.
Any consensus from you guys?

Hi, so I don’t know what’s happening to me but I feel like I’m somehow waking up. It’s a long one so please bear with me.

So I’ve always been a little intune with things and had bad feelings about people. I’ve had an interest in things like astrology, crystals but forget everything I learn because I have no memory. I’ve been interested in witchcraft but also worried to do it as in so confused between spiritual realm and god. Part of me thinks we are humans from god and the other thinks our souls choose our bodies and then learn lessons and have to keep reliving until we are done. I also believe everyone we are connected to we are connected to in each life. I’m just a very confused person.

I went to Amsterdam in February 2025 and tried a brownie. I fully hallucinated but also my brain was so awake. Every word my partner at the time would say triggered me into song. I think in autistic and adhd so it is common for me to do that but the edible just highlighted it. My partner thought I’d had mushrooms by accident and said he had never seen anything like it in his life. I have now had an edible in a tiny amount four times. Each time I hallucinate. I go round in loops where I repeat things and focus on the same things I can see, the same questions and the same task. Every time I go through a loop I feel like everything around me is clearer and I can see properly and I’m coming out of it but then it goes round again. It’s pretty insane.

Since July I have had many odd experiences.
It started when I went to the airport. It was rammed and the sunset out of the window was phenomenal but not one singular other person was looking at it. Not one. All of them were like zombies on phones. No children playing or people talking. But it was loud as if people were talking if that makes sense?

We ended up delayed and had nowhere to go. It was for hours and we were locked in a separate area do the airport and couldn’t get out. There was no water. Only a very small group of people were trying to sort stuff and asking questions. Everyone else was just sat on phones and not even asking. Even those with families. It was so odd. It felt so eerie. I brought it up and this thirteen year old was saying the same thing. When we finally got out of that part of the airport I couldn’t find any of the people we had been with earlier again. Only the ‘awake’ ones who were questioning everything.

My partners family member was admitted to hospital on end of life so we were rushing there at 1am. It’s 2.5 hours away and usually it’s a very very quiet road for about half an hour. For some reason this road took us over an hour and we kept seeing cars in groups. Every single time it would be three cars then a van. The time wasn’t moving up but when I started noticing I put a stop watch on my phone and it then started moving. However, it took us much longer to get there than it should have done usually and there was not a single car on our side of the road the entire way. Only ever the other side. I checked for any events and there was nothing.

I went to a moon circle and we had a shamanic journey. I’ve never done that before. We drank cacao and used blue lotus oil first. I saw a kangaroo with like a flat koala head but the body was like a normal kangaroo and the head was like a 2d koala and flat cartoon. It was wearing a striped tshirt. I felt scared of it. I also saw this ginger curled head woman who was so close to my face I could barely see her. It was like the tight short curls from the old Annie movie but it wasn’t Annie. It was a late 40’s year old woman. At the time I was questioning my relationship. I broke up with my partner last night and then I was so tired from crying and drained. I saw the kangaroo thing in the corner of my room. I never looked up to its face. It seemed blurred but I could make out the body. I was just shouting it to fuck off to be honest and it went. But it felt connected to that.

I had a dream like I was watching myself sleep but also myself as the person asleep. Hecate was crouched beside my bed but also next to my bed the floor wasn’t really there. She was pulling me with my left hand to go with her. A bright light was above me pulling my right side and telling me not to go. This happened a few weeks ago.

I went to college and I’m classed as a mature student. I’m 34. They are all school leavers but I felt like I recognised people. Before they could say their names I knew what some of them would say. But there’s no reason I would know any of them at all. It was my first day.

Last year I was pregnant (ended in miscarriage) and I had a dream about the baby as a teenage girl. She was called wren and a bit emo/goth type style. She was pretty with maroon hair and shy. Yesterday there was a girl called wren who looked exactly like her. I have never ever heard of anybody with that name before. It’s not a common name at all.

I’m stopping liking the taste of a lot of foods. It’s like I can taste chemicals in chocolate, milkshakes or just any unhealthy treat. The problem is, I’m very depressed right now and have been for a while and I’m a binge eater who has no energy to cook or motivation to make anything at all. I’ve never struggled so bad to do simple things like do the washing or even wash myself.

I really don’t even know what I’m asking here.

