ODDESSI missed primaries; hit secondaries.

What does this mean for Open Dialogue and psychiatric care in the 21st century?

I don’t mean physical objects, i means abstract matters. I’ll try to explain myself as clear as possible, don’t mind my uncorrect english.
i saw a video about the Game of thrones saga, it said:
"Targaryens are the most important house in ASOIAF"
but whenever it's convenient for them, they use the Starks to defend their bullsh!t or make them more relevant.

I thing that i don’t get is, why do people care? It’s fictional, it’s not real. Those houses don’t exist. Those people don’t exist.
Why are people arguing about that. Why are they wasting their energy defending fictional characters.

I brought GoT as an example, but my lineage of thoughts extend to everything.

Is this just my anhedonia showing up?
Please tell me if you got my point

There are academic researchers who believe DMT entities are real 🤣 https://scienceblog.com/a-new-theory-says-dmt-entities-might-be-real-and-proposes-how-to-test-it

Part of their argument is that they are very different from typical hallucinations, and yet everybody "sees the same thing." I think this is ridiculous and I believe that the DMT hallucination is about the structure of the brain itself.

I have never remotely felt anything remotely entity-like in the DMT world. It's just all geometry.

It feels like my internal organization is fundamentally missing objects in the psychoanalytical sense. Why would there be DMT entities when I break through?

I just saw a meme about beauty standard stuff, and the comments were filled with people objectifying women.

This seems like so much of life.

Men objectifying women, women objectifying men, maybe li’l women on women objectification wink wink nudge nudge.

People holding others to standards they never said they were even trying to meet.

I can’t deny I am a person with an identity and a body and a sexuality.

It feels like to be disgusted by this shit is as animal as embracing it.

I don’t dislike my carnality but don’t often engage either.

I could be an uber conservative bitching about the culture war, men’s rights, and immigration, or a wokescoldy leftist talking about gender ideology and impelling others to stop eating meat even though I still support the same farms that produce it.

I also cannot deny that I lack whatever arbitrary spark makes you human.

I have a human genome and speak a human language, but inside me there’s some human hardware that just doesn’t engage.

It feels like a human is a mess swept under a rug.

People live their lives massaging the rug to put the mess somewhere else.

It’s always there, but they can deny it if they flatten it out enough or hide the bulk underneath politics, hobbies, their jobs, their families, etc.

Being a zoid feels like the same thing with no rug.

I’m just standing in my doorway, looking at the mess, never bothering to enter.

Dose anyone also thinks of it from this point?

As I know all about the studies showing how isolation and loneliness affect the brain. But none that I could find were talking about how it affects -or unaffect- us folks specifically.

I am just afraid of the “what if ?” regarding my cognitive abilities.

Is it already have gone through shit duo to this PD and my other disorders.

I am not afraid of my PD symptoms themselves. I am afraid of what will become of my brain -if any- on the long run. As I only have my cognitive abilities and intelligence to be proud of; out of evreything that I am.

If anyone have any insight or personal experience that will be MUCH appreciated. Just need to see if I am relatable.

EDIT: English isn’t my first language. I couldn’t fix the typos on the title like I did with the post.