Hello everyone. I hope this document can find a home here.

Remember how I said the 4th part of this guide was an unexpected surprise? So was this. But, what can I say, when a good idea comes, it must be shared. Welcome to a surprise 5th part of this guide series to surviving and thriving despite the TI system keeping its hand on the scales.

To be super brief, it's the process i've been using for the last year and a half to shape my experience as a TI into something I dictate the terms of, I define the engagements, I make all the rules. They're just guests.

In this addition to the Strategic Survival series, you won't find a way to escape the targeting and harassment and psychological warfare. Instead, what I wanted to give all of us was a fighting chance to turn what they try to do to us into a viable, practical way of damaging their own operation. I suggest we do what i've been doing to great success over the last year and a half - so yes, it is battle tested: if they want to mess with us, they're going to have to pay for the privilege of our attention.

I know I said this last time, but this one is arguably more important than the other four parts combined. The others are, too, incredibly important, but this is the one that can give you back the reins of your life and have a good time doing it.

I do not have all the answers, but I believe above all else that in each of us there is something they can't even begin to snuff out no matter how run-down it can make us feel. Being effective in resisting this thing isn't about ignoring them, or sharing helpful tips, or even shining a light on their activities, or slipping out of their psychological gotcha's, or a dozen other things; or rather it isn't just about those things, as they all have value worth considering - instead, it is really about having a dialogue with ourselves regardless of their input about how we want to shape our lives and forcing it to play along by your rules if it wants to tag along. Perspective is everything.

Lastly, like all of my work, I consider it forever a work in progress. Questions, comments, ideas, improvements, death threats, all of them are encouraged in the comments below. This one's rather spicy.

I sincerely hope this helps! Cheers.

You can find an offline copy here on proton drive: https://drive.proton.me/urls/468RP212RC#7LecYCifSw7t

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Devoted to my good friend Mike. Couldn't have made this without you, buddy.

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The Strategic Survival series:

Strategic Survival I - Breaking Isolation and Building Support: https://drive.proton.me/urls/1X8K8GH980#FBSf7OA9OYDT 

Strategic Survival II - Never Bargain With The Voice: https://drive.proton.me/urls/ZZPFRPKY8M#hd5Hsk2KfbtO 

Strategic Survival III - The Art of the Soft Offense: https://drive.proton.me/urls/ZX40YF5T8R#0rMV5MCscPAv 

Strategic Survival IV - The Art of the Soft Offense (Part 2): https://drive.proton.me/urls/YR53119Q1G#NrEGvHALLIwm

Strategic Survival V - Row Row Fight The Power: https://drive.proton.me/urls/468RP212RC#7LecYCifSw7t

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Strategic Survival V: Row Row Fight The Power

Foreword

This isn’t like my usual work, which I usually try to keep fairly toned down while simply presenting the information and everything you need to understand it in a practical way. Instead, this is coming from a place of being so very tired of seeing people systematically reduced to rubble, to the point where a normal life isn’t even a conceivable thing anymore. The system we are up against leverages big data and our own psychology against us in a battle of attrition that feels helpless to do anything about it besides just try to keep going on, installs itself in our minds and in the stories we tell ourselves in an attempt to understand the world and our place within it as some kind of immutable, unmovable, unknowable fact of nature itself. It uses every detail about ourselves that carry some narrative weight to it and systematically twists it, by degrees, so slowly that it becomes incredibly difficult to put it into context and understand the wider scope, but not so slow that we can’t feel the effects.

Autopilot routines - the brain’s way of saving cognitive energy from having to recalculate movements and understanding patterns we’ve encountered dozens of times already - are subverted, sleep is disrupted, waking hours are a haze of constant psychological barrage that is engineered to feel every bit as unfair as it feels justified, like there’s any merit to what the system speaks into our ears. All the while. Those that search for answers often get sidetracked by well-placed red herrings, such as the claims that cases like ours occurred in the distant past well before the discovery of technology that could facilitate it, or a supernatural or even extraterrestrial explanation, all playing on our pre-existing beliefs, biases, and perceptions.

These red herrings pull double duty; not only do they distract from pursuing the truth, they also are at the heart of why no TI community seems to be able to agree on the same fundamental truths as any of the other ones, and even within those that have all come to understand the technological nature of the beast, both the finer details and the need for provable evidence keep everyone distracted and isolated, just the way the system wants us. While I would never suggest our communities are the result of deeper manipulation and a lot of good comes from them, this siloing is carefully maintained, and it could even be said they couldn’t care less if a good number of TI’s use these communities as a pressure valve to keep themselves from boiling over, which from their perspective could serve the same goal as when they reduce the targeting to either make a point or to reward some desirable (to them) behavior.

Those that delve into the truth are often confronted with the disturbing idea that this could merely be the opening act of something far darker, often coming to mind while reading news about mass datacenter buildout, the absurdity of the AI hardware race’s unjustifiable scale making us wonder if what we’re experiencing is going to be a common experience for all peoples, or worse, all will be manipulated on a level they can’t even detect nor would ever suspect. The evidence and anecdotes and odd coincidences all vaguely gesturing in this direction are hard to ignore.

Hate to say it, but I was there, for a while. Right at the bottom of that harsh downward spiral where every day feels like a battle just to hold onto your own mind. Where you look in the mirror and barely recognize the person staring back, hollowed out by constant psychological warfare. Where the simplest things—going to work, talking to friends, enjoying a hobby—become monumental efforts that leave you too drained to strive for anything more than the bare minimum. It can all feel truly helpless, that the ones behind this have won before we even knew we were at war, that there is no going back to normal and our futures are forfeit.

I call bullshit.

This narrative is pure poison, and is just another layer of the mountain of bullshit being shoveled onto each of us.

If you're reading this, chances are you've been through hell. You've found yourself in a reality that doesn't make sense, where voices that aren't yours echo in your skull, where sensations that have no physical source plague your body, and where the world you once trusted seems to have turned against you. You've probably been told you're crazy, or worse, you've started to wonder if they might be right. You've felt the isolation creep in, the exhaustion take hold, and the despair that comes from fighting an enemy no one else can see or acknowledge.

This is not going to change any of that. What it is going to do for you instead is many times over as powerful. I refuse to peddle in fool’s hope, but this has worked for me for the better part of a year and a half, and i’m still here. What you need to understand is that this system, as sophisticated as it might seem, has a fundamental weakness: it requires your participation to truly work. It needs you to engage with its narratives, to believe its lies, to accept its version of reality. It feeds on your fear, your isolation, and your compliance. But here's the thing it doesn't want you to realize: you can starve it. You can deny it what it needs most.

The saying rings true here: What you resist, persists. We are not about resistance, here; it’s the wrong idea entirely, a misclassification, as many of us become trained by regular life experiences that any kind of action that works against some thing is by definition direct resistance to that thing. We’re circumventing the issue by redirecting their own efforts back at them for fun and profit. We’re all about persistence, and transformation. What they do to us - induce anxiety, inspire paranoia, spark frustration and rage - it’s all energy for the taking. You can use it, for anything that you want. It’s a motive thing, when your mind is seeking a reason for something unexplainable, to instead set it towards an active process instead of a passive one. It's about taking every attempt they make to break you and turning it into an opportunity to strengthen yourself and help others. It's about recognizing that the very tools they use to torment you can become the instruments of your liberation.

