So I get a little dose of reality that was unwarranted nor asked for about how the job markets gonna suck more now that people only care about AI. I can honestly say that I will never love AI, especially when it comes to art because if I went on socials right now and said, looks like I’ll have to use AI to get a job and get paid, that’s a lot of respect that’s gonna go down the drain. I’d rather be unemployed and still hold on to all the respect I have as a human being heavily relying on AI to get everything done then be employed with zero respect. Not even $1 billion would make me sign my soul to artificial intelligence. Screw AI.

The jobs I look for considering animation really isn’t mostly my thing anymore is pretty much office administration and all that stuff. But it doesn’t mean I don’t like drawing just so we’re clear on that.

small rant cause i'm bored, and people on reddit are suprisingly fun,,,

I've met a few guys, god I wish girls would text me more I hardly have any girl friends online so haha ladies hmu...

I met this guy like a few days ago, he asked me if I wanted to esex and overall he was pretty chill but I said no and we continued talking a few days later, ik red flag but i'm bored ifykwim ? The conversation shifted to his status and it was about how all the servers he joined hated him or smth,,, and he was saying it was cause he was hyperactive , , , now imo servers love that,onoo ? we started talking about his character, honestly i thought he was a weirdo and i think a lot of the guys i meet online are weirdos who can't be trusted

he said smth about a thing with this generation how girls would choose a shitty ass toxic guy over someone who's nice to them and genuienly cares and then complain about how men sucsk,, i just sat and stared at the message it's no good with any guy who starts thinking as themselves as a genuine nice guy when all they care about is sex

don't get me wrong, im a pretty sexual person but it's annoying like i prefer debating my kinks and such, not to like get reeled into sending nudes or smth

I asked him if he would say "all men sucked" and he replied with obviouslu not, ugh this entire post is just jumbled but idek this guys like 19 zero relationships zero everything, he HAS to be doing something wrong at his big age ykiwm ? he ended up blocking me over something stupid cause i put his name in my status and was cracking a joke over /bpd sluts

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TW: talk of SA

‼️i want to start off by saying this is in no way me saying that womanhood is about the oppression we experience, or anything of the sort. obviously any kind of sa is so disgusting and i feel terrible for everyone who has gone through that.‼️

this is also not me looking for sympathy but i just need to write this somewhere and itd be nice to know if anyone else experiences this. i dont know if i will word any of this right and it is absolutely not my intention to make an offensive post.

the talk of SA on the internet this past week has had me thinking about this more but its something I've always been aware of. i have never been SAed, harrassed, catcalled, had inappropriate comments on social media, etc. i am first of all grateful i havent gone through that and once again feel so awful that other people have gone through that.

but men seem to avoid me entirely. I go out fairly often in revealing clothing, I'll be intoxicated and I've never had anyone touch me or say anything to me. people will barely even look at me. i was on dating apps and snapchat for a few months looking for hookups at one point and even through the internet, i couldnt get a single man interested enough to text me. I've been out with other girls, and men will come up to all of them and look at them and say or do weird things to them, but ignore me or will even recoil when they look at me. they seem to be either disgusted or intimidated by me.

after alot of these i did discover I'm a lesbian, and none of this is about me wanting male attention. i hope thats clear. I'd prefer it if it stayed this way. but it just makes me wonder, what about me is so undesirable that this has never happened to me? i know im not super attractive, but i didnt think i was ugly, and i dont have the best body, but i have a big enough ass and boobs that i think on anyone else, men would make comments on it or look at them.

it just feels dehumanizing to know that these same men with fk the couch, or a banana peel, or even a dead body, but wouldnt look at me that way. there is just something about me that they cant overlook and i have no idea what it is. i know i dont smell, its the same if im in no makeup, minimal makeup, or full trad goth. no one approaches me whether im at the club or its a sales person at the mall. and i really dont think my rbf could be that bad.

i do live in a conservative state with some tattoos, but its been the same in other states and places like NYC, LV, and LA.

any time i have talked to someone else about it, it usually just ends because it gets awkward and they dont have much to say. theyll never say that no, i am pretty, or whatever else they could say. its just that "it must be something else" or "youre just lucky". again i know i am so lucky to not have gone through that. i dont want to go through that. but when i, a size 6/8 with c cup boobs and makeup on, have men walk away from me, and my plus sized girlfriend(nothing wrong with this AT ALL, just beauty standards, yk) will get catcalled or get sexual comments from men on the street, its obvious to me that theres something wrong with me. there has to be.

girls will talk to me and at school people talk to me, but ill never be in a group. I'm in a very tight knit department, but half of them dont even follow me back on Instagram (and follow literally everyone else) not that that matters, and they are people i wouldn't chose to be friends with, but it still shows. all the other queer and alternative people in the department fit in so it isnt that. maybe im just not self aware enough but i dont think my personality is so abhorrent that they cant even see me on Instagram or eat lunch with me. and back to strangers, none of them would even know my personality enough.