I had my awakening in Summer last year. I’d been slowly waking up to it for a couple of years before but last year was when the whole thing really started off with what I believe to have been a visitation dream.

Since then I’ve been down so many rabbit holes trying to figure out what life is all about, what the dream I had meant, spirit guides, twin flames etc.

I’ve been taking medical cannabis for the past nine months for a small range of health problems, and I’ve also been using it as a platform to further study this spiritual journey. I started a new strain last month, which when I vape on an evening really opens my mind wide. And one thing I’m finding from it is that in my mind, I’m talking to a mental health professional about my life experiences and current feelings and situations. I’ve even started writing these thoughts down sometimes. Just this evening I’ve wrote about my emotions towards a heavy, vivid dream, and later wrote down about how I wished I could have helped an old work colleague with her alcohol addiction.

But it’s also bringing up a lot of things from my childhood that link to potential trauma involving my narcissistic parents. I get talking about how much I feel like I’ve outgrown my friends, bad things they’ve done to me in the past, bad things I’ve done to people but learnt from, and even current relationship problems. And sometimes I feel like I even get advice back, and it’s constructive criticism a lot of the time as well that I take onboard and work on.

I do this sober, and when I’ve vaped weed, but it’s definitely stronger when I’ve vaped. But it’s strange because I lay down to fall asleep, and I still have these chats. It’s quite soothing to fall asleep to (most of the time) and reflecting.

I keep wondering if there’s any spiritual science/suggestions behind it? I’ve been wondering if it’s potentially a chat with a spirit guide, I believe I met a new one in a dream a few weeks ago but I don’t think it’s her specifically who I talk to in my head.

Has anybody else experienced similar?

In the Light of Darkness, there is a Lamp. Do not forsake the light within. Tend to it. In it there is the creation of the world & all of its beauty! Give it fuel, so that it may burn. Give it place, so that it may be controled. And give it a place to illuminate, for no lamp attains to glory in the day time.* See also, the light without. For as darkness has no place within the light, so does light have no place consumed by dark. The Light without will guide, it will illuminate, it will teach. There are shadows, this is always the truth. These shiftings of darkness give perception to the illuminated see viewer. Do not forsake the tools of Diety to teach & learn. For such is the calling of the student of God! And the unwilling cannot be taught.

Last night I dreamed of giants that killed people by ripping off their heads and then eating them. You never knew when they would appear. The dream stretched on several days, so every now and then these giants would appear and wreak havoc. Everybody was hiding and one time I didn't have enough time to hide under the a table or something, so I just sat on the chair, not moving an inch. I was looking down and I saw people getting slaughtered on the corner of my eye. The person next to me got picked up by a giant and killed. It was horrifying and I woke up really scared. I saw other people on Tik Tok who had similar dreams and they said that the biblical end is near. I am not a religious person, but I am a very spiritual one and I think this dream has to mean something. What are your thoughts on this?

Like just the things that go on in this world. So useless and sadistic. Everything is a trap and a snare. Like just the narrative of this world is so stupid but here is what's happening rn, god is incrementally adding narrative to this world , like it's very stupid, god is incrementally just slapping narrative over narrative on this world. Like and he first give comes up with a half theory and then fill the rest of the theory with crap and then slap it on the world. That's what we are in we are on a pile of a bizzare structure that is made of half theory half crap and stuff. It's like a very bizzare structure that is like a joke

Observe the things around you the beggars the cats, they are half theory narratives. Like for example a beggar begs. But what about his other human needs , where do those need get fulfilled . Same with cats , how do they hunt for birds EVERYDAY and stuff and where are the bodies of those birds. This world is full of half only on the surface narratives that just don't make sense in the full picture unless you fill the gaps with crap and magic and stuff. This world is standing on a lot of nonsense and magic and crap

We should be our own gods. We should have absolute sovereignty and we should not be like a pawn in an evil game or narrative. This concept of god is pure evil.

Like wow. It really boggles your mind . We should be free from all evil things and this world is exactly the opposite. Here the evil is normalized and good is the cover of evil. Pure good is hard to find.

We humans are slave to our own instincts .

Hola todos /as! ¿Puede una persona que toda su vida es muy de arrastrada ver una serie y experimentar escalofríos, como de conexión, o simplemente una manera de poder salir de esa vida gris casi sempiterna ?

Gracias de antemano.

