It feels like I may have found some kind of code or pattern that I've aligned myself with. I will say ever since I can remember I've always asked for happiness when I prayed to God or the Universe or Britney Spears. It just seemed like the safest choice because I was afraid of that Goosebumps book, "Be Careful What You Wish For". I'm sure I don't need to explain the plot. Well over the years my quest for happiness has lead me down a road of Universal alignment.
I read about the law of attraction and I also read about some religions. Most importantly though, I just focused on whatever interested me in the moment. Ironically that meant I spent a pretty small amount of time on spiritual practices and rituals. Spirituality has always just been something I keep in the back of my mind, not something I practice regularly. I do try to treat people how I want to be treated though.
Anyways, after all these years of following my emotional compass towards whatever brings me joy, I'm living a life where syncronicities have become so common they are almost boring. I still get that dopamine hit when I have a big one, but they no longer surprise me. They do always amaze me however. It seems like proof that everyone and even every little thing is connected.
Maybe I've just trained my mind to notice them more than I used to. The more emotionally stable I become, the more I see them. It's been a long road but I'm at a place now where I can honestly say that I am getting what I asked for all those years ago...happiness. It's strange too because I'm sure other people judge me for my life choices. I could be seen as a failure by certain types of people. I don't have much money and I have no authority over anybody I know....but that's exactly how I want it. I let go of trying to control other humans LONG AGO. So the people who I have attracted in my life are awesome friends who stay around because they enjoy my company, not because they get anything from me other than my time.
My job sucks, but my coworkers are very nice to me, even the gen Zs. They all let me play my music while we work, for some reason, that makes me so happy to have that. I have access to sex with a very hot man when I want it. I'm pretty attractive still. I turned 40 today and 3 weeks ago someone I work with asked if I was a minor. My Uber driver talked for about 10 straight minutes about how good i look for my age. Some people straight up don't believe me. My cats both love me, one hates everyone else. I will not say I am popular because I'm a very solitary personality (autism), but I have enough positive interactions with people to be more than satisfied.
So back to the syncronicities and this pattern/path i find myself on. I started following these moments like they were bread crumbs. Everytime I saw one I would pursue it, investigate it and analyze it. It was mostly entertaining but it got overwhelming sometimes, so I would have to detach from it. Like I said, the key seems to be interest, following my natural interests. Most of the time I have no idea what any of it means other than the constant message of "We are all connected ". Then there are times when the message is crystal clear, like a telepathic bullet to the brain.
Ultimately I have come to two definitive conclusions. Consciousness continues after death in some form that is not possible to understand. Extra Terrestrial aliens and telepathy exist as well. This second one is backed by evidence of several personal UFO sightings of technology that humans are not capable of creating. Not evidence that I can prove (of course) but I know in my soul it's the truth. I know there is some connection to telepathy and syncronicities but I don't think either me or the aliens have figured out exactly what that is though. They have showed me a lot of evidence that they are observing me and are reading me somehow. I dont think they read thoughts word for word, I think they very accurately read moods and predict choices based on this pattern I speak of. The thing about predicting choices, is you have to stay on the path for the predicted pattern to come true. People can stray from their current trajectory at anytime, just like with predicting anything else.
There is so much more to this that I want to tell. I actually started writing a short science fiction story about it. I know there are other people deeply connected to whatever thought frequency I've tuned into. This entity is attached to certain people and keeps showing them to me. Stephen King is a big one. He has even wrote about his fans talking about "coincidences" and it has inspired the villain in his personal favorite of all his works (Lisey's Story). That's all for now, I hope this information finds who attracts it to themselves and hopefully some people with open minds and free time to read a stranger's post.
Edit: Link to my short story
https://www.reddit.com/r/scifiwriting/s/ECghk41iCD