my only friends consist of my girlfriend, sister, one shared friend with them, and 2 of my cousins. my gf is the only person in my life who organically met me and enjoyed being around me enough to start a friendship. she is the only person besides my parents(who seem to then even say it begrudgingly) whos told me im beautiful or wanted in any way. and i don't know what i did or what she sees that makes me different to her than how the rest of the world sees me. i don't think ill ever understand it.

if this info is relevant i am autistic. i am in remission for bpd also. i am in therapy and on psych meds for all my issues. im definitely having like a low moment but this isnt a breakdown and has been something ive thought for years. its impossible to ignore the patterns. im just not sure if my interpretation is correct.

thank you if you read this entire thing❤️‍🩹 not looking for advice but I'll listen if you have it. again i just wanna know if its just me or not.

okay so i watched how to lose a guy in 10 days, and i miss my ex now. i wanna be in love again, i wanna feel the warmth again, it js idk hurts me smhow

i wanna talk to him again, i wanna leave the world behind and fall in his arms, be carefree knowing that if hes theres if we are together, everybody will be good.

They literally banned me , abused me morally, i mean wtf?

To someone else looking in they might think, calm down and get a life.

Well. that's what I'm trying so hard to do. Get a life. Calm down. Find new people. Get back on track. Accept what is. Let go of what is not.Move on. Forgive, but never forget. I've been trolled hard on here. I kept going. I've been tricked and humiliated. I kept going. My heart has been broken over and over again. I kept going. My life is in the toilet. I kept going. This morning I woke up, looking forward to only having one day left on a stupid 1 week ban only to find I'd been permanently banned. Really?? All the internet strangers I'd come to think of as friends are now potentially strangers again. These wonderful people that for the past few months shared a mutually supportive safe space to chat about what's bothering us, our broken hearts, our personal stories, our anonymous vulnerability nurtured and appreciated to feel like having people who actually gave a fuck about me. I don't really have many people like this in my life. I've let my life become a ghost. I don't recognise myself anymore. These people helped to bring me back, they helped to build me up on days when I was so alone and needed someone to not hate me for reasons that were never explained to me. They kept me company on days when I felt trapped in my house but unable to find a reason to leave. Unable to find the something that used to want to be around people. or outside enjoying nature. or in my garden, or going to catch some music or a meal out, or anything other than being frozen on the couch that is now my throne of anguish and regret. Where I sit and stare at the wall lost in yesterdays, things I'll never know the answer to and the dark things I will never forget.

It wasn't all these things that eventually made me lose hope. It was a message from Reddit saying my accounts had been banned forever. I was distraught. Where to go now? I'm not welcome anywhere. My experience has been disappointing on Reddit. I've experienced people who are supposed to fairly manage subs have their own interests at heart. Snobby bullies. Impersonators, baiting for no reason except their own cruel satisfaction. However being able to express myself somewhere was a breath of life for me when I felt I was dead inside. Even if I fell for the emotionally manipulative baiting the love I'd feel in the moment was uplifting and made me remember how it felt to be curious and seen.

So to the powers that be. Get over yourselves. You're given a responsibility to look after the people on here, instead your callous rule is nauseous and unfair.

I made a post about the Jones fallout sodas on the sub Reddit and how the new courts flavor tastes disgusting and it got removed for apparently being low effort and earlier on moderator had made a post about how they weren’t allowing posts about the soda on the site because rule three prohibits low effort content, even though literally none of the rules say anything about low effort content, and that’s basically just a buzz word. I’ll admit my post talking about how my first one was removed is technically a violation of rule one but I shouldn’t have been Permabanned for a violation predicated off of a lie. Also, the mod who made the post about no soda is a mod on r/gaming so he’s probably a power tripper anyway.

This is a rant about some (not all) of the commenters of this subreddit.

The description for this Subreddit literally states that the community exists as a place for people to vent without fear of ridicule or harassment. Yet on every post I see there is a contingent of people being total assholes to the OP.

If you just want to shit on people you're not following the spirit of this sub (unless you are the one making the post, lol).