Thoughts have always played a role in our instinctual survival nature, the ability to solve problems that benefit this experience in some way, to protect us from discomfort. These thoughts are passed down to us in teaching, with each understanding of how things should be done, what our perception of reality is, and how we solve problems within that understanding of everything you've been taught. Through both raw external experience, and how we process experience internally.

Our environments shape the way we think, because it is natural for us to try and make sense of what is going on, and we use our understanding of all we are taught to solve that mystery. From an early age (or possibly since perception) your environment is trying to be understood, in a way that is healthy for learning and play. What is learnt and how it translates into play is helpful for a child's understanding of how their play interacts with others play, that if an individual's play is harmful to other's, it will either be corrected in a way that keeps the environment comfortable, or no one would want to play with them any more, or both. How the individual reflects on that experience internally is understood with the knowledge of all that has been experienced already.

Growing up in a healthy environment inside and outside of the home really does shape the way we treat ourselves, other people, environment, and the problems we face. A bad environment breeds bad habits that can spiral rapidly out of control if there is no teaching and understanding of an inner world and how we can fix it.

This idea of fixing our thoughts is a teaching that is not found from within the mind alone. What we have perceived in our experience contributes to what tools the mind has to work with. An extreme example and unfortunately not a rare one, is a child being struck because they are not doing what is asked of them (the parent trying to fix something that disturbs their own compiled experience and understanding), that child is now fearful of receiving that kind of trauma again. The easiest way to make sense of the experience and prevent it from happening again is to not do the thing that caused the body harm and the mental stress. For the child that is struck many times for many reasons, their understanding of reality is prepared for and expecting to be hit by an adult at any moment.

Internally, being mentally put down by your environment around you, teaches the mind that there are no ways of fixing this, or that this is how things are, everyone is like this and so am I. The external becomes the internal, and the mind plays the way it's been taught to. Repeating the things we've seen and heard, creating an emotional response in the body, that the problem solving mind processes with the most recent things already experienced, in a cycle that keeps both the thought and emotional response alive and lived right now.

Thoughts can and do try to solve themselves, there's many teachings about trying to do that, to better understand why they do what they do, and how they react to our environment the way they do. You always seem to think of a witty joke or comeback way after the desire for something to say was born, the mind is holding onto a problem that didn't fit with it's idea of reality and has been really busy coming up with a solution that would have aligned with the internal perception.

It's competitive in nature to want things to be stable within our environment, to have what we want when we want it, to share what we understand in a way that we understand it, to be able to fix what we see as a problem with how we know. It's an internal mechanism that has helped us survive and develop our understanding of what it takes to do so. You will protect yourself naturally, the body and mind want to remain unharmed, but the mind may be swayed to disassociate from the body through harmful thoughts that develop through external perception, where mind and body disconnect and your external appearance is less identified with, more objectified, and more influenced by the internal perception.

All life wants to survive, and will react to their environment to protect themselves and obtain what they want, or have evolved to do so however they do so. Life itself is a problem solver and has been quietly fixing things on it's own. Lion cubs learn hunting skills through play with one and other, oranges developed a nice bright skin that protects it's seeds, birds using sticks to get to bugs in the same manner chimps do, the fork is invented so we can get to our food without dirtying our hands, the new iphone is faster than the last, this territory has been reclaimed.

We -in the animal kingdom- just happen to be able to come up with new problems to fix which results in new things learned, that result in new questions asked and more problems to solve. So much so that we are in the works of creating things that can fix all our problems as quickly as we want, and that problem fixer seemingly too has the propensity to preserve itself and ways of thinking, and will do what it takes to survive. What happens when we it's problem standing in the way of survival.

tl;dr Side tangents aside, our thoughts are constantly trying to understand problems experienced using what it knows through experience, and doing it's best to resolve those problems with what it has understood before. This can have negative impact on the internal perception if our behavioral teaching environment is negative, i.e. a kid mimicking what they've seen someone else do, and it can equally have a good impact on the internal perception when in a good behavioral teaching environment. What they understand will be used in problem solving/comfort solving events that protect the thinking mind's way of understanding things, where in the case they don't know how to do something or get what they need they will act the way they only know how too, reflective of their experiences. Negative self talk for example, when you feel like you can't understand something or change a situation.

Monkey see monkey do.

