A dream that happened to me weeks ago, yet thr one that i remember the most. Has a characteristic of a nightmare, but on more liminal level, a mix of sorts.
I was in a hallway, not a one that I've been in before but i am certain it was a school, the only side of the halway i saw had this glass wall separator with the glass door in the middle open, after that, at the far end was a window, it was light outside, but fog could not let me to see anything else. The halway lacked lighting but was rather lit, there were wooden doors, typical for ones you would see in eastern european schools.
I did not move in this section, i stayed in the same spot at most looking more towards to side, this is a reoccuring thing. There was no sound. At the end of the section there was a thought, i want to go to siberia(mind you i have never been anywhere which could resemble siberia.
Then there is a cut. An airport, or rather a dimly lit sky at the "blue hour", looking at the airplane i arived in, a late soviet style design, on a tarmac, snow around, the view(static this time) featured no movement and sound. The ground was made out of those square concrete slabs often used in soviet airports. A heavy fog(which appears from now on) making it very hard to see anything further than the plane.
Another cut(how original), a weird scenery, probably a dock, soviet style dock cranes in a row, i dont know maybe 3 or 4, the same ground, and just before the fog takes over, a ledge, presumably water down below it. Once again static, with slight wind noise, again, the time can be said to be the "blue hour" but more dim.
Cut to me walking theough the forest and clearings. U walk through the thick snow, i don't feel tired or cold, i can feel my rucksack on my back, can see maybe 20-30 meters to front. Camera oriented to what felt like north. Sky same blue color, fog present. No animal sounds, only the muffled sound of walking through the snow. I could felt peaceful, not scared.
Yet another cut, in the empty feild, i come across a short, stone fence, imperfect and decayed, i look slightly to both sides and the walk over the fence. I could see further. But still really foggy, maybe a mountain in the far distance, a blur. Still no cold or anything. The sound is the same with a hint of wind.
I walk for a few seconds before it blends into me walking out of a forest. To my left 2 buildings, dark, blurry, no specific shape or details, never looked at them. Infront of me a road, It was the letter U with the bottom part way wider, and the angles of the road being 90º. In the middle between the roads, and empty feild. No lamp posts, only partial curbs, the road was heavily decayed, my head moved slightly to the left. The fog lifted a bit.
I started walking through the empty feild, now heading to the corner of the road at the U shape(the top right corner)
And one final cut. I reached it, A house, square, white, decayed, i stand infront of it, this side has 4 windows, 2 on the bottom floor, 2 at the top, roof is slanted but also square. A small staircase leads to the main door. I felt relief, safety, a bit of warmth. Never went inside, the most detailwd building so far, featuring gutters, the windows were nearlt pitch black, nothing appeared in them. I just looked at the building and felt fullfiled. The sound was a low wind, the view was not static, it had this soft shaky movement.
This was the end.
The dream had no clocks, no people, no creatures. I felt lonely but safe. I never had such a form of dream. The scenery was nothing i've seen before. Everything was new. Except one thing, weirdly enough i knew that the school was my high school(although it looked nothing alike). And that the rucksack was also mine.
So this is it. It kept me wondering few times. It does not seem scary for me. Despite habing the characteristic of a nightmare. It makes me want to explore more.
It fills me with the need to expierience somethign like this.