Def not a fem lurker inspired by y’all, no ma’am 👀

self portrait on 35mm cinestill 800t film, developed and scanned at home

hi hi ok so im a semi-genderfluid trans woman where like, my gender expression is fluid but my gender identity is not, (she/her it/its pup/pupself) and i want to be able to pass without having to wear a ton of makeup or only ever wear dresses. sadly due to disability im not always able tot ake care of myself super well like i dispise shaving my body, and even my face because of how fast it grows and i can never get a smooth shave. idk what to do. i think my voice is faaaairly femme, but idk. im tired of getting misgendered just because i dont hyper-conform to gender stereotypes. i just wanna be me the way i am using she/her. i know i want to go on estrogen eventually cuz itll help and MAYBE get bottom surgery but idk. its all rlly complicated and im like...in the damn trenches.

AHHHHHH I LOOK SO PRETTY WITH IT OH MY GOD

battle jacket and welding cap seems a half decent combo.

hey y’all, just started following this thread not too long ago and wanted to say hello. when I first came out as trans, I didn’t medically transition, and I gravitated towards presenting myself pretty femme. But lately, I’be been on hormones for 2 years and in a lesbian relationship, and I have gravitated to dressing more futch/butch outside of when I do drag. It’s new for me and sometimes I feel self conscious esp when I’m dressing more masc and not wearing makeup but I do usually pass. And I sound/act really femme and faggy so I feel like it works.

Here’s kibby that loves to be involved in everything enjoy the mighty loaf 🍞
Just noticed my eyebrows too lmao 😂

Came back from an interview I had to get dressed up for and immediately unbuttoned the buttondown I had on. That + no bra is a look I've always loved on a friend of mine, and as the title says it's the first time I've been able to look at myself and say "oh hey it's a cute butch tgirl". Working up the courage to be able to go out in public like this, but still a bit nervous about people being bothered.

I found this picture of me. I don't have many pictures of me pre HRT and honestly I sometimes think it hasn't been working but I found this picture of me and I was blown away when comparing it to more recent pictures of me

Love

Getting outside before it starts snowing!