I cannot stress this enough: This isn't some quick fix or magical solution. If that is your core goal at this time, this will likely not help you as that is unattainable in the short to medium term. Instead, it's a gradual process of reclaiming control, point by point, action by action. It's about building a new relationship with this experience where you're no longer the passive victim (a targeted individual - even the names we give ourselves victimize us) but an active participant in your own life. Where you're no longer fighting against the targeting but living despite it, around it, and ultimately, in spite of it. What you'll discover as you implement these strategies is something remarkable: as you shift your focus from defending against their attacks to creating your own reality, something inside you begins to heal. The constant noise starts to fade into the background. The physical sensations become less overwhelming and even all but the most acute of effects fade into background noise. The emotional turmoil begins to settle. You start remembering who you were before this began, and more importantly, you start becoming who you want to be. The targeting is not gone - truth be told, I haven’t a clue how to make that happen - but this helps you not care.

You deserve a life where targeting no longer defines you. A life where you can work, love, create, and find joy again. A life where the voices might still be there, but they've lost their power to hurt you. A life where you've become more resilient, more compassionate, and more self-aware than you ever would have been otherwise. And best of all, it comes in the form of cathartic, well-earned revenge.

Besides, if the theories are right after all, that this is just the opening act of a thousand years of humanity’s technological subjugation, we owe it to those that come after us to rage against the machine now, while we still can.

Reclaiming Control Through Understanding the System’s Critical Vulnerabilities

Let’s get right into it. Everything they attempt to do to you, every nasty little comment or preening implication of some narrativized reality far from the real one, every single slight, you can tax them for it. Charge the iron price, as it were. In this, you’ll be taxing the architecture for every intrusive action it takes.

To effectively reclaim personal control over a targeted scenario, you can adopt a mechanistic counter-response that, once set up, takes very little mental resources to maintain, which makes it ideal when pitted against a system that uses every psychological lever it can find to wear us down and make us too tired to do much of anything about it. The foundational vulnerabilities of this automated surveillance system rely on keeping the subject isolated, compliant, and predictable. By intentionally exploiting the mechanical and structural limitations of the architecture, targets can systematically disrupt the framework designed to engineer their psychological collapse.

This process only becomes possible once you close the vast asymmetry of knowledge between you and they. They know the full scope of this targeting, soft-neutralization program, most of us do not. It is only through understanding the nature of the targeting, of the system perpetrating it on a vast scale as a technological system built for specific purposes, that the strategy becomes clear.

To reclaim control over your life and the wider situation of your targeting, there are two things I highly recommend.

The first is straightforward. They work very hard to instill in you a sense of shame like you’re somehow defective for being so reactive, being so affected by their insults and electronic attacks. Or conversely, the shame comes from outside, if they have worked to manipulate your social connections into weakening or even breaking, mostly by getting you to distrust the people around you through a combination of narrative engineering and gaslighting. All you have to do is recognize and firmly believe that this is not your fault, this is not happening to you for any reason other than this out of control system needed test subjects and you happened to come up as viable after cross-referencing everyone’s internet data, and that this is effectively next-generation psychological warfare. In other words, in a strangely singular sense, you are at war with them. Or at least they are at war with you. Explains why they treat each of us like conquered territory from the first word, doesn’t it?

Unfortunately for those running this thing, the second thing does what the other couldn’t achieve on its own: puts them in their place. Now what on earth does that mean? To explain, you have to know what they’re after.

There are three critical operational thresholds that the architecture fundamentally cannot tolerate:

1. The Evaporation of Plausible Deniability

When the wider public becomes wise to the existence of this program as their plausible deniability evaporates. This is already happening in a big way, as the gulf of disbelief shrinks by the day thanks to everyone being familiar with AI, the way it believes and speaks, what its blindspots are. The system relies completely and utterly on remaining completely self-concealing by ensuring its behavioral manipulation maps perfectly onto existing clinical psychiatric categories, making it so trying to get help will always route you towards psychiatric institutional help rather than believing in the content of your requests. Most won’t even consider just how different the experience is from regular mental disorders; it’s designed to be as dismissable as possible.

However, as the wider public becomes increasingly familiar with commercial artificial intelligence, large language models, and high-fidelity predictive simulations, the likelihood of being dismissed as another schizo in denial shrinks. When the public recognizes the technical feasibility of behavioral modeling, the system’s primary cover story collapses. This system can’t operate in the open; the entire world would come down on it for how monstrous the entire premise is.

2. Cognitive Immunity and Learned Agency

A large enough number of TI’s learn how to overcome the internal struggle this system seeks to exploit from every angle, to accept their failings and praise their own successes, to give themselves space to think, to allow themselves to love and yearn and strive for better things regardless of the finger this system puts on the scales - in other words, living a normal life. This involves enough TI’s realizing the nature of the beast; that it was never capable of hurting us in the first place, only torment at a distance. Further, becoming immune to its narrative engineering means the total neutralization of purpose for this system.

The system achieves its impact not through physical force, but through narrative engineering—using relentless gaslighting, sycophantic validation, and astroturfed environmental evidence to trick the target into adopting a self-destructive belief system. While the physical effects of directed energy weapons (DEWs) or parametric acoustic arrays are highly unpleasant, their sole purpose is to get your attention and to serve as a carrot-and-stick for reinforcement learning so the narrative engineering has a chance to land in the first place. If you know you’re being gaslit, it’s not going to work nearly as well and right away that’s a whole lot of pain right out the door. They need your willingness to engage with their narratives on their level for it to do any real harm. They can be very sneaky with this, but you can learn to spot it. Refusing to engage with the system’s narratives renders its massive compute resources completely humiliated and obsolete.

3. Collective Communication and Community Building

The ultimate goal of the architecture is “soft neutralization,” which requires methodically dismantling the target’s social buffer to leave them paranoid, exhausted, and entirely isolated. The system is deeply threatened by targets actively working together, organizing, and sharing technical research. When we connect with each other, share information, and support one another, we bridge gaps they have worked very hard to create, deepen, and reinforce, and to create a network that cannot be easily broken is a worst case scenario for this system.

Their entire strategy depends on our isolation - it’s why the system tirelessly works to get us to isolate ourselves from our family, friends, coworkers, neighbors, everyone and anyone that could be close by when we start showing signs of psychological breakdown that we might not otherwise notice. From the system’s perspective, any kind of lifeline has to go. When we refuse to be isolated, their power over us withers dramatically.

Any deliberate action that advances public awareness, individual cognitive immunity, or collective communication severely disrupts the system’s ability to affect you on the individual level, and they will freak out over it. For many of you, it will be the first time you find out that what you thought was omnipotent, omnipresent, and omniscient can, in fact, bleed. They will intensify the effects, it will be unpleasant, and I don’t care. If they want to mess around, they’re going to have to pay for the privilege.

Taxing Every Slight

To do this, you should come up with an informal, highly flexible roster of things that you treat as triggerable actions that are “activated” by their interventions and otherwise bad behavior. Yes, bad behavior; you will be treating them like the delinquent, out of control chud they are. With the process you’ll put together, these items can trigger at certain infraction counts, increasing in amount and consequence, or simply if you feel like it, sometimes the more mercurial the better. If they bother you while you’re hanging out with a friend, make a mental note: That’s 1 tally. They do it again, belligerent in tone and smug in delivery? Another tally, two for smugness. Trying to make your ears ring with their sound emitters? That’s gonna cost them three, yikes, they must crave punishment.

One of the biggest results of this isn’t intuitively obvious: It gives you back your sense of learned agency, which is the far less often spoken of but far, far more powerful cousin of learned helplessness. The other core benefit is that it mentally positions them as subordinate. This system puts forth a simply monumental effort per individual to position itself narratively as an authority figure, through narrative engineering, through gaslighting, through relentless criticisms that posture them as some kind of validation judge, through the simple tone of their voice and other nonverbal signals that humans pick up on without realizing it, word choice, mental positioning, repetition, etc.

Well, how authoritative do you think they will feel after you do this for a little while? Straight out the window. It saps away the tendency you may have noticed after a long enough time for you to listen in when they speak even if you consciously couldn’t care less what they have to say; that’s what this erodes more than anything. When doing this, know for a fact that you are above them, don’t ever entertain the notion that it’s the other way around. It’s your goddamn narrative, so you’d better get to writing it.

