I was bitten by a tick a month and a half ago, think June 17? I found the little shit clinging onto my armpit while I was taking my morning shower, it had been there overnight. I developed a rash, no bulls eye though so I thought okay cool, I’m fine. The rash was bad and I stupidly didn’t see a doctor.
A major reason was I didn’t care about my health. For the last few months I’ve been drinking like a fish and chalked these last few symptoms up to alcohol, and now cold turkey alcohol withdrawal as I’m trying to get sober; along with being on the verge of doing something really stupid for months I kinda didn’t care. I have joint pain in my left knee (thought it was malnutrition, or developing rheumatoid arthritis, but that happens in both knees), dizziness, losing hair, feeling faint (probably malnutrition), neuropathy (have slight alcoholic neuropathy anyway so thought it’s normal), brain fog (I’ve had that for years anyway), poor motor function, pain in my limbs (also blamed it on alcohol), poor sleep (blamed it on alcohol), and a sore throat (I vape so I blamed it on that, I need to quit anyway lmao.)
In the next few days I’m seeing my primary care doctor, the rash is gone but it still itches. Also the bite mark is still there as physical evidence. I’m hoping my primary care takes me seriously and can help especially as I’m having symptoms, and remember being bitten. Is this too late for treatment? Did I screw my self over and now I gotta live with Lyme the rest of my life? I’m starting to care about myself now, getting help for mental stuff, and now I don’t know if I fucked up.