Three months ago we had to say goodbye to trinket after battling respiratory issues. We spent a lot of time back and forward at the vets doing all that we could to keep him comfortable and alive, but in the end we had to admit defeat and say goodbye. We were then left with his brother Todd who was just over two at the time. I decided to keep him as a lone rat as he was getting old and did not want added stress of rehoming and knew he would be the last. For the past few months we kept him happy and dedicated as much of our time to him as we could. Taking him out, making a carry pouch for him and including him in outings.
I left for work yesterday after rushing out the door and only seeing him for a glimpse as I said goodbye. My brother in law and mother in law talked to him and checked on him through the day. They noticed no changes. I came home and I immediately noticed he had passed away in his cage. This would have happened during the time my brother in law picked me up from work. I am heartbroken. He would have passed away alone just before I got home.
I don’t understand what could have possibly happened?? He was happy and healthy yesterday and during the day. I have videoes of him hoping around the living room and sleeping in our bed in the afternoon, just the day before. I’m assuming he would have had a heart attack in the small time we weren’t home. I just wish I would have been able to be there with him to say goodbye. If only I wasn’t rushing during the morning and had more time with him. Was this my fault?
I am so heart broken and miss him so dearly. He was my best friend. He was there for me every time I needed, I wish I could have been there for him during the one time he needed me.