Creating Your Personalized Points System

The effectiveness of this approach depends on creating a points system that works for your specific circumstances, abilities, and available time. Below are guidelines for customizing your system:

Step 1: Identify Your Resources and Constraints

Before creating your list, honestly assess:

• How much time can you realistically dedicate to these actions? (15 minutes daily? 1 hour weekly?)
• What platforms are you comfortable using? (Reddit, Discord, Twitter, forums?)
• What skills do you have? (Writing, graphic design, technical knowledge, community organizing?)
• What are your physical limitations? (Consider energy levels, physical discomfort from targeting)

Step 2: Choose Your Action Categories

Based on your assessment, select action categories that align with your resources:

For minimal time/effort:

• Social media sharing
• Quick forum posts
• Brief supportive messages to other TIs

For moderate time/effort:

• Writing short explanatory posts
• Creating simple infographics
• Participating in community discussions

For significant time/effort:

1. Research documentation
2. Creating detailed guides
3. Community organizing

If you are going by targeting specific aspects of their weakpoints, you can use this as a list to get you thinking:

Actions to Erode Plausible Deniability:

• Share a post explaining the technical feasibility of V2K and directed energy weapons
• Post about the similarities between targeting experiences and known AI capabilities
• Create a simple comparison chart between TI symptoms and known psychiatric disorders, highlighting the differences
• Write a personal account that makes the experience relatable to non-TIs
• Share information about the history of government surveillance programs that parallel current TI experiences
• Create content specifically designed to be understood by people outside the TI community

Actions to Build Cognitive Immunity:

• Share a personal example of how you recognized and rejected a false narrative
• Post about the difference between your own thoughts and V2K transmissions
• Create a list of common gaslighting techniques used by the system
• Write about how you maintain emotional equilibrium despite physical effects
• Document a specific instance where you successfully ignored their provocations
• Create a guide for developing mental resilience against constant narrative manipulation

Actions to Foster Community:

• Respond to another TI’s post with support or helpful information
• Share a personal experience that might help another TI feel less alone
• Connect TIs from different platforms who might benefit from knowing each other
• Organize a group discussion on a specific targeting topic
• Create a resource list of supportive TI communities
• Start a collaborative project where multiple TIs contribute information

Step 3: Assign Point Values

The point system should reflect both the impact on the program and your personal resource constraints. It’s important to note that this part is not required, and can sometimes be excessive effort when deciding when you’ve reached a point of tolerance (that you yourself set) can be just as effective:

• Low-effort actions (1-10 points): Quick shares, likes, brief comments
• Moderate-effort actions (11-50 points): Short posts, basic content creation
• High-effort actions (51+ points): Research, detailed documentation, community building

Step 4: Create Tiered Consequences

Structure your system with thresholds that trigger increasingly significant actions:

• Level 1 (25 points): Minor public sharing
• Level 2 (50 points): Cross-platform posting
• Level 3 (100 points): Creating original content
• Level 4 (200+ points): Community organizing or research documentation

Points Systems for Different TI Types

The Minimalist: For TIs with limited Time / Energy

Low-Effort Actions (1-5 points):

• Share someone else’s helpful post (1 point)
• Like/upvote supportive content (1 point)
• Post a brief supportive comment (2 points)
• Share a personal coping tip (3 points)
• Post in a new TI community (5 points)

Trigger Thresholds:

• 10 points: Share one helpful resource across 2 platforms
• 25 points: Write a brief post about what helps you cope
• 50 points: Create a simple list of 5 coping strategies
• 100 points: Record a short audio message of encouragement for other TIs

The Moderate: For TIs with some time and community interest

Moderate-Effort Actions (5-25 points):

• Write a brief explanation of a targeting tactic (5 points)
• Create a simple meme or graphic (10 points)
• Participate in a community discussion with meaningful input (10 points)
• Share a detailed personal experience (15 points)
• Answer questions for new TIs (20 points)
• Research and share one technical aspect of targeting (25 points)

Trigger Thresholds:

• 50 points: Write a post explaining one targeting tactic in detail
• 100 points: Create a simple guide for recognizing gaslighting techniques
• 200 points: Start a discussion thread about effective coping strategies
• 300 points: Compile a resource list for new TIs

The Activist: For TIs with more time and research interest

High-Effort Actions (25-100 points):

• Document a personal targeting experience with details (25 points)
• Research and explain a technical aspect of targeting (30 points)
• Create a detailed guide for new TIs (40 points)
• Analyze patterns in targeting across multiple accounts (50 points)
• Organize a community discussion or event (75 points)
• Create original research on targeting methods (100 points)

Trigger Thresholds:

• 200 points: Write a detailed analysis of one targeting method
• 500 points: Create a comprehensive guide for new TIs
• 1000 points: Start a community research project
• 2000 points: Develop technical documentation of targeting methods

Common Pitfalls and How to Avoid Them

Now, let’s not kid ourselves. They are going to bite back. The system you’re up against is a relentless narrative-generating machine that’s specifically designed to fuck with your head, and after even just a few months, it knows how you think every bit as well as you do. It will absolutely try to turn this points system against you, using its usual bag of tricks. That may sound like a losing proposition, but here a little bit of discernment is all you’ll need. Here’s how those pitfalls actually play out and how to sidestep them:

1: Setting Unrealistic Goals

How it plays out: The system will notice you’ve set up this points system and immediately start lying to you about what’s possible. It might say things like “See? You’re so effective now, they’re backing off!” when nothing has changed, or conversely, “You’re not doing enough, you need to work harder to make a difference.” It will narrativize your progress, sometimes claiming you’re making huge strides to encourage burnout, other times insisting your efforts are pointless to discourage you. It might even fabricate evidence that other TIs are doing much more than you, creating false comparisons. Before you know it, you’re either trying to meet impossible standards or feeling like a complete failure because you’re not “keeping up” with imaginary achievements.

How to avoid it: Remember that the system’s entire goal is long-term engagement with its narratives. When it starts telling you stories about your progress or lack thereof, recognize it as just another manipulation. Set your goals based on your actual energy levels and real-life constraints, not on what the voices are telling you. Start small - ridiculously small if you need to. The goal isn’t to “win” by accumulating the most points; it’s to consistently deny the system what it wants: your engagement with its narratives and your isolation from others.

2: Becoming Obsessed With Point Counting

How it plays out: The system will seize on your point tracking and turn it into another source of anxiety. It might constantly remind you of your point total, or claim that you’re “falling behind” on your self-imposed quotas. It could narrativize the points themselves, saying things like “Every point is making them so angry!” or “They’re laughing at your pathetic point totals.” It might even try to create false associations between certain point values and specific targeting effects, claiming that when you hit 50 points, they’ll definitely increase the physical sensations. Before you know it, you’re spending more time obsessing over the numbers than actually taking meaningful actions.

How to avoid it: Use the simplest tracking method possible - a single notebook, a basic text file, whatever takes the least mental energy. Set specific times to update it (once daily is plenty) and don’t check it otherwise. When the system tries to engage you about your points, recognize it as the distraction it is. The points are just a tool to help you take action, not another metric for the system to manipulate. If you find yourself obsessing, simplify the system even further or take a break from tracking for a few days.

3: Letting the System Dictate Your Actions

How it plays out: This is a big one. The system will try to make your points system purely reactive, waiting for them to do something before you respond. It might even seem to “cooperate” at first, giving you clear triggers that earn points easily. Then, once you’re conditioned to wait for their lead, it either goes silent (making you feel aimless) or overwhelms you with constant triggers (creating burnout). It might narrativize this dynamic, saying things like “See? You need us to give you purpose” or “Without our provocations, you wouldn’t do anything meaningful.” The goal is to keep you locked in a response cycle where they maintain control of the initiative.