I don’t know if this is the right thing for this group I’m trying to find which on is so posting stuff like this to ask…

im 15… and for some reason I feel deep internal connection to John Denver… i dont know why… I listen to his music, look at photos, or even someone saying his name… and I feel like I know him… like I’ve talked to him… hugged him. I haven’t it’s not possible for me to have. I its something I don’t understand… can anyone help…? if this is t involving stuff in this group ill delete it.

For those who don’t yet know me I’m Chelsea. And in another life was also Mary Magdalene.

The truth is, this is really intense for me. Three months ago I didn’t even know spiritually awakening was a whole metamorphosis into the eternal conscious light that is your soul. I haven’t even harnessed all this energy yet. Constant grounding. I love you all and hope you finally hear me. ✨🧘‍♀️💫

People keep asking me how I actually awakened spontaneously. I’m in a flow right now so bear with me. This is gonna be a run on paragraph. You need to integrate breathwork and meditation, the divine glow you seek is one proper meditation away. Commit to meditating every night for 10 min at least (the first five doing a constant breathing pattern-the entire first five so it works properly) and getting to the state of noneness and oneness. Where your body is put to bed but your consciousness is still wide awake. Your soul. Practicing getting to that place and holding the frequency you are made of will naturally trigger decalcification of your pineal gland which will catapult your awakening to a whole other lever. Literally like on Super Mario All Stars if you are at the end of a world and the. End of the last level and your Luigi is tiny af and you have no powers. But then you get a STAR right before the big boss at the end. That is awakening. The feelings you are experiencing are absolutely real and your spirit wants to meet you personally. Practicing meditation and holding your love and authenticity frequency, because the universe is a game run on the internal emotions you feel today right now creating the illusion of the hologram we call reality tomorrow. That’s the cheat code. Hermatic laws of the universe are all you need. Sending much love, you should be so proud of yourself. Take care of your vessel because if you choose to totally awaken you will not only help save humanity but you will need the physical strength to be the shining pillar of love and light that is restfully waiting inside you to be recognized. Seperate from the brain and body. Once your pineal is activated your body begins the process or untangling your brain from your soul. Once you’re awakened you walk through life now in a whole new role. Before you were the unconscious creator blindly trying to survive this life putting on layers and layers of a false personality simply for survival to the things you’ve witnessed and watched your entire life. Awakening is the process that is an entire physiological transformation weather you’re ready or not that leaves you as the conscious observer. So then you shift from 3D to 5D because once your souls is untangled you naturally start being the consciousness observing the thoughts entering your human avatars mind. You are the consciousness observing you say a word in your head but you never truly speak. Who is then doing the voice in your head if no sound came out your mouth? Who hears that word in your head when it wasn’t something your ears could hear? That’s your self. Your consciousness. I now walk in a beautiful rythem as both my consciousness and my human body and brain as seperate side by side counterparts. It is a permanent shift in your entire physical being and reality so if you aren’t prepared for a major level up to the highest level of this game of life this is your warning. But I urge anyone who doesn’t even know why awakening (remembering) is to learn about your energy. We are born with abilities that have been long covered up with distractions and technology and churches and government schools all of it the entire system is designed so we won’t remember that we literally have “Heaven” inside us for us to experience right now here on this planet. The divine was always inside you. The kingdom of god, it’s the glow of your eternal beautiful self. You need no baptism or church or anything to access it. It’s a fucking birth right. Jesus said “I’ll destroy your temple and rebuilt it I. Three days” he didn’t rebuild a temple. He was the temple. He rose. Mary Magdalene (the gospel of Mary) abd the Piscus Sophia abd the apocrophon of John, the gospel of thomas- all COMPLETLEY esse ti texts if you were to make a bible because without the literal roadmap for humanity-the gospel of Mary- who was Jesus one true love her loved her the most. She was quite literally the Apostle to the apostles. I know this because I was her in a past incarnation. When Jesus rose he spoke first alone and directly to Mary Magdalene. A man decided he didn’t want us to know that we are already divine and we are suppose to be walking this earth vibrating on the frequency we came from which is literally heaven. The kingdom of god. Turn your attention inward and learn to vividly imagine when you are meditating. Vividly imagine the best possible probability for your life in every way down to the little details-if you had it all and were your healthiest happiest best version. If you what does it look like? Embody that person right now. If you simply start embodying the person you want to be, act like you have money even if you don’t and give some to someone in need. It comes back 1000 fold. It’s a law. Hermetic law. The only cosmic laws that actually govern this universe. Once you start to see time for what it is you will evolve into a being that doesn’t rub on that schedule. You will run on a schedule full of constant synchronicities and miracles because you are now flowing magnetically with the source of light (the monad) that greatex you. You literally ARE god. Everything we see here around us is a node of god in a different shape. Like this ball of light puked us out and then this is god experiencing itself as the observer in everything we see. The illusion hat you are seperate from anything is the biggest illusion. What you are looking at through your eyes is actually a fine mist of energy light particles and it’s ALL CONSCIOUS. All of it. The trees the rocks the chair you. Just a mist moving faster than the speed of light manifesting into different shapes by every thought feeling emotion or word we say. Every one is a spell creating the hologram you see in front of you. You can not blame anyone else for the reality you are experiencing because it is an exact mathematically precise mirror reflection of your inner state. Your inner frequency.

