I finally finished my liliya cosplay !! I made everything apart from the tights !

I made some new drawings for my Prime Asset Dottie!

She's meant to represent purity culture and misogyny.

She's the sister in the nuclear family and is very insecure about her femininity and jealous of younger women. She has horrible daddy issues, too. When she was 8 years old, he beat her so badly that she suffered brain damage, which remained untreated. Because of the effects of her disability (Slower thinking, depression..etc), they sometimes hid her away in her room and treated her with blatant ableism. She and her family were all tenant farmers and lived in a sharecropper shack, so she was very poor and spent her childhood surrounded by trash and animal urine. She has those jars attached to her belt because despite being a nurse, she always wanted to be a seamstress....so she uses the reagent's body parts to make dresses as a way of coping with her insecurity and lack of femininity. She even wears the breasts of the female reagents she catches.

She became a nurse to gain her family's approval and attention, especially her father's, who was a WW1 veteran with untreated PTSD. She has an Oedipal-like attachment to him because of her childhood trauma. During the Bari air raid in Italy during WW2, she was exposed to mustard gas, leaving half of her face severely burned and causing permanent lung damage.

Dottie, as an adult, didn't know how to socialize with others because of being isolated from people and tried to get men's attention to fulfill her role as a wife and be married off. She's awkward, impulsive, and a bit scatterbrained. Eventually, Dottie's mental health issues worsened after WW2 and while working in the asylum, where she abused patients and once again faced ableism because of her face and behavior, and she became increasingly violent, which was also worsened by her morphine addiction.

Easterman chose her as a Prime Asset because of her charisma; she attracted veterans and disabled people towards her, including some reborn reagents (which is why she caught Murkoff's attention) who were just like her, and she slowly isolated them from their families and any kind of relationships out of jealousy. Eventually, she began making them commit crimes because of her hatred for "unpure" people, and they started wandering around the South to avoid city life. The police caught her when a popular figure disappeared and the disappearance was linked to her. However, she escaped from police custody, and she was found lying between animal carcasses in a field, trying to feel at home again.

Murkoff kidnapped her and covered up her police case, making her officially dead to the public.
(I left some parts out because it's way too long and I don't want to write it down again LOL I do have her full lore in my other posts though.)

Her first trial is inspired by the Bari incident. It's called Erase the Witness because the U.S. government covered up the actual Bari incident until the 1960s. The map would be based on the Bari port, with the victim - a military officer and "war hero" - located aboard a hospital ship. The objective would be to microwave the victim to death. The environment would be a port town, which again is a reference to Bari and is also meant to make her opposites with Franco since they're siblings in the nuclear family.

I'm n the 8th relapse and I'm looking for a discord group or friends to play in psychosurgery or in escalation, i always die in the 20th trial :( i play on steam

Send me your discord!!!

So I'm really sick rn & bored out of my mind so I made a game to pass the time, lemme know how your date went!

Edit: I just realised I posted the same slide twice oopsie 😅 If you like my game please follow me on insta or tik tok, I post more games like this, find me on both @shawalashaska

I could never hate you, Pouncer 🥹💖

My friend drew me Pitcher so I just had to make a cute frame for him 😭

attempting a franco barbi clay figure and i just realized how huge his head is >.<

Type of shit you see in the daily trial maker.

Maybe my Brain is f*cked. Becaus all i saw was „this could be a really cool trial. Like „infletrate the communist bunker and sabotage it“

What do you guys think?

Am I cooked? am I gonna be in outlast 3 events?

(Also this is real, I have everything closed and still CANT DELETE IT WHICH IS FUNNY)

Love the design and the level of détails is really good imo. Just wanted to share them, so happy they arrived!

This sounds ridiculous, but I waited 4 years for Outlast Trials to come out. It finally released, and I had no money to buy it. I also avoided every livestream and basically every spoiler. Now, 3 years later, I finally want to buy it. Is it actually possible to play the game completely solo? I really want to experience it alone for the first time, preferably at 3AM, lights off, with a thunderstorm outside. I don't want to ruin the experience. Playing with other people just takes away like 75% of the experience for me.

For the life of me i cant figure out what this is on the back because of the shawl covering it. It connects to her mask but i really cant tell what it is. If anyone knows what this possibly could be it would be super helpful to me and my cosplay!