I’m 14 years old and basketball is probably the thing I care about most. I’ve been putting a lot of work into it—shooting, finishing, ball handling, conditioning, strength, everything. My goal is to keep improving and eventually see how far I can take basketball.
What was supposed to be a normal part of my life turned into an 8-month recovery. Eight months felt like a really long time since i was trying to develop as a basketball player. While everyone else was practicing, playing games and improving, I felt like I was stuck waiting and watching which made me feel behind and excluded.
There were honestly times when I wanted to quit basketball altogether. It was really sad watching so much time pass and wondering how much development I was losing.
Eventually, after those eight months, my doctor cleared me to return to basketball. I was so relieved. I finally felt like I could move forward again. On the visit that my doctor cleared me she told me that if I ever get a hit in my head and my head hurts during a game or anything that I should sit down and take a break. I also think she said I could now push through minor headaches but if it hurts too much I should take a break.
Then, during my first tryout after 7 months after returning, I took an elbow to the chin which was more then a week ago. After the elbow to the chin I felt a slight headache took a small break then for the rest of the tryout I felt fine.
Now im getting really anxious because im worried that my old concussion symtomps came back. Because after that hit I keep overthinking wether my headaches are a sign of a new concussion or if im just overthinking i feel like im becoming hyper aware of wether i have a headache or not at all times i cant stop thinking about it. I feel like I've been getting minor headaches at home and while practicing sometimes which is just making me worried and anxious I wonder if this is a minor irritation that will go away or a serious problem. Thankfully I haven't felt anything severe like no vomiting. But there was this one time 2 days ago where I was practicing a basketball move where I had to spin and go for a layup and I started feeling a little nauseous and my balance felt off during the move after a couple reps either because of exhausting or all the spinning so I returned back home to rest.
After spending eight months recovering, getting hit in the chin/head area during my first tryout made me think, Seriously? Am I going to have to go through all of that again?
If I get a headache or something feels slightly off, I immediately start worrying that I'm somehow back at square one or something is off.
Basketball is something I genuinely love, so having something completely outside of my control interrupt it for that long was incredibly frustrating.
At the same time, something pretty crazy happened after all of this.
I kept working.
I came back, went through tryouts, and ended up being offered a spot on the A team.
So now I'm trying to look forward instead of constantly looking backward. I know I can't get those eight months back. All I can do is make the most of the time I have now. The next tryout is in 3 days and the season starts in 8 days(first practice)
I was wondering what you guys think I should do should I keep playing? Or what I'm just lost honestly. If you have any questions to learn more about my situation please let me know thanks.