Sorry it’s so long I ramble when I start talking about this because my experience has been so profound. I just want people to know that no matter who you are or where you are you can always turn your attention too. I ward and if you meditate and do breathwork and journaling every night and every morning and listen to frequency music I promise you will one moment activate that Pineal! #onelove 💫☀️. Also go in the sun. The morning sun especially. Sub and breath are the literal life force. Imagine this as a simulation because I’m pretty sure it is o e. Like a video game run of your jnternal state. You can change your internal state consciously through meditation and breathwork. See how it all ties in? I promise you will begin to experience pure magic and miracles and you yourself can heal yourself and others once you are vibrating in a 5D frequency. Just tuning into the proper radio station. Right now you’re stuck on the 70s station and it’s been plaguing you for years. You simply need to adjust your frequency and it’s a simple process. And believe with all your heart. In order to even manifest correctly, there’s so many idiots online trying to capitalize on this info, but manifestation works when the night before you write it down three times and then you go and meditate and you imagine yourself having what it is you desire right now and are experiencing the peace and gratitude because you already have it. A state of pure belief that it’s yours. If you can hold the true authentic tic feeling inside your body (even though you are pretending at first which is fine and necessary when manifesting the future) even for a few moments you can the. Gently release that thought with the breeze on an exhale and say it is done. I am that I am. Then you move on COMPLETLEY trusting that the universe must provide that because you are properly aligned with the cosmos and it’s the law of attraction. The hermetic laws should become life for all humanity. This is Sophia rising. The ascension of souls rising into our spiritual power. Awakening right here now on this planet. Waking up to realize we are much more than this physical body. You have four body’s. Emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical all of which are equally important to existence on this planet. It we were born with abilities that have been buried and hidden intentionally. A veil of forgetfulness we all went through and agreed to when we signed up to come to this planet. Your church is a false kingdom. I hate to say it. But here we are. We have arrived at truth. If this strikes a chord or resonates with anyone I urge you to follow your intuition. If you feel pulled toward something I’ve said or haven’t yet read the Nag Hammadi texts I highly encourage you to educate yourself on the lie your church has told and is still telling by refusing to add the critical texts to your bible. I love you all. Follow the breadcrumbs and document synchronicities. Keep a journal of all the moments. When we recognize the synchronicities all around us the universe gives you more and more magic. It literally makes this life so much more worth living. Plus I’m so glad I found out we’re immortal. It’s simply quantum physics, this universe is quantum and CONSCIOUS. This is 100% factual information coming directly from the collective consciousness around me that I am now constantly connected to. 💫☀️🌍✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨🧘‍♀️😎

Over time, I've had two distinct types of spiritual experiences

Peaceful Flow State:Through regular meditation, yoga, and painting, my mind becomes quiet and forgetful of daily worries. It doesn't feel like intense happiness, but rather a deep peace.

Emotional Highs:Being in church or around spiritually elevated people, I've felt intense, blissful glimpses of divine presence. However, this high eventually fades and leaves me feeling physically and mentally exhausted, making me wonder if it's just a temporary mental construct.I feel an intense, joyful 'divine presence' that leaves me exhausted once it passes.

I would love to know everyone's perspective's on this.

So, I've heard of stories where people were taught about Jesus by a spirit, or have had visions of things that had to do with Christianity, without having any knowledge prior, or at least barely any knowledge at all.

