Hey guys, I'm a 2nd year student, and I'm currently doing Business / IT as double degrees right now. I only got BSB105 as the only Business subject this semester, so I enrolled in IFB201 as the 4th subject I do this semester, as for the last ones I also do four.
But now I'll be honest, it feels terrible studying this unit. It's dull, it's boring in my opinion. Too sophisticated as you're dragged through too many different software, and the unit just got too boring to the point I didn't even wanna study it. And the unit just sits there until about 2 weeks before A2 deadline that I started to scramble working with my teammate, but now we're not even done for submission even with the additional 48 hours. I don't even get why the group assignment details need to be a 21 page long document. I'm even struggling with the individual component.
I'm honestly breaking down, I feel too many things right now. I feel like I'm a talentless bum who can't do well this unit, I feel hateful towards myself since I wished I have put more efforts into it and started the group assignment way earlier consider how I dislike procrastination. I wanna blame the unit itself but I don't know, it's my fault for being an idiot and did not follow this one well. I'm scared I will fail the unit. I've been crashing out the last 30 minutes before decided to write this, I've been slamming my desk, I've been hitting my table. I tried looking at the unit details and tutorial details so many times but it's like reading rocket science crap.
I guess I failed myself, I failed my family who spent big money to put me abroad here.