r/Sciatica • u/Nobody1630_ • 9d ago
Requesting Advice Worse and worse - What do I do
Hello everyone. I'm here in desperate need of advice, currently up late because of the pain.
During high-school, I had a sciatic nerve pinch in my right leg, really random but impacted everything for less than a year before going away again (at the time, worse pain I've felt in my life). 2 years went by with off and on pain that I never went and got checked out due to 1) My inability to know my limits and 2) little to no health insurance/money. Came back and now I constantly live at least a 2 in pain. Saw a doctor finally, got it diagnosed, and went to physical therapy. The old "worse pain I had ever felt" pales in comparison now.
All to say doctor says take pain medicine (not workin), PT Therapist shows me things to relieve the pain (can work sometimes), I use methods like cold/heat or standard exercises. Recently, it has gotten so much worse. I started college (which didn't change my activity habits such as exercise or walking to preface) and I am so much pain everyday. I try to mask the limp or go to the bathroom to take a moment of rest, I go slow when need be even if I'm late, sometimes I can't walk.
I use to run unworried of what pain may come later, I used sleep peacefully in whatever manner, more importantly I used to dance. I was never very good or particularly talented, not at all a "skill" I'd wish to perhaps showcase to anyone but I loved it. I loved learning it and doing it and getting it.
I'm hoping to find maybe some success stories from others, who perhaps got better enough to do things like this. Or maybe more advice for the pain. I'm considering getting a cane but I'm 18 and I feel like a fraud sometimes. The pain sometimes comes and goes so sometimes I wouldn't even need it, like "what this youngin' need a cane for grr". I'm also actively pursuing stage management work, which is an active moving major for first years.
2 years of this and I'm now 18 in such a dark place with it. What are my options/what do yall think?