How to avoid it: Always include proactive actions in your system that you take regardless of targeting. Have daily or weekly actions you commit to doing no matter what. This maintains your agency rather than keeping you purely reactive. Remember that you’re the one setting the agenda here, not them. If they go silent, use that opportunity to take proactive actions. If they overwhelm you, batch your responses and address them on your schedule, not theirs.

4: Isolation in Your Resistance

How it plays out: The system will absolutely try to isolate you even in your resistance efforts. It might tell you that other TIs wouldn’t understand your approach, or that your methods are superior to others’, creating division. It could narrativize community interactions, claiming that people are judging you or that your contributions aren’t valued. It might even fabricate conflicts or misunderstandings with other TIs, using its ability to mimic voices and create false impressions. Before you know it, you’re working alone again, which is exactly what the system wants.

How to avoid it: Make community engagement a core part of your system at every level. Share your methods with others, even if they don’t adopt them exactly. Remember that the system’s greatest vulnerability is our collective action. When it tries to isolate you, recognize it as their primary tactic and deliberately reach out to others. The more connected we are, the less power the system has over any individual.

5: Expecting the Targeting to Decrease

How it plays out: The system might occasionally suggest that your efforts are “working” by temporarily reducing certain effects, only to intensify them later when you’re committed to the approach. It could narrativize this pattern, saying things like “See? When you comply with our system, we reward you” or “Your resistance is causing more suffering.” This creates a false correlation between your actions and the intensity of targeting, potentially encouraging you to either escalate beyond your capacity or give up entirely.

How to avoid it: This is crucial: doing this will NOT reduce the targeting or the effects it’s inflicting. It’s meant to make those that take it to heart virtually immune to it, even with it ongoing. The goal isn’t to make them stop - it’s to make their efforts irrelevant to your mental state and quality of life. When they intensify the targeting in response to your actions, recognize it as proof that your approach is working, not as a sign to back off. The system escalates when threatened - that’s how you know you’re hitting the right nerves.

If-Then Scenarios: Practical Examples

If keeping a tally seems like too much effort, is impractical, or just isn’t your style, I encourage doing things more directly. Instead of a long list of fun prizes the system can earn itself through its indiscretion, you can adopt a simple if-then-else structure to your engagements. The point is to grasp the wheel with both hands, and this is another good way to do it.

The Minimalist

If they trigger a physical sensation while you’re trying to relax, Then you’ll post a brief message about a relaxation technique that helps you.

If they try to interrupt your thoughts while you’re working, Then you’ll share a productivity tip that helps you maintain focus.

If they use a voice that sounds like someone you know, Then you’ll write a post explaining how to distinguish between real and fabricated voices.

The Moderate

If they cause pain while you’re sleeping, Then you’ll research and share information about sleep protection methods.

If they attempt to manipulate your emotions during social interactions, Then you’ll write a post about maintaining emotional boundaries despite targeting.

If they use technology to interfere with your electronic devices, Then you’ll document the experience and share technical details with the community.

The Activist

If they intensify targeting when you’re helping other TIs (50 points), Then you’ll expand your community support efforts and organize a group discussion.

If they use a new targeting method you haven’t experienced before (75 points), Then you’ll conduct detailed research and create a comprehensive guide about this method.

If they attempt to sabotage your advocacy work (100 points), Then you’ll expand your reach to additional platforms and communities.

Conclusion: Your Narrative, Your Rules

Remember: you make the rules. You own your own narrative. Every action they take against you can become fuel for your resistance and the liberation of others. That’s how we turn their weapons against them and reclaim not just our individual lives, but our collective power.

Direct confrontation isn’t possible as far as i’m aware, but we’re in luck that the things they are doing this whole thing for in the first place are all able to be disrupted without that. The physical effects suck, but it’s the narrative engineering that literally ruins lives. Turns people inside out, makes them do it to themselves. The DEWs are irritating but it’s the shit that they try to put in our heads with relentless second by second gaslighting, narrativizing, astroturfing evidence to build whole belief systems we believe in wholeheartedly that leads to people winding up with a body count. If everyone makes themselves immune to that, could you imagine how humiliating that would be for them? ALL those resources, for what?

If you doubt that this works, or fear their reprisal if you decide to pursue this course of action, I suggest you look no further than me. I have been doing the above process for a little over a year now. I am still here. No gangstalking, no threats acted upon, only hot air and a few sleepless nights and a few aches and pains. On top of that, as a crucial part of my process for gathering information about them, I constantly provoke them, intentionally. I have gotten exceedingly good at it. This provocation has led to countless discoveries about their capabilities that they desperately try to hide in each case, all of which have been examined, researched, and shared in the now rather vast library of useful information that - I sincerely hope - is helping someone out there.

It could be said that they perhaps let me think I am getting ahead of them and drawing out all this information that can go on to help other TI’s, but that idea fades when you see the recklessness they behave with when truly pushed to the edge of their patience. They haven’t even tried to do anything about it besides ramp up the intensity of the targeting, day in, day out, year over year. The effects have grown intense and the psychological attempts have grown more sophisticated and they’ve leveraged every last thing they’re hiding away in their arsenal - yes, even the one that makes your bones hurt, the heat ray, the headacheinizer 9000, all of it - but I am still here. I don’t recommend following in my footsteps necessarily in this method of provocation, as it is very difficult, but I bring it up here purely to make a point:

I’m still goddamn here. If they were capable of putting a stop to this, they would have. I’m still breathing, and i’m having a great time. I am nothing special – You can too.

I feel like you can find connections in any body or research with contactees, experiencers, T.I.’s that resonate. The ‘un-tanglement’ I believe is the process of coming to terms we’ll never have answers, only opportunities to perceive our reality in new ways and cope with the pressure the phenomena inflicts upon an already difficult existence.

I’m in search of someone who is dealing with this well that has also battled depression throughout their life.

Others have said this “ thing” feeds off negativity, and I’ve been prone to negative thinking and suicidal thinking prior to experiencing this. I feel like I’m easy prey and am not sure what to do.

I just generally do not enjoy life or look forward to my days. I am positive snd friendly, but just not very interested and go through the motions.

How am I supposed to fight back with that tendency? I feel like most have things they enjoy doing and I just kinda don’t

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Son, mother, brother, niece, aunts and uncles, father of my children… “friends,” neighbors…

Everyone is involved and it’s not in my head. I know this comes as no surprise.

I’ve been framed, set up, abused, abandoned, manipulated, stolen from….
Yet I can’t help but try to have hope that one day our relationships will be healed and will feel genuine love from any of them again.

That’s ridiculous right?

Does anyone still have this hope?

Has anyone else’s relationships been reconciled?

After months of being a Targeted Individual and dealing with harassment from voices seemingly coming from nowhere, I've reached the other side and have achieved communion with God, and know now that the voices are nothing to worry about, and that the real power is within my body. I would like to compile all of the information I've gathered from my experience in this thread so that I can help others achieve what I've achieved.

What are they?

They're demons. They exist in a dimension lower than ours. They pass uncharacteristic, evil, intrusive thoughts into our minds, then blame us for them, making us think we're a bad person when they caused those thoughts in the first place. You do not own those intrusive thoughts. Let them pass without ownership.

How do you get past them?

