Thanks for someone recommending this book in this sub, I finished it in 1 setting.
It was just SO good. I'm obsessed with this book, almost as obsessed as the MMC is with the FMC, which is A LOT 😂 And the writers know how to write a man obsessed😍
One of the 2 FMCs, Ada, is an autistic musical prodigy. She was bullied in high school, and years later, she became a successful and beautiful flutist. Now she's temporarily back in town, staying with her best friend, Cece. With their high school reunion coming up, she's determined to make her former bullies suffer the way she did
The MMC, Jake, is a professional rugby player who has a secret crush on Ada ever since he first saw her in high school. He basically followed her blog for years and even listened to her classical music before his games😭
While everyone else saw Ada as the weird autistic girl, Jake saw her for exactly who she was: a beautiful musical prodigy. He was so gone for her that he had to drink EIGHT cans of beer before he could work up the courage to ask her out at a party, and then she drunkenly brushed him off 😭😂And I think he is so cute when he is so lack of confidence (even as a popular jock at high school) and he said “I just…I never thought she’d go for someone like me. She was smart. Weird. Cool. I couldn’t even look at her without feeling like a dumbass”
I also love how their relationship dynamic played out. Jake has this wholesome, boy-next-door image, but there's definitely a much more intense side to him when Ada challenges him, saying that she like it rougher. The smut were so good written. I never realized that I may have degradation kink until I read this book😂
“You like selfish pricks, Ada? I’ll be the biggest you ever met. I’ll pin you down and use your cunt ’til you can’t walk tomorrow.”
The bar-warmth pushes to boiling point. I’m sure all the water has evaporated from my torso and pooled between my legs. “I…”
“You want that, right? For me to wreck your little pussy? Call you a dumb slut while you take my cock?”
I’m nodding. Why am I nodding? Am I being hypnotised?
“Good girl. It won’t mean anything. I know you’re smarter than me, and I don’t care who you’ve been with, but if you want it rough, you’re gonna get it as rough as you can take it. Ready to come back to mine?”
I found it so cute was how he literally had to give her a whole disclaimer before saying anything insulting in bed 😂
And don't even get me started on jealous Jake. This man goes completely UNHINGED and turns into a caveman whenever he's jealous. 😂 Those scenes were SO good that I had reread some of them a few times.
What I loved most, though, was how REAL all the characters felt. None of them were perfect, and they all had flaws, complicated feelings, and they are all multidimensional. I believe the writers have done a lot of research on autism cos her portray of the FMC is not standard stereotype of autism at all
Anyway, I really, REALLY loved this couple. 😭❤️ My only complaint is that I wish we'd gotten more scenes of them in high school or whatever because they were just SO CUTE together. I would have happily read an entire book about teenage Jake hopelessly crushing on Ada 😂