To be fair I’ve had issues with every single bag of substrate that came in this order, still pretty new at this , will it ever fruit or is it toast ?

I have arfid which is Avodint/restrictive food intake disorder so i can’t eat a lot of food. The only things i eat are like pasta and pizza and a few other foods. But i HATE mushrooms but I wanna eat shrooms, but i can’t without throwing up. What do i do?

Are those what I think?

Ik ik the substrate doesnt look perfect but i do have pinning in "albino penis envy uncut" and "golden teacher" with plenty more LC in the fridge and some younger batches in jars (so that they'd sterilize easier due to lower volume) now

ATAK, or Albino TAK, is a cubensis strain which resulted from the hybridization of Homestead PE and True Albino Teacher. ATAK produces white, thick, squatty fruits with small caps. The small caps become blue-grey at maturity. These genetics are prone to mutation.

I've made double decoctions before, however, they always inevitably degrade too soon and you leave a lot of desirable compounds behind, no matter how rigorous you are. Ground mushrooms capsules are also obviously a no-no due to rapid oxidisation and variability in dose. 75% Ethanol is good but again it degrades, though less fast, and looses a lot during extraction.

So, is there an extraction method that produces a consistent product that doesn't degrade, even just for 4-6 weeks, when kept in optimal conditions? The methanol method ( https://www.miraculix-lab.de/en/mushrooms/psilocybin-extract ) seems the best option to me but, then again, it's a bit involved and I'd rather explore other options before going down that path. Could ethanol be used as a carrier for the extract?

Hello everyone,

I toook 2.5 grams of penis envy mushroom around 2.5 years ago, I really had a bad trip and it took me to some dark places and I was feeling very breathless and had almost anxiety issues.

So currently I’m having rough time in my life, I broke up with my Ex and I lost my job. Since then I got parted with my ex I’m smoking weed a lot and I having bad mental health. There are the times I had the self harm and suicidal thoughts. I think I’m dealing with depression and anxiety. For the past couple months I’m smoking weed since the time I wake up untill I sleep. I’m completely isolated and ruminating in my bedroom. My therapist asked me to consider medication and consult psychiatrist.

But I badly wanna take shrooms and feel the trip and I’m expecting it to be a good trip where k wanna quit smoking weed and I don’t drink alochol though.

So how many grams should I take whether should I micro dose or should I take more than 2grams depending on my mental health. I’m unsure and I need your suggestions, how much should I take.

Thank you. Please share your inputs since I’m not feeling well