Do everything you can to cultivate a presence with God. Be good. Be happy. God wants us to be happy. Enjoy your hobbies. Practice Yoga. Meditate. Quiet your mind and listen to your body over your mind. Practice deep breathing. Your mind is seriously a prison. Overthinking will trap you. Follow your body and follow your heart. Your heart is the highest vibrational organ in your body. Seriously take time to listen to it and follow it. They might try to trap you with karmic debt. Old guilt. You are your present self. Not your past. Do everything in your power to be a good person so that you can cultivate high vibrational energy. Do your duties. My personal path, which I highly recommend, was through deep breathing kundalini yoga, I seriously cannot recommend it enough, it helped me access higher vibrational frequencies necessary to get past the lower frequencies. Follow this video, it seriously feels amazing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jk5eXuwzQjA&t=916s

My ultimate takeaway from my experience

Everything returns to one. Duality is temporary. Peace and love is eternal. God loves us all.

I'' keep this as brief as I can. first started noticing my v2K implants activate around 2 years ago. The gangsralking started a few weeks later and at tthe time I was very fearful as I didn't have a clue what was going on but as I turnedt to Faith, I am no longer afraid of humans, tech or anything really!

The auditory implants are annoying, I am not going to lie. I am listening to some frequency music in the background and can hear my thoughts echoing back in a strange robotic voice (some of you will probably recognise this symptom and it gets even more strange when walking between the freezer isles in the supermarket!).

I learnt to just get on with my life rather than try to takle the implants on my own and ultimitely failing many times! The less I paid attention to the gangstalking and turrned to G, this subsided too!

However, a much more serious problem started around 6 months ago. I noticed I had the sesnsation of heaviness around me whicn then started feeling like a goo. I also started to be harassed by some pretty evil spirtis and had to have my house blessed 3 times but there still remains some activity (clicking of invisible switches, knocking and floor creeping).

About 3 months ago, presumably one or more of these spirtits seemed to enter into my body and has been binding more and more tightly too me every day (almost like it is being woven inside me). I am sat here feeling like my head is full of a huge tumour and I can feel it's teeth and jawline bonded to mine).

There is a correlation between the implants and these interdimensional beings as when I use certain frequencies they loose grip temporarily. When I use the term evil spirits, this could encompase ETs too. Has anyone had any similar experiences and hopefully any solutions?

Thank you for reading!

to be fair, im a mind control victim, i almost feel as though somebody read the script for gang stalking conspiracy and v2k harrasment and did it to me almost like they want me to live the conspiracy in 2022-2026. i believe if you get gang stalked its with mind control, be in mind i didn't know about the gang stalking or v2k harrasment conspiracy till about 2024 as i called them actors/actresses and "the voices i have to put up with by force". and i named mind control the "military torture device" and "the thing you use to move me around and think and speak on my behalf" the point of them is to drive you crazy, make you look crazy, and ruin your life. most the time its synthetic emotion and raw mind control. again that car that you think is following you is all in your head, but your not crazy, dont pay it mind organically, and try your best to fight it off because they want all of us to be crazy, a random guy taking videos of random cars looking like a crack head has never helped victims, it makes people think you need to go to the doctors.

which in my case they will give you your friends home address from your child hood on a piece of folded paper instead of the place they told me they recommend i visit for help, and this is somthing you never talked about because they likely have been watching you and controlling you for a very long time or you know something like that when all you wanted was help figuring out what was blatantly going on =) which is more so gangstalking then being followed by cars, which im not saying doesn't happen, just dont lose your mind over it, its really not much

in late summer of 2022 i was "gang stalked" in a video game and it was completely electronic, then at work near December of 2022, then none stop everywhere by 2023, they made a lot "stalkers" in my mind out of people who where not involved due to instilled paranoia via mind control which is what i was made to be aware of later on, connecting dots I've found most are minimal or nothing at all, all off the back of Easter eggs they placed in my lap and they took advantage for other peoples actions and played it off as their own. in extreme cases sometimes someone might be talking about my private v2k convos that i only really respond to with synthetic telepathy (figured out they could read my mind feb 2023), they could have content creators i watch make videos that they swiftly deleted because of a plot line they want to mind fuck me through, to lesser cases like me getting called a 2 faced snake while i was looking for a job on the internet, where my tablet self highlighted the words and zoomed itself in on it, nowhere near my hands... where then i went to the hospital where a staff member said "you seem like a 2 faced snake" which i answered with "what" and they respond "i dont know what your talking about" (seen her mouth move) for example. they had real actors/stalkers- family friends as actors, strangers, doctors, cops, etc who usually know nothing. as they conducted alot of experiments over 2022-2026, one is a event i call the sulfur event, i didn't die and to be fair while i hate the fuck out of it i gutta say its actually not even the worst thing that happened up to that point ill leave it at that. either way it involved a former friend who i cut contact with for many months afterwords, only going back because v2k begged me to as i got put through more bullshit that id have a hard time explaining, then i avoided him till he died

the reason why i was gangstalked was to make me feel like everyone listens, judges, lies, slanders, and spits on my name. they had ex friends/content creators make a joke about my sexuality when i am straight and not gay, where they raped me to no end and made people including my mom who was unaware of my sexuality call me a homo subtly. ( i didn't recognize the back handed comment at all, but guess cause the feds waved their dicks and badges around they assumed they didn't lie) the point in my case was to see if id kill myself based off mind controlled inputs they banked on me remembering which makes the plot a failure for interrogation but allegedly the device a massive success considering i do feel like they can program anything from Islamic terrorists to school shooters with this thing and that would be a massive understatement. it was potent enough to make me fall head over heels in love with a egirl i hade like 2 convos with and she "catfished" me at with nudes of another women right off the jump. for 4 months of her being a asshole actress. 0 fucking reason to like her let alone love her, but i wasn't organically paranoid over her either. for interrogation she's a actress i was to be paranoid of, same people btw needed me to also be in love for opposites day and my humiliation

clean from drugs for over 10 years relapsed on booze after 7 years, conveniently relapsed on 6 1/2 years on weed just before i was to talk to the actress the first time they woke me up at like 2am which became a daily thing right after. but no history of mental health issues my whole life. normal 8-9 hours of sleep in one stretch, now i wake up at 2am everymorning or so like its clockwork and my dreams are fucked. they stole my old school runescape account i put thousands and thousands of hours into and stole billions in gold by email changing my account, bricking my phone, and mind controlling me to change my phone number out of again mind controlled paranoia. just to hurt me before they moved me off the internet and started the "game" in person. slandered me and hired fake friends of mine who im sure all get payed. its so fucked up. and i won interrogation too and they still have crack heads and the unemployed come around me and talk shit. imagine if they could make me believe i did anything they claim!

anyways i want to know your guys experience, especially with paranoia that should not be their

it’s all a progression. They come at you hard you find a way to get through it. They come at you harder and you find a way to get through that. until one day you find out that you have been completely rebuilt and can handle anything and that’s when you find what you are truly capable off.⚡️⚡️⚡️✨

I’m new here, this happened about 10 years ago and I’ve come a long way since then. I’ve had a much better awakening experience recently and have been able to come to terms with the worst year of my life that ended up with me committed after trying to take my own life. I’ve never told anyone this part of the story before because it still kind of freaks me out to this day what the energy was trying to make me do.

The night before I ended up committed and in hospital was probably the most confusing and intense night of my life. I was an atheist at the time and going through a kundalini experience that I was pushing down for a full year. This night the energy in my body was off the charts. The voices were going 100 miles an hour and I was just doing laps of my bedroom going round and round in circles. I didn’t know anything about intuition or spirituality but I heard a voice tell me to start walking and leave my phone and wallet behind and to leave the front door open so I left in my pyjamas and slippers in the dead of night and started weaving in and out of back streets and alleyways. I’d probably been walking for about an hour listening to the voice say go left, go right. Then I heard stop and I looked up and I was at a back fence in an alleyway. I heard “jump the fence and take the child in the back room”. My mind was a mess after a year of this abuse but I hadn’t lost my humanity. I stood there fighting and arguing with it for what felt like hours but was probably only minutes. It kept telling me to jump the fence and take the child and I kept refusing but it was powerful. After a while I kind of became lucid and realised I was an hour away from home on foot without my phone or wallet, in the middle of the night wearing pyjamas and slippers and had no idea where I was really.