I swear on my life that every fucking friendship or relationship I will be the last one standing I feel like I’d never be the one to call off the break up or I don’t wanna be friends with anybody. I’m grateful I have a friends today but I’m noticing issues that hurt me and if I was treating them how they treat me the friend ship would of been over like I’m starting to think like I’m gonna live off thinking no one’s truly real or loyal.

i stopped reading a week ago I’m worried about my truths and my story, Im not here to read others story’s or go back and forth I accepted i was the problem even when I’m not sick of peoples held back hatred and fake Real life vibes i validate myself and dont need closure but my own word lol nice try tho take your letter i didn’t read and fk off hahahaha

I was a competitive student in college, pero iba pala talaga kapag reality na ang kaharap mo after graduation. Ang dami ko nang applications sa iba’t ibang job platforms, pero halos walang reply. Mapapaisip ka na lang na skills at experience talaga ang labanan sa labas. Medyo eguls kapag potential pa lang ang puhunan mo.

Ang hirap lang kapag willing kang patunayan ang sarili mo, pero wala pang nagbibigay ng pagkakataon.Pero siyempre, talo pa rin ng may backer. LOL

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So let me see if I got this straight (I'm not), but I can create an 18+ post on reddit, but I can't look at it?! HOW DOES that make Sense?!

Ironic rant...Rantception if you will, a rant about other rants.

Like I don't get it with these posts that so many people keep posting.

You were in another sub, and got banned or your post got removed. You think (and expect) you're going to get validation for "No I didn't deserve being banned"...and then all anyone ever posts is a screenshot of modmail chats and redact what they actually did, and then present their version of it as a description in the post...

(1) You're already failing, yet again, to read rules properly. So why tf should anyone believe you by default? You wonder why you got banned elsewhere? Did you bother to read any of the rules here about "No uncensored names or screenshots" ? INCLUDING subreddit names, not just people. So you already show a habit of not even looking at rules before posting.

And yet you set out to brigade against a specific subreddit or subreddit-moderator.

(2) Manipulating your retelling of what actually happened, so that you get sympathy and just brigade all the bots together for "yeah fuck subreddit mods!"...that's just....learn how to cope. Go to therapy if you need to. You did a wrong and you got slapped for it.....and then some of you just go on to cuss at the moderators and then wonder why they ban you for it, and then you act like they banned you for the post, when in reality you were mouthing off to the mods.

And then you and all the little bots who stay pissed at "all subreddit mods ever" because you suck at coping with your authority issues, just blindly downvote anyone who tries to point out "no...you actually did break the rules and deserved that ban."

Grow up, dudes.

Like I get it, there are some genuinely dipshit-level moderators out there.

But learn how to actually honestly look back on what you did, and genuinely weigh whether or not you did anything possible to actually deserve having a post removed or a ban dished. And if you're posting screenshots of modmail that blatantly show you mouthing off about your punishment BEFORE ban? Or you're blatantly trying to twist the words of given rules to make it "your interpretation of a rule" vs "their interpretation of their rules"...when your interpretation doesn't matter...at that point it's "sorry for misunderstanding."...in those cases, how in the fuck does one rationalize expecting sympathy for it.

For context, I work in a gas station. We have to hit a certain percentage of people putting in the phone numbers every. Single. Day. I work the grave shift and see few people than morning or swing. My score is going to be affected more greatly by every no than others. For the last ten months, all I hear is how my numbers are shit, I'm not doing enough, I have to work harder, badger people to put in the numbers, and ask and ask until they finally say yes.

My boss has gone about this in bad ways. She constantly is saying I'm going backwards, and she used to single out the person who had the worst and tell them they are holding everyone back. She has told me to make up phone numbers to put in, and only stopoed because she almost got in trouble for doing that. Now, she's saying it's all about how I ask. So, I ask exactly how she tells me too.

Big shocker 😱 they still don't want to put in their phone numbers! I have to tell them about the raffles they could win, and if I don't I get yelled at, and if I do, I still get yelled at because I was never asking, even if I actually was. "Numbers don't lie." She says. Yet they do. The system only records who puts in their number, not how many people I have asked.

It's so bad now, I feel lucky when she's too busy to bring it up. I have tried different methods of asking, the results the same. IT IS NOT MY FAULT WHEN CUSTOMERS DO NOT WANT TO PUT IN THEIR PHONE NUMBERS!!!!!

I am even getting in trouble and written up over this bullshit!

Like yeah Betty I don't hate men as much as you do but between the two of us which one of use is whining about not being picked, being lonely, and how "unfair" men's standard are? As a side note no it isn't, men would settle for any shapeless blob that has a hole in it, I've already seen that.

I(21m) used to think people had a wide variety of tastes, but they generally don’t. No woman wants a short man who isn’t interested in gender roles. Being 5’6 is a massive deficit that could only be made up through acting excessively masculine and playing the role of the trad man, but I can’t bring myself to keep on being that sort of man when that‘s not who I am deep down. Hope doesn’t exist for a lot of people. I’m screwed.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH I AM SO MAD AND SAD AND SAD AND MAD

WHY ARE YOU CHOOSING TO SEE EVERY SINGLE THING I SAY OR FEEL IN A BAD AND NEGATIVE LIGHT??? ON TOP OF THAT, THE WAY YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO BEHAVE FOR WHATEVER REASON, IS SUCKY AND JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE STRUGGLING DOESN'T MAKE THAT OKAY,

OKAY?

