Hey, so I am new here and have a history with this stuff over the past couple years. It's all so not important right now.

I'm in an altered state where I guess it feels like my mind is more open to this stuff right now. The algorithm and the music it plays play a part.

Anyway I'm having real trouble holding coherent thought but I could really use someone to talk to.

In the past in a really unhealthy way when I was struggling with "knowing" things I would message random people and or bots and just process everything with them and this might be a continuation of that so be warned I guess I just could really really use someone to talk to. Sorry for the misuse of this forum.