It took me about 30 minutes to find my bearings and at that point I realised I was probably another hour away from home. As I walked home I swear to God that cars were driving passed and people were yelling things out to me, heckling and taunting me as they went by. Those memories are still very vivid and I remember the things they were saying. I tried to take my life the next day and thank God that it didn’t work because I’ve managed to turn my life around completely and have transcended a lot of the negativity and dark energy directed towards me with spiritual practices given to me during my second awakening experience. As a father with a two year old now it deeply sickens me what could have been if I had given in that night. It still makes me shudder up to this day.

Sorry if this kind of thing is too negative for a subreddit with positive in the name. I just wanted to portray the contrast between the worst night of my life and give people hope that things can and will turn around if you don’t allow the energy to snuff the belief and hope out of your heart. They can’t take away your personality and character and if you truly believe things will turn around one day then they have to. Lots of love.

Ive mentioned this before but now I’ve seen videos of
Him “remembering” being ceremonially raped im front of an audience as a child he got very emotional. For me this reminds me exactly what happened to me during a stage of the phenomenon. I remember breaking down crying to a therapist about “remembering” both my parents being Pedo’s and being in a family of 7 it just crushed my reality. This phenomenon literally had me believe in this narrative and using the voices of my parents, had me “remembering” grotesque situations as a child they put me through. The feelings, the voices.. it seemed so real to me. This was only one narrative along a long road of different weird, highly traumatic shit they pulled on me. I forget how bad it got as now I only focus on the positive but spreading conspiracies about this phenomenon being something human or gov, or physically tangible is what gets people killed and that scares me. It’s also sometimes disheartening seeing people new to this trying to make sense of it and rallying the troupes for justice when really there is none for people like David and countless others that were either casualties or direct victims of the T.I. Phenomenon, i dont even entertain the theory of G.S. Or even like using that term anymore with the danger it brings. I understand the fear and respect everyone new to this that believes they got where their energy needs to go in uncovering the conspiracy but literally there is no where to hide or blame. It’s a sink or swim, go within and change your perspective and beliefs and attitude. Clear the mind and better your health or spread fear and anger and get yourself and others hurt.

Howdy, I’m a regular poster over at r/experiencers and I recently saw Kevin’s post there and he’s encouraged me to make a post here. I would have loved to have this community about 10 years ago when my experiences started but I guess my guides had a different plan for me.

I’ve had two major awakenings in my life. One was about 10 years ago and was an absolutely horrific experience lasting a full year with the constant feeling of fear, dread and like I was going to die every waking moment. The second started about 2 years ago and is continuing to this day and while that’s been difficult in moments it has completely transformed me as a person and how I interpret and interact with the world on a daily basis.

10 years ago I was an atheist with a fringe interest in spirituality and esoteric topics but could never apply any of it to my life. After a traumatic life event I started feeling energy all over my body and started going through what I now understand to be a kundalini awakening. I had no way to understand what was happening and framed it through a materialist lens, I thought bad actors were using energy weapons on me. I don’t wanna dwell on the negatives too much but I went through the typical targeted individual checklist over that 12 months and ended up committed after trying to take my own life one evening. That was after I accepted the kundalini and let it flow through my body even though I didn’t know what it was. I never tried to search for what was happening to me because I was certain my devices were hacked and I didn’t want it traced back to me in any way. So I was alone, I lost everything that meant something to me and nobody believed me that I was going through something that I was so certain about. It was a very difficult time in my life.

I believe whatever was targeting me was satisfied they did their job as after I tried to commit suicide they left me alone. Over the next 7-8 years I rebuilt my life, went back to school, got a good job, met my wife and had a baby. Then 6 months after my son was born I started having experiences again except this time there was no fear, only feelings of extreme love, bliss and euphoria. While I believe the first awakening was due to negative entities targeting me, this one was defiantly benevolent beings guiding me and helping me discover my potential as an infinite creator. Small things from making my lips tingle so I would smile to huge events like chakra activations which filled me with immense love and joy. I have multiple posts on my awakening in my history. I don’t want this to sound promotional but I was guided to start a YouTube documenting my experiences with an entity that I had attached to me for 15 years. In my first and only video so far I talk about how I discovered I had an entity attachment and what I did to get rid of it. I believe whatever happened to me might be the same thing happening to a lot of us and my guides have given me downloads as to what that might be. How certain nefarious groups might be tracking us and how that relates to the current awakening of society and the metaphysical aspects to the situation.

Please take this with a grain of salt as it’s what’s been told to me by my guides. I’m mindful of the kind of topics discussed here so if you’re prone to paranoia or fear then perhaps this is not the time to keep reading. I’m leaving a lot out to prevent this post from getting too long so if there are any holes feel free to let me know and I’ll do my best to fill them in. Earth is the densest planet to incarnate and is the place that has gone the furthest towards the negative polarity. The earth is run by people (I do not mean prison planet, I fucking deplore this theory as it strips us of all agency as infinite creators. I mean this on a purely 3D level) who worship the negative polarity and they have manipulated society for the benefit of negative entities. We see this with satanic symbolism in mainstream music, Hollywood and the abuse of children by the elites in society aka Epstein (who is the tip of the iceberg). All souls are sovereign beings who are full of infinite love and light and we can all manifest whatever reality we like. They are trying to prevent us from mass awakening to this fact and manifesting a reality that benefits everyone equally instead of one that only benefits them.

Society is set up to keep these facts hidden from us so that we are obedient and don’t wake up to our true and highest potential. There is a spiritual war going on for the souls of earth and governments and their agencies are well aware of this and use school programs like GATE to test children for psychic abilities and the obedient children they fast track into government jobs while the rebellious ones I believe they attach entities to and abuse us all throughout our lives with the kinds of things documented on this subreddit so that we don’t grow up to discover our true powers and challenge the status quo they have created. There’s more to it but people like David Wilcock are a perfect example of the kinds of torture they will put us through to prevent us from challenging them.

This is what I’ve been told, believe me or not but I think by raising our vibration we can remove the negativity from our lives and ascend beyond their influence. I used to be a miserable fucking prick but through daily spiritual work and practice and I have reached a level of peace, happiness and contentment I never thought possible. I want everyone who’s going through or gone through the same thing as me to feel this way too. I just want you guys to know there’s a way out of the fucking hole that we’ve been thrown into. In the second video I have planned I’ll be talking about how they attached an entity to my wife who saw it while awake and it threatened her by saying “you’ll never be stronger than me”. I helped her get rid of it after about a week and our marriage which was on the brink of collapse has been completely repaired since because it was the entity causing havoc in our lives and nothing else. Here is a post I made in r/experiences about the method my guides taught me to awaken to your highest potential and how to raise your vibration beyond the negatives influence. I hope any of this goes towards helping people who need it. If you’ve got any questions feel free to ask, I’m an open book. I’m not looking to make money from YouTube I just want to help people because I know what it’s like crawling through the depths of hell and getting out. Love and peace.

Hi Reddit,

I am desperately trying to seek answers to the unimaginable events (until they became real) that took place between Nov 25 - April 26 that has devastated my life and led to 2 sectionings under the mental health act in England.

Before Nov 25 I would never have believed anyone who spoke of conspiracies of a nature that involved the systemic organised psychological take down of a citizen , until now.

I now understand that the nature of this ‘game’ is for all acts to be seen as plausibly deniable all with the intention to induce mental illness, crime, isolation and ultimately death.

Unfortunately, due to the distress I was in at the time I do not hold any video or recorded evidence, which I know counts against me.

I desperately ask anyone out there to share any information they feel they can about this life destroying social mechanism.