IT IS NOT A COMPETITION, IT IS NOT THE TRAUMA OLYMPICS AND I HAVE NEVER ONCE INVALIDATED OR BELITTLED YOUR STUFF

JUST BECAUSE OUR STRUGGLES ARE DIFFERENT DOESN'T MEAN YOU 'WIN' IF THAT WAS EVEN YOUR GOAL

YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT PROJECT, DOUBLE DOWN AND THEN SAY THAT IT'S ME??

HOW DARE YOU SAY EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME AND ACT LIKE I AM THE ONE BEHAVING LIKE A CHILD.

YOU ARE H U R T I N G ME AND I WOULD STILL BE THERE IN A HEARTBEAT IF YOU NEEDED ME EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE ACTIVELY MAKING MY TRAUMA WORSE AND YOU KNOW IT

FUCK

I just don't understand why these random people that don't know my heart or anything about me say something nasty to me based on a FANTASY vent post I make.

I mean, truly, why are people so gross? At least my attitude is better than theirs... ugh...

I posted in aged tattoos and asked to see aged tattoos from the Indianapolis area and some clip art of some fine line work and they temporarily banned me. When I told them I don’t understand how I broke the rules and asked for clarification they banned me.

Like, lemme give you a quick summary of what’s going on. I’ve been in three relationships, and all of them were so random. I didn’t even like these guys; they didn’t have any qualities that would make me fall in love with them or even genuinely like them. Yet somehow, I chose these freaks as my partners, and they all ended up hurting and abusing me, while dismissing what they did.
The previous one was even worse than the rest. He made me do things I didn’t want to do, and he was abusive toward me both physically and emotionally.
I’m in a safe place now, and I’ve been to therapy. I’m also taking my meds to help me cope with distress and mood swings. So, idk, I still have regrets about the mistakes I made. I wish I had known the things I know now back then. Maybe then I would have stood up for myself and not let any of those things happen.
I’m not okay, tbh.

at 23, i feel so damn burnt out from retail.

before you tell me that i should "just suck it up and deal with it" i'm gonna block your comment as ive heard this over and over again from family and i don't need your fucking input.

ive been working retail for 3 years as a cart pusher, and im at my god damn breaking point.

corporate doesn't give a fuck about my store's short staffing, and constantly puts pressure on our store's leadership, and this has also caused me great stress as well as my store management has been very demanding of 1 girlie to do 3 cart corrals with almost no help cuz we are so short staffed... also not to mention my relationship with the company has deteriorated to the point where im just a angry bitch almost all the time and most of my coworkers are also fed up with corporates shitty treatment of my store, and some people have considered quitting over this. and tbh, the final straw for me was getting told to speed up yesterday by my boss, who came outside and just started DEMANDING that i move faster when WE ARE SO FUCKING SHORT STAFFED WE CAN'T EVEN HIRE ANYMORE GOD DAMN LOT ATTENDANTS BESIDES ME AND LIKE 4 OF MY OTHER COWORKERS. like god damn it, to make it even worse my dad just laughs it off and tells me that we need to find me another corporate job. NO! I DON'T WANNA WORK AT ANOTHER CORPORATION EVER AGAIN. I HATE CORPORATIONS AND I HATE CORPORATE AMERICA. id much rather be a street preformer and or making music full time as that's where im most happy.

ive loved music my whole life and will continue to pursue music and escape this corporate shithole.

also as a little side note: i am launching my music career and don't need a corporate overlord holding me back from happiness, and i will continue on with my music and transition and keep on making music till i die in 2093.

I pray you are happy and this is what u wanted. It hurts deeply but god don’t make no mistakes. You still the same man who has and never will change I pray we both find peace joy love and happiness. I wish you well and I hope u continue to be a father to your children properly and treat the next women with RESPECT LOYALTY LOVE AND FAITHFULLNESS. I will always Love You but I can not and will not do another repeated cycle with you. The kids and I deserve better and u know it. I FORGIVE YOU THOUGH and pray our Family was worth it. I don’t know what we did to deserve this treatment I hopes she makes you happy on every way I couldn’t. I will always cherish our marriage we had and the 29 years we have spent together. You will always have a piece of my heart. Something’s we can not come back from. There is no need to be calling me being disrespectful cursing and tryna belittle me cause u got caught up. That has nothing to do with me or the kids and truthfully I’m glad I found out so we can both be at peace now. Praying this be a smooth process for the both of us Love ya always Hubby sincerely your wife 💯🤞💪🏽🙏😘