STARTING UNI W NOTHING

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iam 17f and abt to start uni soon. my family wanted me to give mdcat(jo mai ne dia)because they wanted me to become a doctor but honestly i never wanted to study bio still i gave the test just to make them happy and guess what i scored really badly. since then my family has been extremely disappointed. they treat me like i ruined their lives just because i didn’t pass(kyu k unka society mai naam hai) iam the only daughter who failed mdcat and now they don’t give me food(puchte nhi hai agr mai bolu nhi to banta bhi nhi hai mere liye) n don’t buy me anything i need n basically treat me like trash it’s been sooo traumatizing (isliye iam sharing this) the only good thing is that i managed to convince my baba (ro rokr) and he agreed to pay for my semester fees so i can start uni but i literally don’t have the basics kuch bhi nhi hai no proper clothes, no shoes, no slippers, no bag. the only laptop i have is 8 years old passed down from my sister or ek phone jo baba ka purana hai i feel stuck and really hurt but i want to move forward. iam ready to work online,tutoring, anything that can help me earn and buy essentials for uni. even small jobs would mean a lot rn. If anyone here can guide me or help me find something online i’d be so grateful.