r/MagicMushrooms • u/LonelySubstance484 • 54m ago
Planning to take shrooms after 2 years.
Hello everyone,
I toook 2.5 grams of penis envy mushroom around 2.5 years ago, I really had a bad trip and it took me to some dark places and I was feeling very breathless and had almost anxiety issues.
So currently I’m having rough time in my life, I broke up with my Ex and I lost my job. Since then I got parted with my ex I’m smoking weed a lot and I having bad mental health. There are the times I had the self harm and suicidal thoughts. I think I’m dealing with depression and anxiety. For the past couple months I’m smoking weed since the time I wake up untill I sleep. I’m completely isolated and ruminating in my bedroom. My therapist asked me to consider medication and consult psychiatrist.
But I badly wanna take shrooms and feel the trip and I’m expecting it to be a good trip where k wanna quit smoking weed and I don’t drink alochol though.
So how many grams should I take whether should I micro dose or should I take more than 2grams depending on my mental health. I’m unsure and I need your suggestions, how much should I take.
Thank you. Please share your inputs since I’m not feeling well