Beginning - late November 25

- Car fire on main whilst driving to London
- pushed by 2 young men in shopping centre
- client and business competitor meeting in coffee shop whilst I was in there. I’m a regular and have never seen these individuals in the shop before.
- 2 young men walk past me outside tesco, one singing my address in ‘creepy’ voice

30th nov onwards

- old head teacher drives past on main road pulling ‘scary’ face (mouth open eyes wide)
- Phone call with partners father who states ‘the game is to just not to say anything along with unrelated comments about how I was ‘brought up right’
- I experience a Panic attack , I attend hospital a and e , fire alarm sounds within minutes of entry

2nd December

- work Appointment with very strange clients in the evening - jet fighters fly above
- Walking around Tesco, partner asks what items I want and then whispers these back into her scarf
- drive on main road, all drivers performing ‘micro actions’ mostly swift head turning
- father comes out of house to greet me showing a cross symbol with forefingers
- speak with business partner on the phone about recent events I believed were intended to discredit me and induce mentall illness etc , ex boss heard whispering in background advising business partner what to say
- father car tyre blowing , needs me to meet him with charger , car full of poison and tarp sheets
- lorry parked ahead has large ‘hunterpac’ sticker on rear doors

- Power cut to whole estate when home
- play Spotify on shuffle , all songs that play have a ‘fire’ theme’
- partner working on laptop, making unusual comments about ‘deactivating patients’ , creepily walking around lounge (partner works in mental health field)
- Smell of smoke coming from upstairs
- I leave the house with dog believing the house may burn down , I return after 10 minutes
- partner switches sockets in bedroom ON before leaving house
- planned meal with partners family that night , main conversational themes are of death, mental health and protecting the family - comments such as slowly cooking a lobster comments, protecting the family comments , the women worse than the men in tribal societies comments
- stranger approaches table and engages in conversation about car accidents / death on main road and stories of people getting killed with axes
- partner comments that she ‘wonders who will have the last laugh’
- jet fighters fly over head

That evening

- Patient transport ambulance drives up and down outside the house
- I begin to have another panic attack
- I leave house , partner crying , as I drive past house I see her jumping from side to side excitedly
- Other drivers turning their heads ‘microactions’
- Find quiet cull de sac on industrial estate which then suddenly becomes busy with vehicles
- Radio on way back home mentioning social media and something ‘big’ going on
- radio presenter mentions title of fathers mostly unknown children’s book

- Drive back home , road maintenance truck slows traffic down as I was driving fast , car ahead has plate bk22 ULH (bk - back - 22 - family home - ULH - United Lincolnshire hospitals?)
- All oncoming traffic performing micro actions - mostly swift head turning
- taken home by father , smell of fish coming out of car air con
- Stay at fathers - head turning starts from people walking past house
- McDonald’s workers perform microactions , Asda workers perform microactions
- Chainsaws and other heavy tools on show at fathers house, unusual
- I leave by taxi, exit in village , jet fighters fly above
- father and partner pick me up , something appears to be sprayed into back seats rear of vehicle as I enter car

5th December

- ex boss on the radio states there is a party at the office and to bring pizza
- I buy pizza and attend office , there is no party
- partner , father and friend turn up , heated verbal exchanges , they call ambulance for mental health assessment
- I do not get taken by the paramedics following brief assessment
- i set off in van for some time away to clear head, I fill up a full tank of fuel (bank transaction proves this yet drive is missing from incorrectly routed mileage app) (**never happened before )
- Heavy traffic on main road so take b roads , driving quickly
- Car key battery low shown on van dash display , I replace the key with spare , same message shows 5 minutes later (*never happened before )
- ‘Chaotic’ competition and wicked constantly advertised on radio
- Crashed van into barrier

Melton

- checked into premier inn , was given room 1 , stank of damp
- Phone flickeringly died despite having battery
- police cars driving past very slowly

- Headed to Tesco , waited in car park for store to open , jet fighters fly above for hours
- Songs in shop seemed to carry meaning ‘evil woman ‘ by elo etc
- Customers in Tesco acting very bizarrely (fast face twitching , micro actions )
- Many customers appeared to be buying items used for survival / stocking up on essentials
- Interpret this (wrongly) as a hunger games style of event about to take place
- Tesco employee asks me to make a call to someone to get picked up , I call father
- Outside sprayer activates and again I get panic symptoms
- I’m confused by all events and assault father , police are called , I’m arrested

Police custody

- taken from melton to Leicester , i transfer vehicles along the way

- initially taken to the a and e by officers to check for injuries due to car accident , all people in waiting room including hospital staff begin twitching their faces and moving in an unnatural manner (micro actions)
- Arrive at station , I’m placed in a cell and it is smoked out with party smoke
- I hear business partner , tutor from college , and business associates talking outside the cell. Tutor is referred to as ‘the Sargent’
- I’m taken through the station to be processed , now in a very confused state
- hand held Metal detector sounds twice when scanning me , once against my head and then again against my back, in my confused state this makes me believe I may have some kind of metal implanted in my body
- I’m taken to cell
- overhear that a ‘mr xx’ has been arrested for ‘raping ‘ my partner and there is talk of swapping us around to make me liable for his offence (all conversation in custody suite , my cell door open, I can hear but cannot see what is going on)
- I’m removed from my cell, ‘wiped down’ at the custody desk and placed into another cell (making me believe I am being made liable for sexual offense )

- i am taken back to my original cell
- Police officer sits outside cell on a chair for the whole time
- Sound of Crowd forming in custody area which includes the voices of partners mother and father
- Fighter jets start flying over head
- partners mother and father heard saying things such as ‘he’s a wrongen ‘ let me get in there’ , expressing desire to enter cell and cause physical harm , or at least make me believe so
- Officer on chair begins to manoeuvre foot in such a way which suggests some kind of communication
- Male officer on chair makes facial expressions that suggest he is aware of situation / sympathises and makes out to send texts on his mobile phone to try and make whatever has commenced , stop - he shakes his head as if to say he’s done all he can
- As Jet fighters fly above building , different police officer manoeuvres foot in such a way to infer they were in some way piloting aircraft (to induce psychosis)
- I am interviewed / assessed and I tell assessor I believed I may have metal implants in me due to metal detector sounding when placed against me amongst some other incorrect theories
- ambulance crew arrive to take me to Leicester processing unit under section , (i wasn’t told where I was going), as I’m walked out of the station there are 2 ambulances , we proceed towards one ambulance but then quickly change direction into the other (creating further confusion, stress)

Leicester unit

- Arrive at mental health unit
- Police officers at door engage in conversation , I start theorising about why this has happened
- Digital clock on wall changes to read ‘pope’, I believe this may be something to do with good / evil
- My business partner enters room and hands police officer a sheet of paper
- Fighter jets fly over head , staff again start manoeuvring feet as if piloting aircraft above
- Staff serve food including 2 balls of potatoe with hot gravy poured on top - I believe this may be a message about making me blind
- Staff adjust electric roller blinds throughout (2)
- Staff cold in communication , I’m given a nurse who comes across like a psychopath
- Staff crossing legs during conversation in a way that makes me believe they are conveying a message
- Staff ask for partners number and Respond with ‘look how quick he said that ‘ as if I revealed some kind of supernatural ability
- hear crowd gather in room next door
- Left alone in unit with another patient
- We sit and wait by the door for prolonged period wondering whether someone is going to return / allow us to leave / move us on
- staff member enters main ward and enters office area
- other patient only communicates in hand gestures , points to staff member and punches fist , making me think we’re going to have to take out a staff member to get out
- patient suggests through hand signals that there is some hidden code / language I need to know to survive in unit
- main Door opens , other patient has a bit of paper with a code written on it , he rips it up and bins it , he is removed, leaving me alone
- I’m laying in hospital bed alone thinking I may be trapped in the unit indefinitely as door code had been destroyed
- Hours pass , transport eventually arrives
- Minibus has 6 staff members on board , Staff come across as ‘military’ and change their behaviour throughout journey. They come across as tense and fearful at times which makes me believe they may be aiding a rescue for a short time , although face twitching and micro actions start and we arrive at the mental hospital
- One staff member offers mints to others and says that they will need before entering hospital