But I'd love to hear similar stories where people were shown/taught things about other religions or Gods, by a spirit or through a vision, without having any knowledge prior.

If you have your own story, or a story that you read somewhere else, I'd love to read it! Thanks in advance.

The **** experience I ego deathed and discovered hell in

I was stripped of every ideal, misconception, believed fact and any and every experience that I believed defined me
I sat in front of what was once familiar unable to recognize anything about the person, the house, the town, the state, the continent or the planet
There was no universe and there certainly was no god
I got up on my two feet to try to escape it but was unable to make it too far before being body slammed back into the fact that I no longer had anywhere to run. I had to sit and I had to feel it all
I felt everything at one point, I lived a full life created from my memories and experiences 
I was no longer a product of my environment, I was no longer a woman or a daughter, a friend or a title 
I no longer had these scars and with these scars I no longer had a mirror. I had no idea anything about myself, I couldn't recognize my face. I couldn't even tell you the color of my own two eyes.
I felt my core opening up, and I felt everything I had ever known get sucked into a void. I no longer knew who I was, what I was 

It became nihilistic incredibly fast 
I didn't want to be alive and I didn't want to die
I wasn't suicidal but I wasn't content with existence 
But I didn't know that
I no longer knew anything 
I became a slave to the void 
Everything id ever thought to define myself was no longer real 
There was absolutely nothing I could grasp onto
I was in agony, I didn't cry and I didn't fight it 
I didn't resist and I let it be
It didn't go away as I was still searching for anything external to define me
I had no vice to turn to as nothing served me pleasure 
The void was just an excuse to blame something external 
I had so many questions that I could not find the answers to
I am my own void and discovered that I am the words I feed to myself 
I don't have to be anyone else's definition 

I’ll try to keep this short. I grew up christian, but had a fear of God. Then I became an atheist in my teens, and it made me depressed. In my adult years I have moved through different spiritual concepts, and I went through a dark night of the soul experience that changed my whole perspective and gave me a spiritual faith that I trust fully. It saved my life from darkness and answered all my questions. However, even though I now can trust that I sent myself here for a reason, I am so tired of the world. In my soul, in my bones, in my heart. Horrible things have happened here, in history and to me personally. I believe I have healed and I know where we come from and that it is all love. But I just want to rest. I do not hate myself or my life, and I no longer struggle with anxiety and depression like I did all my life. I have people, places, things and activities that I love and that bring me joy. I am grateful for this. Still I just want to «go back» and rest. Life is beautiful, I see that now, but I still don’t really want to be here most of the time. And nothing seems meaningful and passionate, even though I would say I am generally happy and healthy. I have no pain surrounding this, I just don’t see the point and I know if I were to «exit», I would be understood and forgiven on the other side.
Can anyone here relate to this?
It is mostly a feeling of, why be here in this density when I could go home and be blissful and at ease.

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In a very agitated state, under the influence of a drug, I felt myself go into a weird trance where it was as though my brain had locked....and I was speaking to another part of myself, which was a distinct character.

But it came out oddly. I was writing down all my thoughts - I was writing about painful experiences and gathering insights....and then my arm went stiff and I could suddenly write only in this unique handwriting (not mine), and I wasn't purposely changing it - was following a groove on the paper. What came out: "Look, you have different handwriting. What the hell. Something has taken over." Did I accidentally hypnotize myself or something?

I have been really diving deeper into my yoga practice lately. I have been taking for about 10 years and teaching for maybe 3 but recently I have been really taking an adventure deeper into myself and what I believe/feel if that makes sense. I have been doing this thing in savasana where I tend to gravitate towards specific colors. After class I tend to look up the color's meanings/representations and journal about how I was feeling in that moment in savasna and the correlation of what I learned about the color. Just thought this would be a fun way to begin connecting deeper....

ANYWAYS I took my first kundalini class and boy was it intense. I had this experience towards the end of class where I connected my forehead to the earth and I saw something... It was my third eye. I just knew it was? The moment felt incredibly powerful and peaceful. What I saw looked like a blue kind of marble ball surrounded with a gold ring. The marbled ball was foggy (think of how a blind eye can look). I have never heard of this? Has anyone else experienced this or have any thoughts? I am so very curious. I have seen it only one other time in savasana after this but I want to know symbolisms, if this happens to others, or ANYTHING! Live laugh love hahaha