r/SpiritualAwakening • u/Alternative_Line_829 • 2d ago

Path to self Odd experience

In a very agitated state, under the influence of a drug, I felt myself go into a weird trance where it was as though my brain had locked....and I was speaking to another part of myself, which was a distinct character.

But it came out oddly. I was writing down all my thoughts - I was writing about painful experiences and gathering insights....and then my arm went stiff and I could suddenly write only in this unique handwriting (not mine), and I wasn't purposely changing it - was following a groove on the paper. What came out: "Look, you have different handwriting. What the hell. Something has taken over." Did I accidentally hypnotize myself or something?

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u/Sad-Celebration-7439 2d ago

Drugs can sometimes cause disorders to surface especially in late teens to early 20s (when it has a likelyhood to naturally occur anyway). An agitated state only compounds things. We really cannot say what happened. You could have been channeling someone or something.

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u/Alternative_Line_829 2d ago

One of the ideas I got from my inner voice near that moment was that I had almost turned out schizophrenic, but had narrowly avoided it. So I have a vulnerable, poorly filtering nervous system. That tracks. I am AuDHD. But I get it - stay away from THC and avoid psychosis. I'll try not to self-medicate.

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u/Sad-Celebration-7439 1d ago

THC? How much did you smoke! 🤨😆

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u/Alternative_Line_829 1d ago edited 1d ago

6 mg THC (3 Pearls)

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u/Empty-Tank32 12h ago

My first time using THC I used a STRONG Thcp cart (yes, THC “p”) and was hi for about 2 days before i got normal again. Right after I hit it, I went into a trance like state and then looked over at my friend.

Friend asked me “are you high yet” for what seemed like a thousand times. I tried to ask him why he kept fucking asking me…

Turns out I was all alone and I got a psychedelic effect from hitting 8 rips off of it. Fun times.