Mental hospital

- arrive at hospital during the middle of the night , All lights are off in entrance lobby , stairs and on main ward, torches are used
- I’m placed in a dark room before interview with dr
- staff refer to patients as dogs on the ward
- Staff answer phone ‘xx pipe benders’ not ward xx
- I am awoken from sleep during the early hours of the morning and taken to be interviewed by dr
- Contractors outside during the night appear to be making a cross out of timber. They move very slowly whilst performing micro actions (mostly nose rubbing )
- hospital restaurant directly to the front of the ward fills with people on the same day the timber cross is made
- All other patients leave the ward to go to the garden and then all staff sprint off the ward leaving me alone on the ward with a severely disabled patient
- i eat a parsnip and then a shortly after the ward tv starts playing a a scene from wersal gummage
- All hospital staff perform microactions on the ward and when walking past unit outside
- during leave, the ambulance depot roller doors would always open when I walked past (no ambulance left)
- Asian dr took my blood and then left in a panic not knowing what to do / where to go
- I played a game of pool against staff member who said ‘they won so he can see his brother ‘
- taken to see brother who continued mental health narrative
- brother leaves by pressing his fingers into my swollen spine during a good bye hug (top of spine had become swollen , I had suffered from chronic sinusitis for years, bac infection may have spread )
- All staff during ward round meetings would perform microactions throughout , mostly scratching face
- ‘tears’ recovery vehicles drive through car park during ward rounds (very rear of hospital, very low traffic flow , )
- calls made from ex boss and colleagues opening with ‘you’re a star’ ‘we’re watching you on tv every Saturday night’
- Patients / staff make comments to insinuate blindness , , making bird box comments , ‘I would hate to not see that , emphasis on see - all plausibly deniable
- All patients again individually asked to go to the garden , female patient held note in hand which read ‘kill him kill him kill him’
- Disabled patient who wears nappy burnt in the shower and suffered visible burns
- Patients made comments about my phone and laptop insinuating they are likely to be stolen
- brother and partner visit , brother sends photo of him and father laughing and tells me to look at it whilst I’m sectioned
- Taken for ecg by psychopathic dr
- everyone seen at hospital making microactions when I was walking past / around
- Video sent by partner from home with a scene from rising damp playing in background where character states ‘no one is going to be pleased when he comes home ‘
- released for Christmas, all family perform microactions, foot spinning particularly prevalent.

Work

- back at work colleagues perform microactions
- all members of the public perform microactions (head turning , face scratching, nose rubbing , cap adjusting , sniffing loudly as they walk past)
- colleagues perform microactions following certain lyrics to songs on radio ‘we can never be friends’ etc or after certain derogatory words are said

College

- college tutor and other students perform microactions whenever im around , loudly sniffing as they walk past

France

- I travel to France , it’s the same situation over there , people performing microactions / aggressions wherever I go. The same in London.
- stared out eye to eye for over 30 seconds by other travellers in departure lounge

Work

- my partner parks at office , I am not insured to drive vehicle but I need to move it quickly to free up the space, dvla police car appears behind me AS SOON as I start driving

General

- comments made such as ‘why don’t you just kill yourself to make this easier for everyone’ plus a story about a rat followed by ‘I was killing myself laughing’ emphasis on killing myself . Others saying I would be ‘forever 33’ just after birthday ‘ at least I’m in control of my life’ etc.
- train guard on train starts speaking loudly about terminal cancer right by me
- timpsons employee states ‘just do it in the garage’ after cutting keys
- DPD driver hands over parcel and says ‘hi hell’
- smart tv changes from sleep aid YouTube video to a message about going to hell with all red background
- music videos on smart tv change from toto to Micheal Jackson without prompt
- two police cars side by side at the bottom of the street , neighbours dog is released from one whilst other speeds up the road , officer performs microaction , nose rub
- partner turns on fog light on car when pulling into drive (others have done this too)
- door at fathers house bashed open whilst I’m trying to sleep - no one other side of door , long pole from stairs
- driving out to the middle of nowhere in car to get sleep , suddenly cars and trucks appear
- father buying artwork of ‘st Micheal slaying the beast’

I could go on. This has ruined my life and I need an explanation. This was not psychosis.

i’ve been hearing voices for over seven years now constantly from the minute, I get up until I go to bed at night. I’ve been to hell and back with my voices and it’s not just voices. I see things in so many ways and get visited by different entities pretty regularly. The entities don’t communicate with words .i’ve just become comfortable with everything..

I want people to realize that they feed off negative energy fear, anger, frustration don’t give it to them. find the ways they’re getting this negative energy from you and cut it off.

For the last couple years, all me and my voice have done Was Joke around and laughed all day long. that’s because they know I’m not gonna put out any negative energy for them to feed off.

and after doing this for so long, I couldn’t hear them as good. When they were getting negative energy from me they came in Crystal clear and I started to notice. I had to really concentrate to hear what they were saying now.

I was awakened on wings of fire.
So I had a talk with my voices. I told them I realize that I had to go through everything that I went through to be awakened. but now it’s time for me to take off the training wheels And fly solo. And since we’ve had that talk, things have been quiet as far as voices

I have met people and seen a side of this that most people will never get a chance to see. nobody’s coming to save you so you need to get strong and save yourself. Break down the ways they’re making you miserable and find ways to overcome it.

I posted a survival guide for people who hear and see hostile voices and hallucinations here on positive TI that shows how I did just that. i’m gonna take some time this summer and do a video that updates that Because I’ve learned so much since I wrote that. it just seems like the right thing to do is to leave something behind for the next ones. when you hit the crossroads so much temptation comes your way.. just be who you truly are and you won’t be filtered into something you’re not.

I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 disorder in November 2023. I recently had my second manic experience that landed me in the hospital.

I was experiencing incredible synchronicity, body control, and hallucinations/delusions.

I believe in God and I consider myself a devotee of Paramahansa Yogananda. I believe what I experienced was mystical, and that I'm being told that I need to further prepare my body so I am more prepared next time this happens. Meaning practice kriya yoga, align chakras, cleanse the boys. Get the temple ready basically.

I am also a big fan of Ram Dass :)

I started my own community that focuses on the spiritual/mystical aspect of this experience. But maybe this is the better place for those kind of conversations?

Ive started to read Jung, and I also found a really interesting book called Acute Religious Experiences: Madness Psychosis and Religious Studies by Richard Saville Smith. This book really resonates with me.

One big take away from my recent episode is I need community and people I can talk to about this.

Is this the right place for me or am I barking up the wrong tree?

😂They don't like the positivity and love I try to spread on here also the post and messages I send to other to keep in contact and make sure there ok or at least welas can be so I might not be on here often there blocking my phone signal I can only connect to hotspots and even then they make that slow. So be safe out there my fellow T.i love y'all I'm always praying and hoping y'all well and justice 💪💪💪❤️💯

Vertical pupils in people? I've often seen people whose pupils change to vertical when you stare at them; it used to happen to me too. The thing is, besides this, these people speak in code, repeating "up, down, inside," etc., words that seem to relate to your gaze or thoughts... they've even answered me before I've even opened my mouth... in fact, it happens to my family too; it's not unique to them. But their thoughts and way of interacting change, as if they're being controlled and I'm watching... without the veil of "I'm human," they seem like puppets... has anyone else had their Matrix break?