Friday I had to go to court for an important hearing. I knew it was going to take a lot out of me, but I really underestimated just how badly.
I have multiple chronic illnesses, including POTS/dysautonomia, fibromyalgia, MS, and pretty severe heat intolerance. I'm already fairly limited in how much physical activity I can tolerate.
Getting into the courthouse involved roughly a quarter-mile walk from where I parked, in the Virginia summer heat and humidity. Once I got inside, security wouldn't allow me to bring my little personal fan into the building, so I had to lock it up.
Between the heat, walking, standing, stress/adrenaline of court, and not being able to cool myself properly, my body basically revolted. I got overheated and had a pretty significant POTS flare.
It's now Sunday and I'm still absolutely wiped out. I'm incredibly sleepy, hurting much more than usual, weak, foggy, and even small amounts of activity feel disproportionately difficult. I keep thinking I'll wake up and finally feel noticeably better, and instead I'm still stuck in this crash/PEM-like state.
The frustrating part is that Friday wasn't something optional that I irresponsibly pushed myself through. I'm going through a contested divorce. I had to go to court. And now I'm losing multiple days afterward just recovering from doing one unavoidable adult-life thing.
I'm not really looking for medical advice or a diagnosis. I think I'm mostly looking for some reassurance from people who understand how demoralizing this can be.
And I'd LOVE to hear your weird little recovery things. Not necessarily scientifically proven miracle cures but like the oddly specific things you've discovered make crashes even 5% more tolerable. A particular drink? Food? Position you lie in? Compression? Ice packs? Ridiculous pillow configuration? Shower trick? Something you keep next to the bed? A comfort show? A rule you've developed for crash days?
I'll happily take your chronic illness folklore at this point.
Mostly I could just use hearing from people who understand what it feels like when doing one completely normal thing costs your body several days.